Feeding baby

I had dream that involved a baby again... Hmmm I think it was someone elses. They were trying to get it to eat and it wouldn't, but I got it to eat all of its food. I broke apart a hamburger into little bits for it (hmm it seemed ok in the dream). Totally knocked him out after, so I could take him out, clean him up and put him to bed. I know there was a ton of other stuff going on. Another person there, guy trying on outfits. ummm???

Fairies

I had many dreams last night. Some were about some things/rules/procedures I had to follow and how my life would change if I just followed them.

One was I was part of this group that was supposed to set up this stage. One curtain needed to go up and they were looking for things to weight the other side of the rope with so they could lift the curtain up and down. I was kind of the mechanical person helping out. It seemed like it was my job.

I had other dreams that I was with this group of people. Almost like in a class. They were nice people and we had to do all kinds of things that stretched our comfort zones. First we were all sitting at tables waiting for the instructors. We were put into 2 teams and we were going to be on stage to answer questions like a game show sort of thing. I kept having to take gum out of my mouth that was stuck in there that filled my whole mouth. It was like I chewed the gum too much so that it was?? too soft so it was hard to keep together and take out. Was not fun. At one point people are trying to settle down, I felt good feelings about the people around me.. and they felt good feeling about me. It was a very nice feeling dream in that way. At one moment the game paused.. we were laughing and having jokes with one another. We were also all in costume. Then I walked over to these women while we were waiting. They were all chatting and then these tiny blue lights came flying in ... and I said "oh the fairies are here."..One woman - those aren't fairies! there isn't such a thing! Me and the other girl - have you ever seen one photographed? have you ever seen these "bugs" before? (she answered no). We were like.. - They are fairies! There was lots more that happened. Like people being there for each other in a kind and caring way and that sort of thing. Was a really nice experience if only in a dream. ;) Then I was walking along trying to remember the name of this guy they were talking about. I had gone to school with him. They said, the one that dressed up like Luke Skywalker in Highschool. I just couldn't think of his name. Then I saw some Mexican women and their little girl in the bushes. They came out and followed me back to the group. The little girl had a costume on that made her look like a little horse. Was cute and she was very happy about wearing it.

Oh had another dream that I was in this house with some friends. This guy from college was asking me to marry him. I was trying to avoid him asking me so I wouldn't have to say no to him. That was a strange one.

hmm big long dream

Had one dream where you picked out your hairstyle by different criteria. You could say.. I want business casual hair, curls and.. blah blah blah, then they would give you a list of hairstyles to choose from that fit that criteria.

Another was I was working. My brother started as a contractor for the company. He wasn't my boss but he had a higher position than me and was kinda ordering me around. Was ticking me off. I would more or less ignore him or explain why it was ok to do it as I was doing it. He wanted me to get orange juice for some people (temps). I said they are temps.. they dont' need OJ, they are here to work. (mind you in real life this guy from work wanted to come over today and bring mimosas... but I don't think he has work in mind). Then I was feeling funny anyway because I had no work to do, so I went back to my desk which was kind of in a cube but I had no ceiling so I was kind of outside. Then I was still working but at a hotel. I was talking to this girl from work about her and her boyfriend. SHe was saying how they broke up but he still comes by from time to time to do this or that (basically was using her when he wanted her around). She is such a sweet girl and really pretty. I was trying to give her advice on moving on from him. So partly we were in this hotel and partly in a townhouse she was sharing with another gf. Her exbf was a lot older too. Then I was "working" around the hotel. I felt like i was an event person and somewhat of an investigator. I went into the hot tub at one point and this gal had just done a summersalt in the air and landed in the hot tub. It was pretty amazing. She did a great job. She wouldn't take her clothes off that covered her swim suit though. Either would the other girl. Then I left out of the front of the hotel and my dad and step mom were there and they were going to help some old lady home. So we were trying to show her where to take her. I was like .... see that huge elvis statue that towers over the other building? That is where we are dropping you off. We ended up finding a shortcut where she just had to walk through a chainlink fence and a parkign lot to get where she needed to go. Then this dream melded into another dream that I was with this HUGE family. One of those ones that starts with 9 brothers and sisters, then they have 4 kids, and they have kids.. and so on. They were all going to one of the kids house (who was an adult now). His dad had some kind of cancer that ate away at his skin. I asked how he ws doing and he said his dad was good. He was keeping busy all the time doing things he just enjoyed doing. I was around sooo many of them, the totallypacked the house. Everyone kinda needed to use the bathroom, so the women were in one line and the men in another and we had to wait at the bottom of the stairs until the next person came out. The guy I had talked to earlier, this was his dad's house, but he was going to move into it. Each floor was set up like an entire house (kitchen and everything), so it was like he had his own place. I had brought bread for the evening and set it on the counter and some other edibles and then a ton of hand mits for the oven. :-s One was like a big sock. They were not too pretty.

Then I think I woke up.

cross country skiing and chocolate mint ice cream

ok.. first dreamt that I was with a group and we were going cross country skiing. This guy (who in reality was this metal's class instructor that I had - he was kinda good, but not very organized so his class was all over the place). Well, the ski class was all over the place too. It was taking forever for everyone to get all in their skis etc.. By the time everyone was ready and he knew where we were going, I looked down and one of my skis had broken. I could feel the tension in everyone thinking.. ok.. now we need to call someone, find a ski, get it fitted etc.etc... and I just said please go on without me. I was wanting to go skiing but at the same time, much preferred to be away from the disjointed group.

Then there was some dream where my extended family was around. My brother, dad and stepmom were there, but so was my dad's cousin (who I've maybe seen once in my life) some aunts and uncles, cousins I don't see normally etc. They were talking about me getting married to a cousin. I was like "He isn't my cousin! He is way down the family tree somewhere, but we don't even share the same bloodline!" Not sure who "he" is.. but. Mind you this was all in jest, they were just giving me a hard time. I think I needed to say what I said to convince myself more than them.

Then I remember riding a bicycle out of this suburban neighborhood (a very nice one). I was riding along feeling very out of place (the kind of out of place I feel around a bunch of corporate types, women w/ their business coifs, all put in that sort of package, personality and so on... while I've got my crazy curly hair, curvy body that doesn't quite fit right in a boxy blazer and mind set that really doesn't fit in the building). ok.. so riding down this hill outside of the neighborhoood. I didn't want to go too fast since I hadn't been on a bike in a while. I had the breaks on but it was still going kinda fast.. thenI stopped and was talking to this guy that worked on my floor (my job that just ended last week). We were flirty ?? I guess... or kinda seeing each other. We both fell asleep sorta on this bed. Then I had some chocolate mint icecream on the night stand. I wanted him to try it and then he finally did... umm and it was a little umm cozy as well.

That was about it.

pop quiz

Was in a class or something and the instructor told us to be ready for a pop quiz. He wanted us to state which of the things we have discussed are theory and which are law. I thought it was easy and went to a vending machine on break to buy some crackers. THen I couldn't figure out which # to push in and someone came behind me and pushed what they wanted and took it. THen I tried again and got my crackers. Everyone else in class was stressing over the quiz and were studying. I wanted to explain to them that it was simple etc., but then I figured they would just stress more. THis one gal was reading in her books. She had two books for the class when I only had the one. I said. well I'm sure you will do good etc..

Baby beaver, Allen Town...

Ok.. trying to remember my dream..still early..

Did wake up to "the cars" song "you might think."

Part of the dream a guy from work, Paul, was showing us pictures of him and his family going camping in NY. It was somewhere near Allen Town and he had a picture of some baby beaver they saved or something. Was kinda cute. We were at some function at a house. Like someone's birthday. Hmmm.... dunno

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Kinda had a ? awake dream last night. Hmm trying to remember if I was awake or??
Last night I really did watch "darby O'gill and the little people." I hadn't seen it since I was a little kid (and when I was little, I loved it). So, I sat through the whole thing... and .. again I don't know if I dreamt this or did this, but I got up to go to the bathroom or something (not the important detail) and it was like I flash backed to my mind set as a kid. Not the.. oh can I go outside to play type thing, but more of... as if I had become an adult directly from that time, with no hurts, scars, tramas, etc... and how I would be without those experiences. It felt very stress free, light, feminine, enjoyable... Part of me felt like I missed my "edge." I'm not sure though if I missed it because I was scared to be without it... or was it really a better way to be. Hmmm

school and spiders

I know there is more to this dream but it hasn't all come back...

I remember it being dark out and driving into this parking lot. There was a man directing traffic into it and telling you where to park. It was an icky feeling for some reason... knowing what he was asking before you got there, reading his mind almost and knowing where he was going to tell you to park before he even did, then having to follow his orders. I parked and was going to park a little differently but had all eyes on me, so just parked. I got out of the car.. i was going to check this school out although under the guise that I was actually attending. At one point I went between some bushes. I'm not sure if was trying to hide or if I was just trying to avoid people. I went under one bush that sort of formed a canopy. I looked up and it was coated in spider webs. I took a deep breath so not to panick and then found a stick to wave all the webs and spiders away... then realized there was plastic sheeting under the bush's branches, so peeled that back so I could get out from under the bush web free. Hmmm... there is more and there were strong feelings from this dream that I didn't like so much... oh well. Got me up and out of bed to jog. ;)

Wormy veins, scrap book...??

OK.. a few odd dreams last night.

The first set are vague. I did dream about a guy from work that just asked me to coffee the other day. I usually don't dream about people I know, so that was interesting. He was just helping me with something, being very kind and polite (which doesn't seem like his personality in reality).

I had another one later (only remembering pieces). One part I had a little bump on my arm but it just felt weird. Like not just a mosquito bite but that it extended on the inside up my arm. So a scratched it a bit and it broke the sking. Then I saw a tube/vein, kind of like you find in your chicken sometimes that is kind of flat.. It was severed and I could look in it. Inside were tiny little worm like things (mind you they looked more like that hair rice pasta stuff). I pulled on them until they came completely out.. in doing that I found more.. and then more.. and then more... I kept pulling them all out of my arm wondering how I could have lived this long w/out knowing they were there, then wondering... ok.. in health class did we ever learn about this? am I taking something out that is supposed to be there? I thought and then couldn't recall it supposing to be there, so I kept on taking them out. Then I found a small octopus in my arm and took that out too. My dad and stepmom were there and I was telling them about it as they were going about their business. Then they were talking about this family that lived in a motorhome. It was this guy that wrote about it that was a comic strip writer. He, his wife and five kids all lived in this motor home and they were fine and "normal." I was trying to work out in my head how they could pace showers throughout the day with it not being a headache. The kids didn't attend school either, he home schooled them. Then I was looking for a plate to put a candle on. My friend Penny was in the dream and she said there was some china in a drawer in the dining room (not exactly what I wanted.. but). So I go to the drawer in the dining room and there were all kinds of fun things in there. There was a really neat scrapbook that I looked through with pictures, scraps of material, misc. things.. I found out later it was my brother's. My grandma was looking over my shoulder at them with me. Overall, nice feeling dreams.

Daniel Craig, killers and cleanse.. but not in that order

Ok, so doing this cleanse thing. Basically eating right for your ?? I would say origins, so food that agrees with your body. So for example, my ancestry is from the British Isles for the most part, so potatoes good, rice .. not as much. No alcohol, salt, pepper, sugar, etc etc. etc. I have to say I feel great (minus the first day I had a headache). In a good mood all the time, feel energetic and dropped 5.5 lbs in 4 days. Nice bonus. :D

Oh and 5 days left of work, then 24th leave for my trip...

Ok.. the dreams:


The first one some guy was coming to kill me. I don't remember much of that dream, but that I was suppose to put a certain label on some meat and go place it in New Season's... and he was going to follow me or something..??

Anyhoo.. but after that I had a Daniel Craig dream. We were looking for some bad guy so we run up to this old house and sneak in to the second story window.. (I'm assuming we climbed a ladder or something).

The room was all frilly, like a satin and chiffon bed cover that was white with blue bows and just.. fluffy pretty much everywhere in the room. So he goes "get on the bed" - woo woo you might think... but no. We both get on the bed and he starts moving so the bed squeaks so that someone from outside thinks we are having "fun." End up I find out we are in a brothel, so in order for no one to be suspicious of a room with the door closed, we had to make some noise. So he has me continue to tinker around in the room while he sneaks back out the window to go do some snooping. While I'm there I'm looking around. I see his shoes on the floor. I pick them up and look at the soles for some reason and they are really nifty. The main sole is bumpy and no clear edge would ever hit the ground so you couldn't trace his foot prints. Then there are cut outs with in the sole that you can pop out that have dog prints and raccoon prints. So he could pop those out and pin them on the outside of the sole to just show those kind of prints. Anyhoo... then I start looking around the room and the closet is full of more frilly clothes, boas, heels, etc.. then a woman/man comes in. I get the idea the brothel's main product is cross dressing ladies. He was kinda big and had dark brown ringlets (he must have been the one who decorated the room too :-s). I complimented him on his clothes to keep him occupied and then I don't remember the rest of the dream.