Monday, June 02, 2008

dream from 12/6/05

first I had a dream that we knew the world was ending... something about the sun... it had either been orbiting at an unmeasurably slow rate that we didn't notice and was just getting closer... or something similar... not everyone knew though... my first thought was to get a hold of some sort of drug to kill myself before it got here.. it would dry up crops first (quickly) as well as make the air unbreathable etc....
then I had a dream about another person from the ex's group... kind of the group ?? idiot?? he was sweet though and married a little gal that was fitting.. but anyhoo.. saw him and her in my dream in an Irish sort of pub and had beers with them... was nice
then had another dream where I could fly.... I would hold on to my soccer ball?? (or maybe it was a volleyball) and just think in a certain area and would go right to it. If I doubted my abilities or thought about it too much... like how it worked etc.. I would fall... but if I just focussed on the end point.. would make it there no problem... I flew up first and saw two different games going.. one soccer game.. but some sort of ultimate soccer .. HUGE field.. something like 4 teams.. for different goal nets etc... then another that was a huge soccer ball, smaller court... and like 2 players... then I flew towards the hills.. trees, forest... between homes... villagers...etc. landed near this home... walked by these motor cycle riders (that in the dream were my friend Matt's ex's friends)... then into an old victorian house... saw a woman there and she asked if I wanted a 9 card reading.... thinking she just wanted money... I passed.. and said I would like to rent a room. So I went into the room with pillows.. blankets etc.. took a little rest and then a visitor came.. a man who was a travelor.. I knew him from something and wanted to know more about his travels and who he was... then I left.. (and woke up I think)

Dream I had 7/8/05

these zombies.. as long as you fed them or kept them busy on an acitivity.. they wouldn't eat you.. but they would lose track a lot so it was constant attention.. so I decided to leave.. and went down the street.. and realized no one else was taking care of their zombies like I was... so they were all pretty focussed on attaining my brains I guess... so I was running.. and this gal falls off her bike and has blood running down her forehead.. so I thought she was a zombie and was about to shoot her and she screamed not to.. so I didn't
then this other gal.. a jogger (and I think her friend) was walking up.. and the gal didn't see her.. and I saw she was going to be a zombie at one point or other (and she looked high maintenance)... so I shot her in the neck... (very good shot I might add)
so this jogger gal.. was holding her neck and making gurgly noises... and her friend walks up to her and goes.. oh... man I had that same thing happen last week (having no idea that she was just shot and thought she was having flem issues)
I actually started laughing in my dream...

dream I had 1/25/05

one I was in the army or service of some sort.... was at a gathering thing... with my old boss and this big guy comes by and is checking in on us.. he seems very macho/authoritative and so on... dressed a little different etc... he had on tennis shoes with a copper color in them.
at one point he is getting after us... for something... always disappearing at certain times...
then I get someo sort of flashback.. someone was killed in the water.. he jumped in the boat taking his place (not being part of that regiment)... and just lived off the base ... posing as a soldier ... anyhoo

another one I was in some magical seeming place... was a hotel.. but very modern, lots of glass... the bathroom was HUGE... many different kinds of tubs and showers and spa type things in it.. and the actual toilet was in a completely different room... all blue, green, clear and frosted glass.... my dad was staying there.... or something... then someone had a baby and it was no bigger than my little finger... was very strange... then I was walking through some ritzy mall... and some woman was a cleaning lady but stealing boots... then walked through another area.. adn they had actual sleeping babies as the display decorations (strange)

Sunday, June 01, 2008

exploding heads, flower heads, roses for bunnies

Ok.. couple nights ago had bit of a disturbing dream... was in a bar with some people... everyone had a little too much. I think we were waiting for someone so we could get going and then we heard this man in a little area next to us. We thought he was throwing up, but it ended up that his head kind of imploded or exploded... I guess im.... since his skin structure was still intact, but his head was like a deflated balloon.. ugh .. it was awful...

Then I was with this guy.. he was eastern european.. he was trying to hit on me in a perverse way. We drove up to some park that had a firepit in it and I was sitting on a log and he stood up and exposed himself.. Oh thrill... I was trying to think of a good response. One that wouldn't get me stuck alone at night with no ride home, but one that was clear I had no interest. Then he moved and his penis was like a multiple... kind of like a flower... many of them all attached to the end.. ack! So that was an easy out... ugh..

Last night I dreamt about some country or island I was visiting. The people were nice, very tradtional, tight families etc. I visited one of the daughter's homes what was part of her parents' property.. It was a neat octagon house and she had lots of feminine yet whimsical things in her house... She had these cat figurines that were calle??? something cat... don't remember really.

Then I left there and was going to get my hair done. One gal was going to wait for me while I did it, then it was like all these people were waiting for me in a truck outside the salon. I needed to use the restroom so I walked in and it was one of those holes in the ground with places for your feet.. :-s... But I had first walked into the men's room and left. I was still waiting for my appointment and one of their displays was all a mess, so I organized that while waiting. I also so these swatches of hair and color.. and I saw the one that I was and thought it was good.

Another part of my dream I was in some mall. I worked in one tower if it and it was connected to the other tower via different rooms. I checked out this one place for an appointment. There were a lot of fun people there I had never seen and we were getting on well. I was thinking oh.. these could be some new people to hang out with. Then they had these freebies on the counter. I took the whole pile of chasmere scarves... I dont' know why I did... was thinking I could give them to other people I worked with and saved them the trip, but at the same time it felt wrong to do. I even said outload to them... I don't know why I just grabbed all of these and left. I stopped in another area for breakfast.. and one of them saw me and snickered to a friend and I knew they were talked about me taking all the scarves. It felt awful..

Then another part of a dream I showed up to work and there was a huge bouquet of pale yellowish pink roses. I couldn't think of who they would be from, but felt nice either way. Ends up there were from some bunny rescue place and I had sent some emails around and found this one a home. They were very grateful so sent me roses.... I was a little disappointed. Wanted them to be from a boy. ;)