Saturday, December 19, 2009

aunt, carmel dessert, ??

I had a dream I was visiting my mom in the house I grew up in. I was going to stay for just a bit. She had other people living there in the backroom. Guys mostly, living there in trade for help with her house. I was looking in the fridge for some yogurt and there was only this single serving carmel dessert. I was trying to read the ingredients to see what it was and finally decided to just try it. When you pulled the plastic back it had a tiny ritter sport on the inside as a sample.

She had an aunt visiting or that moved in. In the dream she was Betty White. She couldn't stand the clutter in my mom's house. She was in the kitchen and said.. "I really think these magnets need to be put away." So she took them and stuck them to the inside of the fridge etc. She said "she won't notice and there just needs to be more clear visual space." She had an issue with her memory. She wasn't quite sure what day it was, what she was doing there, but she knew her history. She said she used to be in (a line of work I don't remember - she said a certain word, and I think it meant analysis, integration - and for teraxxx, art..., nutri...). I asked her what exactly it meant and I woke up before she told me.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

no sleep

I went to bed about 10... then woke up at 2 a.m. and couldn't sleep. I started just counting my breath at about 4:30 hoping I'd fall asleep. I did.. and dreamt that I was giving away all my stuff to this friend. Her brother who was gay was all excited for me to give up my coat that had fur on it.. so he was jumping around saying.. I get the coat! Then I said to him... that I was a little sad ... I was giving away so much etc. He asked "is there any thing inparticular that you will miss the most?" I said "well.... " then I lost my voice and we both started laughing so hard that we fell over. Which then I woke to myself up snorting. :-s

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

snails/coworkers/job

Ok... had this dream I was staying at a friend's while he was out of town. He lives in Hamburg now. I was walking along and then looked inside a furniture shop. I was thinking maybe I needed some. It was some Italian leather couch place. I went in and picked up a black couch and walked out with it. I was a bit out of my own control. Then I took it to the apartment and looked for where I would sleep and something to eat. I fell asleep on the couch and then I heard some noise and it was some girl that he said might be there too. It was a bit uncomfortable. Then she left. Then I was sitting there and some older woman came. She looked down and saw a shell. I think she was going to pick it up to throw it away, but then she said.. These are the cutest little things. I thought it was empty but there is one inside. It was a cat squirrel thing. It lived coiled up in a shell like a snail, but it was furry, had the small head like a squirrel and hands it could use, but kind of like a cat too in that it was more flexible etc. It was pretty cute.

Then I was on some sort of business trip with coworkers. There were some men and women, all seemed to be from different countries. On of them and I were snuggling in the back of the car... then when he was talking to another guy... one of the other guys kissed me without asking. Then the first guy saw it, I felt horrible and there was nothing I could do. I remember us all getting out of the car and me sitting buy some small river/creek....

Then I got a new job (yeah!). This nice woman was telling me my duties and where to find things etc. Then I purchased stuff from her for my job. Then I was walking away with my bag of things, including some alcohol for some reason. I ran into some friends of mine and they were going my way to my new apartment and noticed what I had purchased.... that is about it

Sunday, December 06, 2009

old house and death

Hmm had a dream I was at some sort of camp... just finding out where to live and be etc. I didn't feel safe there or like I could trust anyone.

Another dream. I was visiting a friend, maybe even going to live with her for a bit. It wasn't the best feeling. I felt out of place. She and her husband had bought my mom's house that I grew up in for most of my childhood. I felt funny parking outside and I didn't have full control of the car. Then I went inside and they were showing me where to put things and so on. They had done a lot of remodeling and added on to the house, but I could still see some parts of the old house. At one point it made me cry. I'm not sure if I was happy or sad. It just made me emotional. Then I was laying back somewhere... lots of other people lived there.... and I sort of was sleeping or thinking with my eyes closed. I could see black and then a light wave and I felt high or dizzy. Later I came to and the skinny Italian that lived there said.. you die twice. So I guess I was thinking, well his English is bad, maybe he meant I passed out twice. But then it was that I wasn't breathing and was "dead" twice and then revived. Strange.