Tuesday, August 24, 2010

guy with short legs, another dimension

I had a dream I just met a guy for the first time that I had only ever contact via the internet. He was tall, really nice etc. We were getting deep into conversation when he jumped out of his pants and went trotting down the hall. My mouth about fell to the floor because I didn't realize he had fake legs. His legs were only about the length of what his thigh should have been. I didn't know what to do. I thought... ok.. he still is who he is... just because he has short legs and flippers and runs on all fours doesn't mean I shouldn't still like him.

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I was living with other people in a nice home. We were all adults, but had just chosen to live together. One of them came to me asking if I had seen what is to come. I hadn't. He showed me a video of people coming in through a pantry wall. They were coming from another dimension and had finally learned how to escape the old world. I said thanks and filed it in my head. I was busy working on looking for a name for a little girl. I am assuming for a daughter I was to have soon, although I wasn't pregnant. I was looking up the names and the meanings and so on. Then I went back to my room down the hall and saw that one man from the old world had made it in. He was frantic and I told him to be calm, I would explain what just happened and show him around and that we would help him. One of the household saw the new guy and I could tell it didn't make him happy. I said... we were all new once too and we were helped. He will be fine. And he calmed down.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

surfing on news paper

I had a dream two nights ago about being in a cafe when it was closing. I seemed to have known the cafe owners and some other people... mostly gay men and a couple of women from my past. One was someone I worked with and never really clicked with. Another was a best friend that we parted (11 years ago) and just recently began being on speaking terms again. We were all spending the night in a big pile on on of the upholstered red bench seats. The ex coworker had ordered a bed time snack. it was a triangular piece of toast (crusts cut off) with some sort of meat and a slice of a soft boiled egg. Nice presentation and looked good. Then I was in a library, it was closing and I found an article I really wanted to read. I thought... I could spend the night no problem and just finish this article. I knew if I left... I wouldn't come back to read it.

...

I was going to work on a bus, but it was a school bus. I had friends with me that were going to work or school as well. People were talking about their progress and so on. I was keeping an eye out of when I should jump out. I finally did and I was excited because I could ?? cement surf on a section of a news paper. I laid it out and realized the one I had was ripped, so I got the comics section and got on and surfed down. I saw a man watering his lawn and was surfing between bicyclists. It was pretty fun. ;)

Friday, August 06, 2010

lots of dreams..... haven't been writing

Ok.. I've had a ton of dreams... and I just haven't been writing them. Lots of anxiety stuff....

I'll get back to it.

I know last nights was something about being in a war.. We were one group of people against another. Pretty confident in our abilities and just needing to get the job done. Was odd...

Also had a couple of songs in my head yesterday first thing. hmmmm:

Chiquitita - ABBA

Chiquitita, tell me what’s wrong
You’re enchained by your own sorrow
In your eyes there is no hope for tomorrow
How I hate to see you like this
There is no way you can deny it
I can see that you’re oh so sad, so quiet

Chiquitita, tell me the truth
I’m a shoulder you can cry on
Your best friend, I’m the one you must rely on
You were always sure of yourself
Now I see you’ve broken a feather
I hope we can patch it up together

Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they’re leaving
You’ll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita

So the walls came tumbling down
And your love’s a blown out candle
All is gone and it seems too hard to handle
Chiquitita, tell me the truth
There is no way you can deny it
I see that you’re oh so sad, so quiet

Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they’re leaving
You’ll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita 

Then this was the song while at the sink:
"What You Need" - INXS

Hey, here is the story
Forget about the trouble in life
Don't you know, it's not easy
When you gotta walk upon that line

That's why - You need
That's why - This is what you need
I'll give you what you need

Don't you get sad and lonely
You need a change from
What you do all day
Ain't no sense in all your crying
Just pick it up and throw it into shape

Hey you, won't you listen
This is not the end of it all
Don't you see there is a rhythm
I'll take you where you
Really need to be