Ok.. had some mixed up dreams...
There was about three that sort of linked together. In each of them, I was in or near buildings that were all natural wood color.. not fresh light pine, but dark wood, like one was inside a barn, another inside a house or?? and another I was at some school grounds and the buildings were all made of dark wood/stone/brick and lots of trees around and warm cloudy days.
The barn one I was looking at this barn that my dad and step mom were in. it had high ceilings, good light, unfinished etc. I told them if they ever wanted to sell it, to let me know because I would love it. She was hanging up fancy dresses, not sure what my dad was doing.
Another I was in this house or ?? buidling.. again unfinished wood inside. There was an older man there I think our teacher of sorts. Other people were there like three others and I'm not sure who they were. He had some treats on the counter.. fruit tarts, and.. old fashioned types of treats. He was teaching us something with a compass I think?? we were near water. Not sure
The last I was on some old campus grounds... the grounds's trails were hard dirt between grass and leaves. Lots of old trees, little buildings here and there. We were suposed to go on some trip on a bus and go buy or register for the tickets at the campus church.. which was this very old church. It all had a cozy feel, very nice. A guy I went to school with (like Jr. High through High School) was in my dream. He was one of those quiet guys, really nice, smart etc.. got lost in the social shuffle of popularity and nonpopularity. Anyhoo, I had a crush on him when I was about 12. So in my dream he walks up to me to see if I'm going to go buy my ticket. Kind of a checking in to see if we both are on track. It was a nice cozy feeling. The innoccent kind of just having a nice friend around.
:)
Ok.. back to reality of noncozy. I peeked at jobs and saw the lists occupations I'm perfect for (experience-wise) and it made me nauseous. I don't want to stay in what I'm doing. I don't think I have enough motivation left in me to fake it anymore.
Soooo... hmmmm
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