Friday, November 21, 2008

apartments malls etc...

I had a dream that I had married a guy I went to highschool with. No one I had dated in the past, just a guy that was in some of my classes. I was visiting my mom and she was living in some sort of house/apartment where the back of her house was next to a walk way that went around a lake. It was pretty nice. There were lots of ducks. Then the place was kind of mine, and I kept wanting to show them this one spot in the lake where I had put a cute tiny lobster and some other cute fish and for some reason they just stayed in that little area like they were family. The first time I showed it, I jumped in the water. Not right at the edge, but jumped far so I was in the middle. The water was warm and nice. The next time I showed the area, I was having a harder time finding it and then it was like it was connected to a very very fancy mall. Only high end stores and a store per brand instead of department type stores. I walked up to one and the outside had a table with a cabbage and a knife. I picked up the knife and was able to chop the cabbage very easily and I really wanted the knife. Then this old man was next to me started giving me advice. Saying it wasn't the knife, it was how you use it and then how you take care of it. Then I started walking through a baby clothes store and I could hear my mom and a friendn talking, so I kept walking to be a little ahead so they wouldnt' find me (not sure why). I was still thinking about the idea that I was just married and was very unhappy about it. Why had I married him? I didn't want to and now I wanted out. I was thinking immediate divorce. My mom told me that if it is within 4 days of the wedding, I could just sign a thing and would be divorced. Then I just had to do it and tell him. He had already planned to move into my place, and then I had this other gal living there too. No one I really cared for. It was a nice apartment and I had a closet where I could actually hang bras and underwear (it was kind of nice really). And I started to go through old lingerie that I had never worn and decided to give some of it away. THen this friend of mine was asking how the to women (the one staying at my place and another that had just shown up) were getting along. I really didnt' care, nor did I want them in my place. I decided to move. THis move would take me farther away from downtown, but would get me away from having roommates. I was kind of excited. Then I talked to the landpersons about it and then I didn't want to move. Hmmmmm.... that was about it.

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