I was shopping with my family at some special warehouse sale. My step mom wanted to buy a game. it was a dvd that was a historical movie but it was a game. You had to look for clues in the movie... could be the words, could be pictures... or could be if images would create a symbol .. (like if you blurred your eyes... you would see that the people in the film created the shape of a cross or something although not meaning to for the story).....
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then had a dream that my friend sascha wanted to video cam.... he turned it on ,but forgot.. so I saw him and his girlfriend in ways I shouldn't... her flirting and so on.... I felt very uncomfortable... then I saw where I was living... a loft in an old building but there were skeletons etc.. carved out of wood as the beams of the roof.. was very scary. I needed to concentrate on other things...
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I was sitting with a guy I went to highschool with... He had thought I was having a conversation with someone regarding how well a guy is endowed. The guy had a small frame and tiny hands. I wanted to dispute the idea of the size of the hands vs.... etc. So he said... Mands (man's hands put together) really can be all sizes and so on... I just thought it was funny his use of the word "mands." Then I was recalling a dream in the dream. I had been kissing someone and it felt sooo real. Was strange. Then I went into my bfs (this guy I have no idea who he is)... room. I noticed he had video taped me while dreaming and I was actually making faces like I was kissing someone :-s... and then I noticed he had copied my journals and notes and so on and went through all of my things. I think I was so upset and disappointed that I was beyond getting mad somehow. It was as if my feelings just went to not being upset to feeling empathy for him wondering how he must feel to do such a thing.
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