airport flowers

I was heading somewhere. I think I had to go on two different planes. It was in the future and the airports were different. As soon as you headed off the plane your bags were sent through a screen before you could leave, but that was it. No other baggage claim area. There were three lines but most people didn't see the last one so I left the one line and popped over to the third. As I came up to the end, I realized I left my purse at the last one. So I ran back up the escalator and the woman was running my way too with my purse. Then I came back down in my lane. This guy behind me (an actor that was the old robocop, and just recently in Dexter), was making snide remarks about me being in front of him and making him wait etc... Not directly though. Then I was picked up. A group of us were going with a friend. It was this tiny blond. She was cute, active, lots of energy and I think a little famous. She brought me flowers at the airport. She said they were rare cuts etc. They looked like the purple flowers from a butterfly bush and orange lilies and a few others. In the car ride, they started turning brown. I had been handling them with care, it was just the heat or something. It felt like we were in Las Vegas, but for some reason it wasn't as dry. It felt more tropical. She drove to a place where she was going to look at an apartment and we waited outside. My mom was there too, but not sure she was my mom. She got out and started driving around in some electric cart. I was trying to stop her because we had to go.. then it was just weird.... messy...stress

Lost in another town

I was in some other town or country. I had been there before on a vacation with a friend, but this time I felt out of place and lost. I was trying to go back through the towns we had, in hopes of finding something familiar. I was riding a bike of sorts and wasn't quite in control of it. I had ridden under an old building that had been abandoned and was turning around. Another car was doing the same thing. It was a family on vacation and they looked as if they were from the 50s. They were asking me directions and I was trying to be helpful, although I ended up getting more information from them than they from me. I ended up finding a little town and walked along the front of the buildings. It was a tourist town and there were lots of little coffee shops, stores with treats and little odd n'ends to buy.

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Another dream I was working. Love those dreams. I was in a large building and dressed all businessy. I don't remember the specifics. I remember doing my job, running to different departments, being happy about my job although at times out of place.

victorian marriage, fights, werewolves...

Ok, first I was arguing with my mother. Not sure what about now, but I was fighting off me physically pushing her around.

Another night I had werewolves after me, but they looked like humansish... like in The Talented Mr. Fox.

Then it was the Victorian era and I was supposed to marry James McAvoy (although he was just some guy that was a son of someone my parents knew). We were in a bedroom together talking and kn;ew that something was off. Somehow it came out but it didn't that he wasn't into women, so we wanted to see how to end it. He felt trapped and like there was nothing he could do. He didn't want to displease his family. Then we heard someone walking down the hall. We were not supposed to be in a bedroom alone together, especially with the doors closed. I told him to quickly jump under the covers and play like he was sick and I would read a book to him. She came in and the situation was accepted. I then told her I couldn't marry him and would be leaving for my parents' home soon. The mother was actually happy, because she didn't care too much for me in the first place.

Then I had another physical fighting dream. Me trying to get away from something.

Then I had a dream that I was going to a carnival or circus with a friend of mine and his niece. He saw some girl that was flirting with him, so went on his way. The Niece and I decided to walk around the carnival. We got some food, looked at things etc. Then we were walking to leave because we couldn't find him and he saw us and was panicked because he thought we were leaving him.

Then I was still at a carnival but a different dream. I was supposed to ride a ferris wheel, but do acrobatics on it. It was part of some workshop or test that I had to go through. It moved fast, and as I came to the top, I had to twirl around a bar, but then I flew off of it and down into.. well almost one of those ponds you see in a golf course, but it was dark and kind of swampy. I was being coached by someone on the ferris wheel and then he came down to find me. He was helping me and not upset about my results. The important part was that I tried and kept moving forward. My job was not to judge or assess my choices or actions, past/present or future. He then took me to a room. I think we were going to be close. I don't mean sexual, I think just "be" together. It was a nice feeling.

Then I was at some northern coastal town. The cold, gray sandy kind where it is rainy and stormy. I was walking down the boardwalk, through old coffee shops, dark wooden restaurants etc., then through this retreat center. I had accidentally walked into some yoga? meditation class. They looked at me like I was supposed to be part of it. I said no, I am just walking through. They said..., but you should join, this is good. I said... sorry, can't afford it and kept walking through. Then I was in the locker room with lots of ladies. It was part spa and part bathroom. There were stalls, some big with whirlpools, foot massagers etc. and some that were just a toilet. I kind of wanted to use the large one just to see what was in there, but there was too much hustle and bustle and I had to leave. Then I was outside and needing to make a cake with a friend for a work thing. The cake didn't turn out quite right so we thought of mixing it with something to make it dense, shaping it and then frosting it.... We were working on it in a grocery store parking lot. She was kind of taking over the cake shaping and all of it really. I was just trying to give ideas at that point.

walking in the snow...

I had a dream I got a job. I was walking down a highway in the snow. The cars were all stopped either due to snow or traffic and I knew they were looking at me like I was crazy. It was a long road and no exits, so they knew I had been walking a long time. I think they felt that this walk was difficult and miserable and how horrible that this poor girl is walking so far in the cold. What they didn't realize is that I love snow, and I enjoyed the walk and the sound and the feel of the air and I felt luck to be outside walking in the snow.

dreams of plays and tension

I had a dream with my family. I don't remember the story of the dream but the feelings were that of rejection, not being ok as is, not being good enough and so on.

Then being part of a performance but not in it. I was around the edges being asked to do things last minute that I didn't know how to do. It made me uncomfortable, but even more uncomfortable when I was praised for things that I didn't intend to do.