victorian marriage, fights, werewolves...

Ok, first I was arguing with my mother. Not sure what about now, but I was fighting off me physically pushing her around.

Another night I had werewolves after me, but they looked like humansish... like in The Talented Mr. Fox.

Then it was the Victorian era and I was supposed to marry James McAvoy (although he was just some guy that was a son of someone my parents knew). We were in a bedroom together talking and kn;ew that something was off. Somehow it came out but it didn't that he wasn't into women, so we wanted to see how to end it. He felt trapped and like there was nothing he could do. He didn't want to displease his family. Then we heard someone walking down the hall. We were not supposed to be in a bedroom alone together, especially with the doors closed. I told him to quickly jump under the covers and play like he was sick and I would read a book to him. She came in and the situation was accepted. I then told her I couldn't marry him and would be leaving for my parents' home soon. The mother was actually happy, because she didn't care too much for me in the first place.

Then I had another physical fighting dream. Me trying to get away from something.

Then I had a dream that I was going to a carnival or circus with a friend of mine and his niece. He saw some girl that was flirting with him, so went on his way. The Niece and I decided to walk around the carnival. We got some food, looked at things etc. Then we were walking to leave because we couldn't find him and he saw us and was panicked because he thought we were leaving him.

Then I was still at a carnival but a different dream. I was supposed to ride a ferris wheel, but do acrobatics on it. It was part of some workshop or test that I had to go through. It moved fast, and as I came to the top, I had to twirl around a bar, but then I flew off of it and down into.. well almost one of those ponds you see in a golf course, but it was dark and kind of swampy. I was being coached by someone on the ferris wheel and then he came down to find me. He was helping me and not upset about my results. The important part was that I tried and kept moving forward. My job was not to judge or assess my choices or actions, past/present or future. He then took me to a room. I think we were going to be close. I don't mean sexual, I think just "be" together. It was a nice feeling.

Then I was at some northern coastal town. The cold, gray sandy kind where it is rainy and stormy. I was walking down the boardwalk, through old coffee shops, dark wooden restaurants etc., then through this retreat center. I had accidentally walked into some yoga? meditation class. They looked at me like I was supposed to be part of it. I said no, I am just walking through. They said..., but you should join, this is good. I said... sorry, can't afford it and kept walking through. Then I was in the locker room with lots of ladies. It was part spa and part bathroom. There were stalls, some big with whirlpools, foot massagers etc. and some that were just a toilet. I kind of wanted to use the large one just to see what was in there, but there was too much hustle and bustle and I had to leave. Then I was outside and needing to make a cake with a friend for a work thing. The cake didn't turn out quite right so we thought of mixing it with something to make it dense, shaping it and then frosting it.... We were working on it in a grocery store parking lot. She was kind of taking over the cake shaping and all of it really. I was just trying to give ideas at that point.