dress up

I was in a room at my friend's house. I was actually living there and she was in the other room getting ready. I sat on the floor and seemed like I was just waking up, but the room was rearranged. Had I done that? I wanted to explain to her what I had done, why I had done it and that I could change it back. I was just experimenting... but I didn't want it to make her feel uneasy or that I was trying to take over her space.  Then a friend came over. Someone in reality I don't know. She had short blond hair and I complimented her because I thought she looked so much better than.. before?  She was nice and happy. It was nice to be around her. My other friend was still in the next room, but playing dress up with Keira Knightley. She was in some 17th century getup and they were laughing and having fun. I said "see! costumes can be fun!" but my friend said.. still not for me.. just for other people. Then while sitting on the floor and the blond girl sitting in an orange upholstered chair, I through a pen to try and make it land inside an open cabinet door. Instead it stuck like a dart in the side of the chair. We both started laughing. I was slightly worried that some of the ink would stain the chair, but it somehow landed in a grommet that I hadn't noticed. Then my friend was about to leave for work and I was alone there but with her daughter (which she doesn't have). She was a mischievous little girl and I didn't like the idea of having to watch her. I also had to take a shower and was wondering if my things would be ok around her. I had journals and was quickly trying to remember if any of the content was inappropriate for her or something that I wanted to keep private.