Sunday, June 12, 2011

ID, new way

I was trying to get home. I was supposed to meet up with a friend of mine (BM). I was to use his ID to return a rental boat or something. I was nervous that I didn't have my own ID and felt strange using his. I should have my own, I didn't want to follow in his footsteps and I wanted to make my own way. Although him helping me was a very nice feeling. I was worried but decided to just go and show up and see what happened.

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There was a big car and a nice little car. My friend really liked the old big car and I said I liked both. In reality I liked the little car, but I appreciated why someone would like the big car, but I would never want it for myself.
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I had another dream where I met some friends in some cafe in Berlin. It was a casual meeting (I had thought) and was kind of late. They gave me gifts and I felt bad but then realized it was my birthday. One gave me a little gift bag that I would look through later and another gave me a small paper plate with a vegan meal on it, carrots and gravy that did not look appetizing.  I had put the plate on my left shoulder and walked to a movie theater. It was kind of like an art school and they were showing a movie that night. I fit in but didn't, mostly didn't. There were some chairs set up like a normal movie theater and then a flat open space right in front of the screen with a piano to the side. I decided to sit down there, so I found a chair and started putting my things down. I noticed the plate fell off of my shoulder, so I went to pick it up and to see if any gravy got on my clothes or my hair. I was glad it fell because I didn't want the meal, just felt like I should show appreciation for the gift. I felt there was someone there to be nice to me too... in the same manner or feeling of the dream with the boat, but I wasn't looking for them or not seeing them.



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I had another dream that I was helping to manage a stage theater. A band was there waiting to set up. They asked me which way the stage was. I was about to give them this long description knowing they would get lost with it, so I paused. It was a way I had always went but it was long, with many turns and seemed awkward. The main reason I took it was because it was a way I knew and the door was close. Just about 10 feet away was another door that some how took you straight to the stage by walking down a hallway, no turns and no way to get lost. I was thinking... why don't I take that way? Just because the door isn't in front of me? Because i'm not used to it?  I told them the new way.

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