daemon dog

I was in a very old European town center. The buildings are all very ornate with statues on all of them. The statues were from the hips up and they were all looking down onto the street. I felt uncomfortable with them so didn't look at them and waled to the side of the street to sit. I heard a woman talking. She was saying how "they" (europeans) had the right balance of life and work. They had already spent years and years with different ideas and cultures and the reason they are they way they are now and haven't changed in so long, is because they found the right balance..... until now when things would be messed up by the west and profits/competition and so on.. We were starting over and were going to recreate the past again but bringing other cultures down with it...

Then a black, glossy, daemon-like dog came sniffing around. It was very dangerous and could kill you in a second. I knew it could sense fear, so I had to just put fear out of my mind. Then all it did was sniff... roam around and then finally I got up and shoo'd it away and it left.

Then I woke up to this song:



MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL (Air Supply)
I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where I find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream
And I know just where I touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time�s gonna fly
And I�m never gonna tell you everything I gotta tell you
But I know I�ve got to give it a try
And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to pain
I know all the rules and then I know how to break�em
And then I always know the name of the game
But I don�t know how to leave you
And I�ll never let you fall
And I don�t know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all
Everytime I see you, well the rays of the sun are all
Streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum and it�s lost
And it�s looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the deep of the night
And turn it to a beacon burning endlessly bright
I gotta follow it �cause everything I know
Well, it�s nothing �till I give it to you
I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
And I can make all the stadiums rock
I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
And I can make you every promise that�s ever been made
And I can make all your demons be gone
But I�m never gonna make it without you
Do you really wanna see me crawl ?
And I�m never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all
Making love
Out of nothing at all...

salad bar

First I dreamt that I was hiding from gun fire from Angelina Jolie. I was trying to shoot her as well, but only out of defense. I was hiding behind a coffee table the realized I could shoot her from under the table. I at one point hit her side and I somehow kept missing her bullets. They were not normal guns. You could see the bullets coming out and they were red and curved as they came out of the gun. Somehow I shot her to where she needed help or she would be in a bad state. She asked me if I put the ?? in the ?? Basically some orb thing that would heal you and was supposed to be put in a certain place away from the event, to revive. I didn't answer her. I didn't put it there, but not intentionally. I didn't want to answer her because I wanted to escape and if she knew, she may just continue to come after me.

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I dreamt I was with a friend (RVB). We were in a large house visiting each other. It seemed uncomfortable. There was something not being said and I could feel it. He was being strange and I just wanted to either figure it out or not be around him.

Then we were in some mall of sorts, but kind of a resort type atmosphere. He was hungry but I could see there wasn't much food about. I told him that I didn't think they were serving still. But he was still urging that he wanted to see. I decided to go to the restaurant people myself. He wasn't in a good mood and I wanted to be nice. I went to a room and there was a buffet that was just closing up. I knew he wanted salad, so I started dishing a plate. There wasn't much lettuce though, so I added other items on the plate... a slice of coconut cake, some salmon, etc. Then someone asked me if I needed help. It was Peter Cetera. He had longer hair, straight and just above the shoulders. I asked him if he was still doing music. He said no... he had written the two books and recorded that last cd and he was fine with it. He was happy now working this job.

suicide

I dreamt I was driving onto a bridge that had a high arch. I was talking to god or?? and saying "Ok.. this is it. I don't know what to do anymore so I'm going to drive off of this bridge. If you have something to tell me, tell me now." I started driving and was nearing the edge when I saw one car drive off, then another, then cars were flying out of no where on to the bridge. We (the people that had driven from my direction) turned our cars around and headed back. We tried to motion to the other drivers not to get on the bridge. We were out of our cars watching and wondering what it was. Then I was on a motorcycle and not a car. These colored disks were popping out of it. I realized it was a radio and thought it was cool that it had one.

long hair

I was in a restaurant kitchen putting away things. Then I left for a place that was my home. I was in the office space and Miranda Richardson called me. She was now in the restaurant kitchen. I was telling her about a job there she could apply for. I was a little worried it wouldn't be right for her. I told her it was simple enough, they would treat her like family, but the compensation wouldn't be so good. She thought it sounded nice still. Part way through she asked me to repeat something. She said she was looking at a beauty magazine... that she was addicted to them and laughed. She felt like a nice person, a little dreamy, a little detached, a little scattered, but going in one direction.

While I was on the phone with her I was looking in the mirror. My noticed my hair had grown past my derriere. I was thinking.. I should probably get it cut before the bbq.

yellow trays

Many dreams last night.

I dreamt that I was going to go work on my laptop. I went to a couch with a coffee table in front, but knew it would get uncomfortable or a while. I saw some yellow trays with legs and they had a yellow talbes for computer with an electric strip attached.

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Then I was living in a different house. I decided to take a walk through the neighborhood. It had a small town feel, but I knew it was near a city. I walked down this one street that I always bypassed in the past. It didn't have sidewalks. The houses looked like little beach cottages, cozy and cute. There seemed to be a street event going on. There were artists displaying their art. I wondered why I hadn't taken the time before to visit this street. There were lots of nice people there and they all wanted to chat and get to know me.

I met some of the artists and continued to meet more people. I saw a bar that had some give-aways. They were these small plastic wine glasses that looked full until you tipped them and they looked empty. Then the next time you did it the color changed to blue, then yellow and glow in the dark, then mist would come off of them.. and then the actual glass would change shape. Some were shaped like martini glasses and people were playing pool with them for some reason. Then one became very large and looked like a tiki glass.

I then had some fish that they were serving and sat down to talk to some of the people. One man looked at me and said "I have one of those," pointing to my jacket. I was wearing a denim coat. They all told me to take it off because it was too warm for it. So I did. Then my phone was flashing white, blue and read. I looked closer and it was some sort of alarm for my car. It would tell me when something was happening to it. So I rushed to find my coat. I couldn't find it. Then I realized I didn't have anything on under my coat and I was panicking looking for something to put on and couldn't seem to find anything. I ran outside and saw a Saab convertible that had been smushed. It wasn't mine, so I was ok. Then I saw the police and they were taking care of things.

I then got a ride from this woman. She was talking to me about how I was. And then she put her arm around me and said... hey, you found love girl, enjoy it. and then kissed me. UGH I felt uncomfortable and wanted to run, but she had something on me... so I couldn't.

I went home and I was living at a friend's (PC). I ended up eating bread and food and made a mess at her place. Then I went to sleep and heard her come home. I was in a panic to run downstairs and clean the mess before she walked in. I also realized that I fell asleep in her bed instead of mine. When I went downstairs, she was bringing in groceries and people were over. They were unveiling her new kitchen. I had no idea they were working on anything. They had hidden the work behind a wall. It was an amazing kitchen. Huge and lots of counter space, a huge island, large fireplace that you could stand in and lots of granite and hard wood.

I decided to get out of way and went outside to a van. It had a bed and a tv in it. I laid back and decided to relax and watch tv. Then a Native American man came to the sliding door. He had long hair and I recognized him as someone I had met and liked, but I couldn't recall where or when I met him. He had a large group of people with him. One man came in and said he was going to pee on my blanket. I was like... uh no.... I was uncomfortable. I liked this man but not the people who came with him. I had to let him go in order to have them all leave. I didn't want to upset him, but I had to. I told them all to leave and now! He looked at me with disappointment but also was manipulative with his words about what I was doing. At that point I was done. I figured if he can't have basic respect, I don't need him over either.

Then my friend (PC) came out and said they teepeed your tree! I looked and was thinking... really? Were they that mad at me? Then I looked at they were paper flowers with lights in them. I told PC that she must have won that contest to surprise decorate her yard. We looked around and they were in all of the bushes and trees in different colors. It was pretty.

Then I was at a arena. There was dirt in the middle and it was some sort of rodeo. These young kids were racing little tractors. It was really cute. The boy closest to us was adorable and very young. He was about 3 years old. He had a little had and overalls. He looked over and had won the race but his tractor ran into something and he bumped his head and was bleeding a lot. I was a wreck. I ran out into the arena and wanted to help but I could see the cut was deep and there was nothing I could do. Another man was there helping him and he wasn't able to stop the bleeding either. I was crying and felt helpless. Then a fireman came and he somehow fixed him. I walked back to the stands relieved. He came up to me and started talking saying it would be ok. He was cute and flirty, but it didn't do anything for me. It wasn't authentic feeling. He saw that it wasn't working for me and he left.

We (my mom, her boyfriend and I) left the arena and walked up some stairs. We were going to move my grandparents (grandpa deceased) into a home. It was nice though. It was a large apartment with a sitting room, a living room, and the usual other rooms. It was old, but clean and they would like it. They were the ones who picked it out.

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Then I had another dream where I was driving. I had no control at all. I knew where I needed to go so my car went over a curb, just missing trees. I had no control of breaking or anything.

come sail away

Woke up with this one in my head yesterday:

Come Sail Away lyrics
Songwriters: Deyoung, Dennis;

I'm sailing away
Set an open course for the Virgin Sea
'Cause I've got to be free
Free to face the life that's ahead of me

On board, I'm the captain
So climb aboard
We'll search for tomorrow on every shore
And I'll try, oh Lord, I'll try to carry on

I look to the sea
Reflections in the waves spark my memory
Some happy, some sad
I think of childhood friends and the dreams we had

We lived happily forever
So the story goes
But somehow we missed out on the pot of gold
But we'll try best that we can to carry on

A gathering of Angels appeared above my head
They sang to me this song of hope and this is what they said

They said, "Come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me lads
Come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me
Come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me baby
Come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me"

I thought that they were Angels, but to my surprise
We climbed aboard their starship, we headed for the skies

Singing, come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me lads
Come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me
Come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me
Come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me

Come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me
Come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me
Come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me
Come sail away, come sail away, come sail away with me

ship cabin

I was on a ship. It seemed older, but still a touring vacation kind of ship. I was in a lower cabin and my friend (GH) was in another one above me. I went to down to close up my cabin to move into his. A lady told me to lock it up. I had two bombs in the cabin and didn't set it up right so it didn't work.

Then I went to a grocery shop for lunch to get soup, I went to pay, but the line was so long, I just left some money on the cash register. Then we went down and climbed up some carts but got stuck up on them. Someone helped me down.

Kansas

I woke up with this song in my head this morning.... I never listened to this music, but heard the one line in passing

Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more

Once I rose above the noise and confusion
Just to get a glimpse beyond this illusion
I was soaring ever higher
But I flew too high

Though my eyes could see I still was a blind man
Though my mind could think I still was a mad man
I hear the voices when I'm dreaming
I can hear them say

{Refrain

Masquerading as a man with a reason
My charade is the event of the season
And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know

On a stormy sea of moving emotion
Tossed about I'm like a ship on the ocean
I set a course for winds of fortune
But I hear the voices say

{Refrain
No!

Carry on, you will always remember
Carry on, nothing equals the splendor
The center lights around your vanity
But surely heaven waits for you

Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry (don't you cry no more)

uphill skateboard

I had a dream I was at some Canyon either hiking or camping with some people. They had kids and the boys were skate boarding down the trail. I was surprised when they returned uphill very fast. They were all excited and said "this is perfect! We are able to skate down and then turn at the right position to swing back up." We went to some watering hole that was between some large red rock formations. It wasn't the one we usually (in the dream) went to. I also felt like we needed to make sure we were not seen for some reason. It was smaller and we decided to go to the other one instead.

Then I was in a helicopter. I felt as though I was watching it moving, then I felt like I was in a simulator and then finally I realized I was the one flying it. I was using my mind to fly it and was doing an ok job for never having done it before. I landed it better than most (in my dream) and was proud of myself.

swim suit

I dreamt I was with my mother. We had been shopping and she took me on an outing. It was a surprise and she said that she would buy me a swim suit for the day. I was in a boutique and looking for things I might like. The girl working there said she had something I might like. She came out with a long casual dress that had a zipper front and a hoody. She was right... I liked it. Although I was worried that it might not look as good on me as it would a tall person. Then we were at a house and a friend came over (Captn S). I had not seen him in a long time and we hugged hello. It was really nice to see him. I was doing some other things in another room and I saw my mother tell him... he will have some work to do - as if he liked me and if he wants my attention, I had eyes on someone else... It was funny that she would say such a thing.

glass tea pot

I dreamt my friend (PC) was taking me to go send some gifts to my dad and stepmom. I was feeling uncomfortable about the gift. I told PC that I had a lot of gifts for my stepmom and only one for my dad. It was a bit uneven, but I also felt that I must have given some gifts to him recently, so it kind of worked out ok. One of the gifts I was giving her was a glass tea pot. It was from Japan and kind of special how it worked. My friend was a little upset I was giving it away. She really liked it. I shipped the gift but took the tea pot out. We returned home and I was unloading thing and some friends came over. One person was admiring the tea pot and my friend PC said, "Oh, you can have it if you want." I was thinking WHAT????? I just made sure to take it out for you?????

Then I was in some friend's house. They had moved back from Berlin and I was looking at their new place in the East Coast. They had a very small sink and appliances. I thought it was very small in there, but then I thought, maybe they became comfortable with how it was in Berlin and like it.

stance

I dreamt I was asked to do a dance form the 1920s. Then after I was supposed to pose as if I was in the 20s... Then for the 40s.... and so on. It was a lot of fun to get into character.

nozzle

I was at a gas station. A guy from my high school (AL) was the attendant. I was trying to help, and I was putting the nozzle back, but put it into the water side and not the gas side.

pigs

I was a waitress at an assisted living facility. There was a special day where people could come and visit and have dinner or lunch. A man was there with his family and he was in a wheel chair. He was older and handsome. I felt connected to him somehow. He asked me for a brochure for the place. He told his family.. "I could just roll to my apartment right now and get this nice service." I was excited at the thought of him moving in. It would make my days nicer. I went to go get a brochure and a woman at another table stopped me to ask for another drink. She said it was a Tom & Jerry. I went to go see if the bartender knew what it was and a new waitress was there and said, yes I do..oh and I'm the new waitress, my name is (C).. which was my name. She was friendly.

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I dreamt I went on trip to ?uk?england?germany. I was gone an extra week and hadn't told work. The house was my grandparent's house. I was late and getting dressed. I had a wet towel and wasn't sure where to put it. A house man would pop up here and there and I knew he was taking care of things. I could see the blinking lights of bicycles going by the house. The lights were reflecting off the wall through the curtains. I think I worked for some sort of secret service agency. I left to go outside and see if a car was there.

Then I came back inside (CK) was cooking. I could see myself from the outside... I had short hair and was heavy. Someone spilled some beer. I picked up the bottle and poured it down the front of some guy. He laughed.

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I was in what looked like an old western town, included streets of dirt. It seemed to be now though and a party town of sorts. I was with some friends, an old roommate (DH) etc. We were asking a taxi driver to take us home, but were leery of giving him our credit card info. They had a bad reputation in this town. We finally cut a deal for him to offer a bit of info in trade for a bit of info from us to build trust. He was kind of cute... I was able to get his taxi stamp, which was his id and a way to get in touch with him.

There was some commotion and we ended up all walking.I took a back street with my old roommate (DH). We never really understood each other when we lived together. We were walking down the street at different paces. Then a pig came running down the street. It was so cute and happy wagging its tail. I couldn't help but laugh and smile and my roommate could appreciate my happiness. We continued to walk and there were more pigs. They were almost like tiny ponies in that they had bangs and manes. They were in a barn, the owner had country music playing and they were swaying to it. We kept walking and then I was with a friend (SK). She was wakling a little dog, a little pig and then a smaller tiny animal. We walked to a pet food place and she went in and I held the little animals. Then we went to her parents. She was staying there while saving for a house but they wanted her out earlier She just ignored them and focused on her goal.

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Then I was with an exbf (MT) and some work people. There was a party and my dad was playing music. A guy was there that looked like Brian Wilson from the beach boys. My dad and him did a reenactment of something supposedly famous that had happened with Brian on tv once. Everyone laughed. We had to end party early. Ben Kingsly was there?? Then they had to end the party a quarter before 4 and it was 3:25.

quote

I'm having a hard time lately remembering my dreams...

I remember discovering that my curling iron would stay hot all day if I put it in a sheath. I was concerned that I was going to ruin it.

I also dreamt that there was empty space between the top of my eyebrow and the bottom. I had never noticed really before. I was going to take a razor and clean it up in-between so there was just an outline of hair for an eyebrow, but then I was worried there wouldn't be enough eye brow. Then I realized I could do a comb over. :-s

Then this quote was in my head when I woke up (not a real quote):


"Where your heart can be a child..." ~ Disney

FYC

Woke up to this song

Fine Young Cannibals


You spurn my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt and I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you and that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love in love with someone
Ever fallen in love in love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

I can't see much of a future
Unless we find out what's to blame what a shame
And we won't be together much longer
Unless we realize that we are the same

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love in love with someone
Ever fallen in love in love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

You disturb my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt and I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you and that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love in love with someone
Ever fallen in love in love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love in love with someone
Ever fallen in love in love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

BREAK

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love in love with someone
Ever fallen in love in love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love in love with someoone you shouldn't've
Fallen in love with...

tying up wires

I was going to this white building. It was recently vacated and not in the best condition and not that nice of a design. I was kind of excited it was free and was going to be mine. It was open and I could see the potential in it. I was upstairs and there were patio doors that went out onto a deck that was covered in artificial turf. The room was large and empty and had lots of light. I thought, once redone, it would make a nice yoga studio. I could rent it out to an instructor and see how it went. I started going down the stairs and there were two fbi agents or cops there to ask questions. The man that had owned it before or used it did something bad there. There was a radio on the stairs that might have information linked to it and they were asking about it.

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I was at a high school reunion. I recognized some of the people there (WF, HP and AH). My dad and step mom were there too. Some of the guys were sitting a table over from me. It was nice to see them, but I didn't go over to them and say hello. I wanted to leave. I didn't feel comfortable and wasn't prepared to be there. One of the guys came to sit at my table hoping I would say hi (WF). I told my dad I wanted to leave, and so he asked me to help pack up his music equipment. He has always been particular about how his stuff is put away and so I asked about these two sets of wires and if I was doing it right. He said .... does it look like you are doing it right? half annoyed. My step mom was announcing something on stage and holding a baby. I just wanted to hurry up and leave.