Thursday, August 25, 2011

yellow trays

Many dreams last night.

I dreamt that I was going to go work on my laptop. I went to a couch with a coffee table in front, but knew it would get uncomfortable or a while. I saw some yellow trays with legs and they had a yellow talbes for computer with an electric strip attached.

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Then I was living in a different house. I decided to take a walk through the neighborhood. It had a small town feel, but I knew it was near a city. I walked down this one street that I always bypassed in the past. It didn't have sidewalks. The houses looked like little beach cottages, cozy and cute. There seemed to be a street event going on. There were artists displaying their art. I wondered why I hadn't taken the time before to visit this street. There were lots of nice people there and they all wanted to chat and get to know me.

I met some of the artists and continued to meet more people. I saw a bar that had some give-aways. They were these small plastic wine glasses that looked full until you tipped them and they looked empty. Then the next time you did it the color changed to blue, then yellow and glow in the dark, then mist would come off of them.. and then the actual glass would change shape. Some were shaped like martini glasses and people were playing pool with them for some reason. Then one became very large and looked like a tiki glass.

I then had some fish that they were serving and sat down to talk to some of the people. One man looked at me and said "I have one of those," pointing to my jacket. I was wearing a denim coat. They all told me to take it off because it was too warm for it. So I did. Then my phone was flashing white, blue and read. I looked closer and it was some sort of alarm for my car. It would tell me when something was happening to it. So I rushed to find my coat. I couldn't find it. Then I realized I didn't have anything on under my coat and I was panicking looking for something to put on and couldn't seem to find anything. I ran outside and saw a Saab convertible that had been smushed. It wasn't mine, so I was ok. Then I saw the police and they were taking care of things.

I then got a ride from this woman. She was talking to me about how I was. And then she put her arm around me and said... hey, you found love girl, enjoy it. and then kissed me. UGH I felt uncomfortable and wanted to run, but she had something on me... so I couldn't.

I went home and I was living at a friend's (PC). I ended up eating bread and food and made a mess at her place. Then I went to sleep and heard her come home. I was in a panic to run downstairs and clean the mess before she walked in. I also realized that I fell asleep in her bed instead of mine. When I went downstairs, she was bringing in groceries and people were over. They were unveiling her new kitchen. I had no idea they were working on anything. They had hidden the work behind a wall. It was an amazing kitchen. Huge and lots of counter space, a huge island, large fireplace that you could stand in and lots of granite and hard wood.

I decided to get out of way and went outside to a van. It had a bed and a tv in it. I laid back and decided to relax and watch tv. Then a Native American man came to the sliding door. He had long hair and I recognized him as someone I had met and liked, but I couldn't recall where or when I met him. He had a large group of people with him. One man came in and said he was going to pee on my blanket. I was like... uh no.... I was uncomfortable. I liked this man but not the people who came with him. I had to let him go in order to have them all leave. I didn't want to upset him, but I had to. I told them all to leave and now! He looked at me with disappointment but also was manipulative with his words about what I was doing. At that point I was done. I figured if he can't have basic respect, I don't need him over either.

Then my friend (PC) came out and said they teepeed your tree! I looked and was thinking... really? Were they that mad at me? Then I looked at they were paper flowers with lights in them. I told PC that she must have won that contest to surprise decorate her yard. We looked around and they were in all of the bushes and trees in different colors. It was pretty.

Then I was at a arena. There was dirt in the middle and it was some sort of rodeo. These young kids were racing little tractors. It was really cute. The boy closest to us was adorable and very young. He was about 3 years old. He had a little had and overalls. He looked over and had won the race but his tractor ran into something and he bumped his head and was bleeding a lot. I was a wreck. I ran out into the arena and wanted to help but I could see the cut was deep and there was nothing I could do. Another man was there helping him and he wasn't able to stop the bleeding either. I was crying and felt helpless. Then a fireman came and he somehow fixed him. I walked back to the stands relieved. He came up to me and started talking saying it would be ok. He was cute and flirty, but it didn't do anything for me. It wasn't authentic feeling. He saw that it wasn't working for me and he left.

We (my mom, her boyfriend and I) left the arena and walked up some stairs. We were going to move my grandparents (grandpa deceased) into a home. It was nice though. It was a large apartment with a sitting room, a living room, and the usual other rooms. It was old, but clean and they would like it. They were the ones who picked it out.

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Then I had another dream where I was driving. I had no control at all. I knew where I needed to go so my car went over a curb, just missing trees. I had no control of breaking or anything.


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