rubber hearts

I dreamt that I was in my dad's old house. My step mom was showing me some measuring spoons.. I saw that she had quite a few unique ones and I asked if she was collecting them and she said yes. Then she was showing me little rubber hearts. Almost like heart shaped rubber bands but they did not stretch. She had a yellow board that had pegs like for keys, to hang them on. She also was collecting sets of these. I was feeling a little odd about it.. kind of sad that she would her time and money on this. I was with a guy.. no one I knew, but in the dream we were kind of an item. We went to the basement of the house (although my dad's house had no basement). It was all fixed up and was sort of a family room with a tv etc. We were sitting on the couch watching tv. He said... why don't you keep the house (meaning my dad's house as though it was going to be sold). In my mind I felt a little defensive with him telling me what I had already decided. I said ..."of course I want to keep the house." And then he went on ... we can live here, get married... have a baby etc. Then I realized he was being nice and not pushy. ---- I had a dream that the VP of the company where I work and I were on a work trip. We were walking up to the hotel and he said... "We are staying there?!?!?!?! It is too expensive!" I said... it is what it is... knowing I had already exhausted the other options. There was a huge blow up pool in the back. I went in there and my mom was there taking a swim. I was going to join but I wasn't sure I brought a swim suit.

dreams

woke up to this song yesterday You Make My Dreams Come True Hall & Oats What I want, you've got And it might be hard to handle But like the flame that burns the candle The candle feeds the flame What I've got's full stock of thoughts and dreams that scatter You pull them all together And how, I can't explain But You make my dreams come true On a night when bad dreams become a screamer When they're messin' with the dreamer I can laugh it in the face Twist and shout my way out And wrape yourself around me 'Cause I ain't the way that you found me I'll never be the same 'Cause You make my dreams come true I'm down on the daydream That sleepwalk should be over by now I know that You make my dreams come true"

sleeping

I dreamt that I was walking around these fields. It was an event or a bar or... Each field was a square and was set up differently. One was covered a little, others were open and people were walking around, talking or choosing a field to be in. There were chairs in some and tables, lights strung around the border. I was walking and looking and it started to rain. It was refreshing. I fell asleep in one in a bed. It was a nice sleep. Then the CFO from work said hello. I thought I should get up. He said when ever you can sleep in .. take advantage of it because you can't always sleep well. He was telling me how he and the CEO were trying to put curtains around this field and they worked so hard... and then realized something was backwards and had to do it again. He and another coworker were waiting with me for my ride to show up. I said something about if they were worried about snow tonight. She balked. In the dream they lived on a hill where I grew up where the wealthier people in town lived. She said something about there being a lot of trucks up there, so there would be no problem. I was thinking ... ice is ice, but I would just not say anything.

chicks

I dreamt I was taking a train to somewhere. I was talking to two guys. One named Frank and the other Eugene. I thought Eugene liked me because he was so chatty, but it ended up that Frank did. We were going to some house party. We had to dress in costumes for a non serious reenactment of some sort. The costumes were cheap... mainly covered your front with ties in the back. The kind you could slip on over your clothes. Men were "fighting" and playing... women were in the "house' Then my brother and his wife and I left. I was talking to this man, Mortie. He was telling me of some discoveries. My brother was listening too. I was glad because I wanted him to hear them, and thought he would listen to this guy more than me. I was telling Mortie some tools I used besides his tools. How well they worked together etc. He was listening and interested. My brother quit listening and had to go, so we left. Then I was on a messy back sun porch gathering things.. My sister in law was asking something. Then man pulled my aside to talk about Frank. Frank was saying there was a house deal I might want to look at. It was 4k for the first month, but then no contract and you could get your money back and leave. I thought it was too much work for one month. Frank and I walked to a store. He was getting something to eat and I was going for the walk. I saw a red ball to buy that would turn into a live little red monkey on your shoulder. We noticed all of these eggs had fallen on the floor near the registers. Half of the eggs had hatched and there were baby chicks everywhere. Two Asian women had little piles of chicken legs with feathers on them. They were not going to where the packaged chicken was as they thought why not.. it is fresh and free. I was trying to wave they baby chicks away so they would be safe.

magazine sorting

I dreamt that I was at a vacation house with my coworkers. It was uncomfortable, I didn't want to be there and I was just doing what was necessary to keep busy to avoid having to interact. People were sitting at the dining table, so I went in search for glasses. I knew they wanted drinks, so I was looking for rocks glasses. My mom was there too hobnobbing and asking people questions, the same people I wanted to avoid. There were a stack of magazines that were a mess... another thing could do to keep busy. I went over to start sorting them. They were in fact in the way. My mom loudly asked why are you organizing the magazines? You don't have to do that right now... Drawing attention to me and the activity that was not necessary. I looked at her with a "shush!" look and she kind of had a mean grin with her eyes and kept on.

water tunnel

I dreamt I was sitting in the sand with a boyfriend (Mathieu Amalric). We were watching the waves. It felt dangerous but at the same time we were in love, so nothing else really seemed to matter. Then we saw a large water tunnel... like you see when someone is surfing. It was beautiful to watch, but we knew it would come crashing down on everything. We were mesmerized and didn't move. There were cars, buses, all rolled over. I saved a baby.... but my boyfriend died. A matriarchal woman came over as though she knew him or as if it she was a mechanic and he was the type of car she worked on. She pulled on him by his legs and started removing his clothes. I was thinking that she was preparing him for burial. Then she mentioned that he had no testicles. Huh? She said yeah... (like of course... as if she had cut them off herself). It was strange and violating feeling. Then I woke up with this song: take me down Alabama Fly away with me tonight. Take me on a one-way flight in your lovin' arms, and ev'rything's gonna be alright. You're the one who took my hand when no one else could understand. You're the one who moves me like nobody else can. Chorus: Take me down where I wanna be. Turn around, the man who lives inside of me. Take me down and love me all night long. Hold me close and make me strong. Take me down. Take me down tonight. In your eyes I see the light. It's your emotions glowin' bright. So keep the fires burnin', and let it warm me through the night. You can be a part of me, 'cause you're what love was meant to be. You and me, baby, we'll set the flame inside free. Chorus You don't have to stay forever Let's just put our hearts together, share another night in ecstasy. We know that it's feelin' better ev'ry time we get together. Maybe love was meant for you and me. Whoa, take me down where I wanna be. Turn around, the man who lives inside of me. Take me down and love me all night long. Hold me close and make me strong. Take me down. Take me down tonight. Take me down tonight. Take me down tonight. Take me down tonight.

grace

I dreamt a guy was singing some song. The chorus went "We all live in the grace of ...*mumble mumble*..." I said is he saying the grace of god? He said no, "the grace of love."

badger

I dreamt that the lead singer of van halen and I were performing. We were both wearing striped sweaters and switched them. I went to a cafe. I was hungry. I picked out a table to sit and there was a place setting. I was sitting for a bit and then decided to get up and look for food. I wanted breakfast but couldn't find any booth or counter that was open. Then I found one for smoothies and saw another area where they had packages of smoked fish and swiss cheese. A man said hi to me and was very nice. Then a delivery guy said hello and was polite and said I looked nice. Then I talked to a nice old man and his wife. I went to walk back to my seat and there was an asian man there in a green polo shirt and glasses. He was reading my journal. I said hello and then he was embarrassed. I told him not to be and it was find and he could keep reading if he liked. We sat there and then he saw a small animal. We couldn't figure out what it was... a ferrit? a?? Then we saw it was scared. Then other furry animals came near us. One was a chocolate brown squirrel. We saw that a large badger was coming for them and told them one of them would be eaten. I picked up the squirrel. I wasn't sure it was a good idea. If it ran, it may have gotten away.... but may have been more chased after then caught. If I held it, would I be able to save it?

First I dreamt of my friends KS and C and he was talking about horse racing and how he wins at cheating. He was being pretty funny. Then I dreamt of MM and he was talking to me and helping me move. He wasn't moving boxes, but he was helping me decide what to move and remember where I had things. We both had ipads and were trying to get information from one to another. I asked.. can we move sand (meaning information) from one ipad to the next by tilting them towards each other? or do we need chords? I think in this instance, we needed chords. Then I was looking at an old light fixture I once had. It had lights at the end of long bendable tubes. I had forgotten about it. Then I dreamt I was looking at a series of grave stones. It was a kind of puzzle. You looked at them in order and they would make a sentence. Some of them were supposed to be obvious and the idea was to figure out the first word that would be more difficult. A cross looked like an ampersand so was an and... I forget the rest of the sentence but the first word was a phrase "horse and rider" but the stone was two horses.. one holding the rope that was around the other horse and leading him.

soccer, Guadi, sun, snow suit, little girl

I dreamt I was part of a sports team. I was official etc., but I had never done the sport and was with all of these people with experience. I was kind of excited but also nervous. I think normally I would have been scared to death. We were getting ready to go and there were lots of things to do to get ready. Some people were packing up in a bus, others were in a pool, I was I guess in both. I don't know if we played soccer or it was a swimming event. It felt like the aggressive and competitiveness of soccer, but there just happened to be a pool. We were all gathered on the bus at one point with our bags, but then I found out that was just the meeting place and we had to take some other mode of transportation to the game. Didn't make sense to me. - - - - - - - - Then I was on some sandy mountains. I could see that they would fall apart under your feet. It would be a struggle to climb, if not impossible. They were situation right next to the ocean. Then I was out in the ocean with some people. A woman that seemed to have been giving us information and some young girls. I looked back at the mountains, with a preconception of how dangerous the mountains would be if you were to leave the ocean at that point. I had imagined that you would be crushed against he rocks by the waves. But when I looked back... the ocean was calm and the mountains looked smooth. We swam over to this other area with odd shapes. They were rounded, with large openings almost as if a giant bug with Guadi skills, made them out of mud. We looked inside them. They were very expansive inside. The woman was explaining how they had been decorated. They were beautiful. The ceilings were ornate and full of different colors and light. Although intellectually I knew there was nothing really to fear, something about looking inside them made me feel fearful or anxious in my heart area. I didn't know what I would find. ------------ Then I was with an old friend (KM) and we were in classes. She was her usual laughing talkative self. She was talking about things to friends. I would try to add in conversation, but for the most part just listened. I was doubtful of what I had to add and if I had the energy to spend to add. I was in one class and there were few students that had arrived yet. I was waiting and then realized I was in some sort of trouble. I had done something, small, unintentional, but still, by my hands, so I was in the wrong. I was waiting to be addressed. This man that looked official came to me, he said they had also found something in the past that I had done that would show a record of this sort of behavior. I looked at report. It said I had thrown some red beans while in a restaurant. I was scared... yes.. this could be seen as out of control. I looked again, then it read edamame and I was with a group of friends and we were all just having fun. Argh... so frustrating that things out of context could be used against you.Then he pulled me aside. I was ready for him to take me away. He walked me to a chalk board and talked about the sun. He drew it and then some equations. He said do you know the light that orbits the son.. it shows up and then ?? explodes. I thought I had a jist of what he was talking about but could not articulate it. I decided to just play dumb and let him explain more. He drew something but also showed up in my minds' eye. It was some thing that looked man made. He said no... it wasn't man made. But it happens and it will explode... it was darker than the sun and blueish green. It was just a phenomena, nothing to be concerned about, but he seemed intent on showing me and that it was important that I know it... and almost that it was special to know and that I needed to help him. That although these things I did "wrong" were punishable, they were also showing that I could take on this task. Some other people came by and interrupted him, so I went back to class. I was closing up the computer and the wall paper on the computer kept changing as did the icons. I figured when I restarted, it would all come back fresh again. -------------- Then I dreamt I was shopping for some clothes. They would be for a special activity. I think underwater. I was looking for the least hideous pair. A guy friend was with me and my step mom. I found what I thought were good ones, but they turned into being a gray snow jumpsuit. I guess I needed that as well, so it was kind of a bonus. But then there was a long coat that went to my feet that went with. I thought it was a bit over the top. It was red and long and I really didn't care for it. It had a gray kick pleat in the back. My guy friend thought I should get it and it would be useful. - - - - - - - - Then I was (almost like watching tv) was watching two men... but was insides the ones head as well. They were sitting and chatting. The one said he hadn't had sex in a long time and quit giving him such a hard time (in a playful way). The guy then played a recording of a phone message. The one had accidentally called him during his last sexual encounter that was recent. He was caught... they laughed. Then there was a little girl on the bed.. about 4. She was in her undies and was giggling... They immediately became responsible and told her to go find her mom. little girl

tomatoes

I dreamt my friend PC and I were walking and looking for a place to eat. We walked by this Irish pub. It had white and yellow wall paper on the walls with dark wood beams. I wanted to go there and knew she might not like it. I said, want to try this place? And we were both hungry, so we went. It was crowded and we finally found a place in the back. She ordered for us. When the food arrived, she had some cozy food, like shepard's pie etc. and I had plain romaine lettuce and tomatoes and another plate of tomatoes. I was a bit disappointed. I had a ton of tomatoes at home, I didn't want to eat more.

Love ... Thy Will Be Done

I woke up with this song in my head this morning Love... Thy Will Be Done Love, thy will be done I can no longer hide I can no longer run No longer can I resist the guiding light It gives me the power to keep up the fight Love...thy will be done Since I have found you my life has just begun And I see all of your creations as one Perfect complex No one less beautiful or more special than the next We are all blessed and so wise to accept Thy will love be done Love, thy will be mine And make me strive for the glorious and divine I could not be more, more satisfied (satisfied…) Even when there's no peace outside my window There's peace inside And that's why I no longer run (I no longer run) Love thy will be done Love, thy will be done I can no longer hide I can no longer run (no….) Love, thy will be done Thy will love be done No longer can I resist (no..) the guiding light (guiding light) The light that gives me power to keep up the fight I couldn’t be more satisfied (no…) Even when there's no peace outside my window There is peace inside And that's why I can no longer run Love thy will be done (thy will be done, done, done…) Love, thy will be done I can no longer hide I can no longer run Love, thy will be done Thy will love be done Love, thy will be done I can no longer hide I can no longer run (no….) Love, thy will be done Thy will love be done… Thy will love be done… Thy will love be done

army men

I dreamt I was with my dad. We were needing to use up some time while waiting to do something else. We went into this building that was having some sort of event. They had plexi-glass boxes full of things. One had black army men (like the green army men, but more modern looking). We were going to go to a Thai Toy exhibit, but went through another one first. There were lots of bugs and worms and it was kind of annoying because they would jump on you. Then I was shopping and everything I found was in a size 4.

Barbie corvette

I dreamt I was going through some boxes of things. Everything felt cluttered. I looked through the boxes and found lots of old clothes. I hadn't seen them since the 80s. There were some sweaters in colors I haven't worn in years. I tried to see if anything was salvageable, but I decided to get rid of it all. I didn't know it had existed still until that day. Then someone knocked on my door. It was a man and his son. He was asking for toy donations. I remembered I had run across some Barbie items (a corvette, a jeep and a tent). I thought for a second and said yes. I went to go get the items feeling good that it would free up a lot of space. I was about to tell them to look it up on ebay before just donating the toys. I figured they would get more money that they could use for their cause, but then decided against it. I was letting it go, which meant letting it all go. Then I went into the kitchen. My friend (MB) had been cooking. I saw he had used a grater that I had planned on returning. He had not only used it, he had mangled it. I was a little disappointed, but at the same time.... it was only $25. And what is that compared to peace of mind and friendship.

video

I dreamt I was listening to a video "radio" station. The BeeGees were one. I think it was some song with the word dance in it, and I don't think it was a BeeGees song. My brother wanted me to change it. I told him I didn't have control, it was the station. The BeeGees were wearing white and light blue jump suits. I was telling my brother that I didn't realize how fit they were. They looked like they had dancers' bodies.

stuffed fish

My friend PC and I in line for paper work for the government. Kind of a yearly renewal of citizenship. There were a few Mexican ladies in line. One was crying hoping that they wouldn't take her little girl away. She was holding on to her. I was worried that she was scaring the little girl and I found the necessary paperwork to help them. PC was taking a while filling out her forms, so I went in front of her, then she was done, so back behind and so on. While I was waiting I noticed it was snowing in the building. There was a sort of opening in the middle. It was really pretty. There were tiny houses on the counter and they were getting snowy. It was nice - - - - Then I had a dream I was walking home with my dad, step-mom, brother and his wife. There was a tree growing in the middle of the sidewalk and someone put an iron bar there to protect it. At that same location, a rhododendron was sticking out. My dad decided to break the branch and then realized it was dead and the whole bush came out. My brother and him quickly got a stone turtle to over the whole where the bush was. We kept walking home. I got home first and changed clothes. I had a multicolored shirt on, not my style, and black pants. The house was bare. It had recently been remodeled and had one antique loveseat in the corner and not many other places to sit. It only had two bedrooms. One was mine, but Walter Matthau was going to be moving in. I thought that might be nice. I didn't know his real personality, but he might have some good stories to tell. Then they came in. Charlotte was wearing a new dress and asked if I liked it. I did. Then she was saying that god told her that he was going to give me twins. And she was teary eyed in a happy way. My dad rolled his eyes. I just sat there on the couch playing with a stuffed fish.

belly button

I dreamt that I had a very large belly button. I was with my friend MB and we were sitting around drinking water. I looked down and it was as big as an ice cream scoop. I was think I had better do something about it.

boss

I dreamt I was living with my coworkers. We all had bedroom in an office like setting and some rooms were nicer than others. I didn't have one of the nice rooms as I was new. One of my coworkers had left the company, so I was going to be able to change to a better room. The one I was offered was very nice, but very close to the owner. I realized there was another one farther away and it had its own bathroom. I told them I wanted that one instead. When I went to look at it, I realized it was oddly shaped and it had some strange sinks etc. in it. It was originally built to be a dentist's office. I didn't care for that part, but I thought it still was better to be farther away from the others. WE all ended up sitting in some living room. I was sitting next to the owner and we had office cats. HE was petting one of them and telling people about it. He told me he had an upset stomach and asked me to rub it. I was uncomfortable and was not sure what to do. I did, as it was simple enough. Then a colleague of his came in. I had met him before (in my dream), but the owner reintroduced me as if it was the first time and the colleague played along. The owner had taken a liking to me in the dream and so the colleague was being very nice to me. I had a sailing trip planned and mentioned that I wouldn't be able to make a certain event due to that. The owner said he knew but cancelled the approval, so that I wouldn't be going. I knew in my mind I would whether it cost me my job or not. I kept quiet for the time being until I figured out what to do next.