Last night I dreamt I was at a party of sorts. Lots of people were there, food, music, disarray...
I didn't feel quite like I fit, but even more so when my exboyfriend showed up (MT) with his daughter (in reality he married and has a baby boy). He looked so much older. I realized it had been 7 years since I had seen him last, but he didn't look the same at all. He had the same pleasant, easy going feel about him though. He had a large cello in his hand. He must have learned how to play after we broke up.. which was funny to me because I was learning the violin. I almost told him that I really wanted to play the cello (which was true)... but decided against it and that he didn't really need to hear about me. I decided it was a good time to my things and quietly exit the party, as neither of us expected each other to be there, nor had any business being in each other's lives anymore.
I didn't feel quite like I fit, but even more so when my exboyfriend showed up (MT) with his daughter (in reality he married and has a baby boy). He looked so much older. I realized it had been 7 years since I had seen him last, but he didn't look the same at all. He had the same pleasant, easy going feel about him though. He had a large cello in his hand. He must have learned how to play after we broke up.. which was funny to me because I was learning the violin. I almost told him that I really wanted to play the cello (which was true)... but decided against it and that he didn't really need to hear about me. I decided it was a good time to my things and quietly exit the party, as neither of us expected each other to be there, nor had any business being in each other's lives anymore.
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