I dreamt that I was going out with the VP of the company (that I'm in the process of leaving). He was appropriately nice... being polite and paying for things, but I could tell he didn't want to be there. I remember two places that we went. We were sitting at the bar of the second place (after having dinner at the first). We ordered some drinks. I think I was going to get a coffee drink and he sneered at it. Then we were going to go dancing, but I didn't remember the evening because I drank too much. We had gone to 4 more places. Not sure how I knew that. I know some hair was falling out again... I remember thinking... well at least it is less than last time (ponytail in hand - dream). I was just getting home in the morning. For some reason my mother was there. She had called friend of mine and him to find out where I was. I was so upset that she would call people because I was home late. It was my business, I was fine, she had never been around before... She said.. well I was worried etc. I could understand, but I told her.. I'm 44 years old! I've handled myself this far, I think I can continue. I thought it was odd I told her 44, because in the dream I was 34.. (which I am neither).
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