Thursday, December 05, 2013

blue chairs

I dreamt that I was hungry and wanted to get a bite to eat out. I must have been in a new environment. There was a hole in the wall place, white walls, big blue chairs, etc. I had been there once before. It seemed to have been set up for last nights movie though and it didn't look like it was prepared to serve lunch. Also, the place looked way better in the dark. Now it just looked cheap? maybe the food wouldn't be good, but I knew that it was good before.

I was with MT, my ex. We sat in some of the big blue chairs and I looked for a black round table to move in front of us. We were sitting by the window, as if in the waiting area. It felt like we were in love, the comfortable kind after the honeymoon period. It felt nice and odd. I questioned it at first, but it was real.
I ordered tofu and?? he wondered why? He realized he didn't have enough money in the bank and asked if I would transfer money to his account. I said I would transfer it to him. He said the bank was over there? As in away from this place. I wondered why he wanted to go... I said I could do it on the phone, and he was ok with that. and happier.  I did not have my account number but I did have my card. I guess I could use that.

We sat and chatted, laughed, snuggled. Then the room started getting full. I was there now with other people, PC, TB, PS, etc. and the place transformed. There was some kind of acting thing going on..There was a guy in a blond wig.. loooked like someone I had gone to school with. T and P came back to where I was sitting asking why I hadn't told them that I knew them... I didn't think it mattered. Someone changed the subject and they forgot. I got up and walked about the room, all full of actors now and some event. I was enjoying the posters, the books and then kind of felt out of place and wanted to leave.

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