cowboy theme....

I had some dreams... just don't remember them (I slept in)

I remember one of them though... I was with a cowboy type and he was driving a carriage very fast..... through the night. He had figured a way to break the carriage in half and continue on with the horses to lose the people chasing us. .... that's about it.

germany

Ok.... I had a dream before this...

driving with someone to somewhere..... large vehicle...? ... some stressed involved

some people and I had been taking a class. The class was ?? not sure, but there was a next level. Everyone was asking me if I had bought the book yet and kind of without even thinking, I was looking to buy the book, a little stressed about it and so on. I realized I could have bought the book in the U.S. for much cheaper and here it would be expensive and hard to find. I was reading up in my book, looking at emails and other literature I had bought since in some advanced teachings. In all of the fuss and busyness of looking for the book... I realized that I didn't stop to think if I really wanted to even take the class. I didn't... so I stopped.

Then it went into me talking to other people that I knew back home that had tried to live in Germany. This gay couple I know.... they are super positive, try anything people. They came here and said... no, we wanted to go back home. It just wasn't a happy place for them. Then another friend he tried it. He works in the construction biz but in the dream in architecture.. he said... hmm it is too much for him. He said they are very strict with everything, which is good. He said you have good rules, which make things easier, but he said that it goes into your life. That if you joke about an architect etc.. or are lazy in your home life, and they find out, they said it reflects in your work reputation, and then if that happens, good architects won't want to work with you and if that happens, then you don't get to move up because you are always at the same level and never challenged by good architects.

Then I watched this tiny short woman. She was trying to make it in Germany. She is meeting people, getting out and so on. I think she is a hair dresser. She tries so hard, too hard. But she doesn't care. I am not sure what her original focus was, but now it has come down to just winning. It is not a good feeling to be around her. At one point there is a song playing and she is dancing with a couple she knows. A girl and her Swedish boyfriend. In the song there are words.. "take my hand" the woman puts her hand out to the swedish guy... she is wanting to go to Sweden.

hmmm.... less visuals in this one... more feelings...

next one in germany

ever

Buhdda boy

Last night I dreamt about a friend of mine that went off to a Buddhist monastery for a break in life. In my dream I was walking back to my high school (which is something I seem to have in dreams sometimes). I was initially looking for a parking spot. For some reason I didn't want to drive far. I found a spot, got out, was walking towards the front of the school and there was my friend. He looked much older.... lines on his face, crepe-ing skin, and he was wearing draped clothing and seemed to have a bit of a scraggly white beard. He had his kind of smile on his face... more with his eyes than with his mouth. He looked exhausted, happy, and sad all at the same time. I said "you're back!" I was really happy to see him... and really happy to see him happy. He took me to show me his room he was creating. While at the monastery, he (and maybe them) made a wooden alter of sorts...very nice but plain. He was humble about it and said it had been through a lot, so at one time looked better. A coworker of ours was there and kind of controlling... wanting to label what "this" was... his experience, the room he was creating, the reasons, what he should do next, and so on... I wanted her gone (mind you in reality, a very sweet person).

A previous dream... hmmm I was walking.. but seemed like I walked there before in the dream. I was trying to get home I think, which was a long walk. I was happy, because I was going to get to walk through this mountain area with rock formations. I hadn't been there in a long time. I walked through and the beautiful rock formations were all painted. Not by graffiti artists, but by a land developer. The entire rock was covered in orange and blue shapes and the land around it had new housing that was in between mobile homes and a house. Poor quality... gave me a sick feeling. I walked down the hill and then was with a girlfriend. I wasn't sure where to go.. and I don't think I had any money with me. We walked onto this car wash thing. It was part carnival ride, part car wash. Big and colorful. It was next to this restaurant, more of a fast food type place, so we slid down and went in. There were two men in there who we ended up knowing. One was Hugh Jackman (there is a wolverine poster on the way to my apartment ;)) and I'm not sure who the other one was. They were fighting, verbal and a bit... hmm not with fists but more with their feelings and anger. Hugh then somehow was my boyfriend. So I was waiting for him to be done so we could leave, but there was a nice feeling of not having to worry about anything because he was there watching out for me.

Rozen

Hmm in one dream I was repeating in my head... Rozen Plantz (in which a voice would say "kitty") Doesn't like plantz (and a voice would say Katze)...

I had another dream, I was in place/house/yard living with people. I was in the backyard, I think we were planning to do something illegal. My purse washed away and it had all of my money in it. I asked for someone to catcht it as it was flowing down the mud and they were not quick enough. I ran to the edge of the land where it had fallen and there was a steep jump into water. I was willing to do it, but then my dad said, watch out for the aligator! I looked and there was a huge alligator fighting with a gorilla. It had actually finally killed the gorilla that was down there. I decided not to jump. Then I was walking with my dad and stepmom. They were planning their wedding. We were looking at the places to do it and Charlotte was liking this one place. My dad said.. but I thought you liked the white house. She said.. oh I do.. we'll do it there. There was a party, people were drinking , eating, dancing... I was doing something and my mom was rude to me. I asked her to apologize and she wouldn't and other people thought it was mean of me to ask her to apologize.

Then someone was talking about this girl.. she wanted a different guy and was trying to woo him... they said it from of a guy who thought that the girl liked him. He was hurt... etc. The guy she really liked was hiding behind a couch.

Xmas themes

I think sometime last night after the 3rd or 4th wake up... I realized I would be moving out of this apartment on Dec. 22... so I would need to move right before Christmas... so why the dreams.

First I had a wee one where I was looking in one of the flower stores in germany for a small christmas tree. I was deciding if it was a good idea or not... I guess I decided not because the dream ended.

Then I had a dream... first it was in current times. It was more like I was observing a story between these people, not sure which but there were lovers, friends, relatives... then something happens and I'm walking through the snow... I'm am back in time and there is a cabin in the woods and the people are getting together for Christmas. The skinny Italian character in the present showed up last in this one, and with a british accent, with long hair and a leather daniel boone type jacket, and now with a southern accent. I, as the observer, could only stand at the door to peer in to what they were doing. There was a fire crackling, fur rug on the floor, people cozy in seats around the fire, food against one wall.. I looked at some of it and was hungry, so grabbed a couple of flakes of bread that had fallen off when the bread was cut. (In actuality my stomach had been waking me up all night with noises). An old man saw me and then offered me the bread crumbs. The people were gone now and I came in. I think I was going to sleep there or something but then I looked outside. I said.. Look at the moon! Oh my god, it is huge! He looked and agreed. It also had a picture on it. I was looking for something to put on... bras? I realized they were not mine, although pretty... and decided I was fine in what I was wearing, and went outside. The thing I thought was the moon, ended up being a large purple gray flying saucer type thing but it looked like a raft. Then the actual moon was still huge and very bright with some teen pop stars picture on it.

Another shorter dream... not xmas related... was I was just finishing up at the gym and changing. I saw that I had dropped my running jacket and picked it up and picked up two. The other was not mine, but very nice. I put it on the bench in my dressing room, now feeling guilty that I picked it up. Then I went to try on mine... and it wasn't mine either. :(

nuns, baby penquins and pigs

Ok.. misc. dreams last night

One I was with a friend.... we were at a fancy auction of sorts. Her in-laws have money. So someone was holding up this platter. It looked like trash to me but she exclaimed... "Oh it is a alkdjf!" and walked over to it saying how much she loved that artist. I could see she was getting approval from the in-laws for this, so I was happy they were getting along. I walked over to the next table and there were a couple of nun dolls. I thought.. I'll put my card on these. My step mom collects them and I could get these for her.. Then I picked one up and the nuns habit fell off... I put it back on and I saw the doll was only $2. I was relieved and at the same time confused why the doll was there. A nun and her little nun friend walked by while I was holding the doll. She looked at me as though I shouldn't be holding it, let alone be interested. I explained that my step mom used to be a nun and that now she isn't but she collects the dolls (in reality she was not a nun, just catholic). The alpha nun said with her head up as if she was wearing a neck brace, "she couldn't keep the focus (or something like that) huh?" I said "No, she really wanted to be a nun, but she didn't know herself well enough. And when she knew herself, she realized she wasn't one." and I walked away... Then I was at a work type place. We were in a building but one wall opened to the street. It was someone's birthday and everyone was supposed to go to this new trendy place for lunch. We went and the gimmick was that it was kind of a dessert swap. Every seating had two desserts. Mine were two gooey chocolate doughnuts. Then you were supposed to take one bite.. and then everyone moved to the right... and you take another bite and so on... I wasn't craving sweets and so I sat to the side where kids could sit and looked at the coloring books.

Then I had another dream. I was walking along a neighborhood street, but I think I was in Sweden (no idea what these look like). I was going to look for people that would let me walk their dogs so i could make some money. I was walking along and I saw up some stairs to a house, 2 baby penguins. They didn't look like baby penguins look. They were to balls of feather with yellow beaks sticking out. They seemed to give off an air that they knew what they were doing, but with the door cracked open and how they fumbled down the stairs, I could tell they escaped. I picked them both up and looked through the door... a middle aged couple (the new middle aged... late-ish 40s, early 50s) was inside. He was short and roundish with dark hair and a pleasant demeanor, she was tall and thin with short auburn hair, still pretty, but with more formality than her hubby. They looked over and saw I had the penguins and said oooh bring them in .. (as if it wasn't a big deal they escaped, but they were still thankful). The man looked out the door and tiny kittens were coming up too. He was saying how nice his cats were. Then one hairless was crawling up. I said.... are those tattoos???? The cat was covered in them. He said, no... I have a friend airbrush those on. S0, somehow I knew them in the past and they invited me in.. said I could stay, gave me a bed to sleep in and so on.. I went to go sleep in the bed and an exboyfriend was there. He crawled into bed with me and started to snuggle.. then I realized the bed was full of his computer, books, and so on.... I said .. these need to go or I go. So they went. Then I snuggled up to him and he said.. no. he doesn't like that... So I turned around and he snuggled up to me anyway.

Then I left the bed.. I was in the house but it somehow grew, had more people in it a couple I know, two little kids I don't, etc. The boyfriend of the couple was playing with that blow up clay.

Making little bombs etc... lighting things on fire. Then he would keep putting one by me to watch me run... he would laugh .. and then he would pull the wires out in the end. This last one he didn't get to in time and it blew a slash across his face. I said..it might not be bad but we need to get to the ER. Mind you.. the whole house of people had been milling around and the whole time it was a nice loving atmosphere. So we all start heading for the cars and I walk down some stairs and inside the house is an outside... a huge outside... it is a marsh area with a creak of sorts... The sun was just coming up and it was beautiful so I went to get my camera real quick to take a photo... then I could see the little kids in the water and the light reflecting on them , so wanted a nice pic, not that I could hold the camera still for the photo... it kept getting blurry (and when I looked at the screen I was taking a photo of someone with a white background adn they were wearing a white shirt with black suspenders and black pants... still blurry). Then the kids were running and saying I needed to run. I looked up and all I saw were deer in the creek... I was trying to take photos of them but they ran (I thought due to me). But then all these pigs were coming... I thought.. well then I will just take photos of the pigs.... Then water buffalo, ... so I would just take pictures of them.. they were cute.. Then they started charging at me.. so I ran to where the pigs were.. but they attacked me... full on biting me. One bit down on my arm and wouldn't let go so I ran and hit it and its head fell off and its body was in pieces. I didn't realize pigs disassembled so easily.. .

Cell phone soap pumps...

I had lots of dreams last night...

One I was in a new town. I thought I knew the streets better than I did.. I was walking around at night and then went into a grocery store for something to do... then it was a restaurant and I was trying to find the exit. I ended up in a blue truck with a mexican guy who worked at the restaurant. Apparently I had too much to drink at one point and gave him the idea that I liked him. Oops. So then I was asking him to take me home etc.. and it kind of faded from there.

Then I was at another restaurant in a different dream. I was going to meet this woman I had met in a class. We were going to discuss figuring out your mind versus your gut. I was excited to talk about this with her, but then she said she had plans with someone else and I would have to meet with her later.

Then another dream I was living with my brother and his friend (I lived with both of them about 19 years ago)... The one guy was getting frustrated with his cell phone. I asked him to show it to me and at first it was tiny and metallic pink. Then it seemed to grow into something that looked like a children's toy spaceship (still pink) with a clear pump on top. He said..."yeah... it reminds me of a soap pump." Then he started pumping it as if it was a soap dispenser and I started laughing at how ridiculous the phone looked and then I started laughing at my own laugh because it didn't sound like me.

hair dresser, surgery and mini horses

My last dream, I was at a hopital. I was there to get some sort of odd surgery on my heart, although there was nothing wrong with my heart. It was more of a preemptive surgery. I was pretty calm about it. I went in and my doctor was the one I had when I was little, Schluderman. When I was young he was very straight, very serious, never broke a smile. A slim blond man with a colorless face that smelled like soap. In this dream he was a little more "creative." He still didn't smile, but he was into "alternative" medicine. He and his nurse were telling me what to expect pre-surgery, giving me a little plastic device and telling me what to do with it and at what time. Then they were off behind the curtain to another patient. They told me the information so quickly that I didn't remember half of it. I looked down at the plastic device they gave me and I was thinking... I think they wanted me to pee in this... but today or tomorrow at 9? So I went through the hospital looking for him. I found him and my old boss in a room. She was getting the surgery first. I was trying to ask her what I should do next, but she was already gone on whatever they gave her to kill the pain. She was saying "those XX really worked.... I wasn't stressed at all!" etc. Then I looked around and there was a big spider on something I brushed off. Schluderman made a face. Then some baby pigs walked in the room, chickens, gray monkeys... I looked over to my friend Penny and she said..."oh... don't you remember. He works with animals, it is a new thing. It worked so great with me." The animals were supposed to be part of the treatment and heal you. I was like... "oooh... " really hoping that wasn't any part of my surgury. A nurse came over to me knowing what I wanted and said.. yes.. you should pee in that now.. your surgury isn't for another couple hours, but it is ok. Then she openned it to find that device was much much smaller than it looked and I had no idea how I was going to accomplish it. I decided to go back to the hotel where I was staying to complete the task. I had time. As I was leaving the room I could hear a little old lady talking about the cute little mice. She came through the door and had a little mouse in her hand (that actually looked like a little poodle). She swung back a curtain and put the poodle mouse back in its cage. I saw other little animals inside. They were all "dressed" like poodles. There was a tiny horse too... think the size of a plastic horse. I took that one for my walk back to the hotel. Since that is what the animals were there for, comforting. Then as I walked back.. I was outside and it looked like nyc, with the large sidewalks and tall buildings. Then I woke up...

Before that I dreamt that I was in some sort of school. A hairdresser I used to have was teaching a class there, but on photography. I was barely in the class or doing any of the work, so I wasn't feeling like I would pass. All of the other people were looking on some wall. It looked like the old report cards I would get in junior high before the official one came out... with hand written grades and observations. I looked for my name and I had an A. I went back to find the instructor (Scott).. and he was in bed in the classroom. I got in with him and took a nap. Then he had to go and I went to get my pants and he had left all of his clothes there... I was folding them up to take to him and .....

Solitary Man

woke up to Neil Diamond's "solitary man"..... I'm really not needing that as my motto this morning.

Dreamt... will have to see if it comes back to me .... I think there may have been a dog or some friendly animal that could think... that is about it.

Neil Gaiman... Killer dream

Ok.. I usually don't dream about torture or murder, but I read a short story by Neil Gaiman last night... "Queen of Knives" and I had a dream where I was the killer's "helper."

I was in a larger two story apartment (kind of posh) and there was a man in the place. I knew of him as a "boss." I needed to follow orders and stay on his good side. Part of me felt that this was all until I found a way to escape, so it wasn't that I was loyal to this person. I was following orders out of fear.

I was in the living area and organizing his things (he was a bit messy). Putting the remote controls in a line, moving papers in piles, tossing old receipts. There was movement of two people and conversation going up the stairs. Either this was an aquaintance, in which case it was better for me to be not seen or heard, or it was his next "project." If the latter, I needed to be at his side handing him what ever materials he needed. He yelled for me to come up... it was the latter. Dutifully, I went upstairs to see what he needed. Before me was my superior, kneeling on the floor putting tubes together. He looked like an ordinary man organizing wires to set up his new stereo. I looked beyond him and there was a blondish man in about his mid 40s. He was on his side, hands tied in front of him, feet tied in back.. but no gag. It was if he didn't realize what was happening to him because he didn't put up a fight. He just continued conversation, maybe explaining some better ways of putting him down besides Draino through a tube. My stomach turned.. what a horrible way to go. How could I be here...? My superior gave him a handful of pink chalky disks... The man ate them... I think it was to keep the acids down so he would continue to take the liquid. His mouth was foaming as he ate the pink disks...

Then I woke up.

marriage, hotels and undies

I know it was longer but I remember it starting here... it was like I woke up and I was married to this guy. We had just gotten married actually, and were with a group of people at his folks house I'm thinking. The group of people were either co-workers, from a class project, or something similar. We were finishing up a project and deciding how to divy up the duties until we met up next time. Someone had openned chips and chocolates... I asked someone to take it with them because it would go bad before we met up next time. This hispanic woman and myself decided to create a sign up sheet for next time as well. So we would have to have long discussions about who was doing what. She wanted to have it because she wanted dibs on cleaning the floors. So back the marriage thing. I was asking myself ... how did this happen?? I'm sure he is nice, but am not in love with him, I don't think it was physically possible to "consumate" the marriage due to his large overhanging belly. I was sick to my stomach and wondering either if I should a) go through with my decision and just buck up, or b) find the quickest way out. I didn't have to figure it out because I woke up to my next dream. I was in a hotel with an ex co-worker of mine, Danny (a male). He was staying at this hotel where it was just one room, the beds all against the wall, everyone had their own bathroom and there was a continental breakfast in the morning and computers with internet access lined up along the window in the room. He said he loved this hotel and wished more were like it. In the dream I partly thought it was strange, but then partly thought.... why not have all the beds in one room. You are sleeping anyway, so it made sense. I happened to be in sheer pink undies with black lace trim, a black bra and no shoes. I felt a little underdressed. I went to the computers to look something up, but the wires kept getting intermingled with other people's wires... I got up to go for a walk. I felt uncomfortable and a bit sleezy walking down the nice cafe laden street in my underwear... I was telling this to my friend Jason who was walking with me. I said.. you know what would work.. If I had perfectly fitting white oxfords on and my hair was just so.... then it wouldn't look so bad.

traveling dreaming

Had a ton of dreams while traveling, but didnät write them down.

last night a dream that included some sort of video game. I was at a big?? farm-wedding thing and one room had really big video game contraptions that felt really real, but then we ended up doing some reality activity that was partly dangerous? Then I was in a theater with someone new that I just started to like... and then I think I woke up...

Oh and had a dream that Sascha was right outside my door where I was sleeping... lightly saying my name to ask a question.. and trying and trying to wake up.... finally did to realize it was just a dream. But then checked my clock and he was just awake.

old dreams (spring 09)

Found this one on scratch paper.

Dreamt I overwatered my plants... my favorite plant that had lived the longest came out without its roots.

Then met this guy, work related, chubby, nice. I picked up my friend from Chicago in a small white car with the top down. We were driving downtown at night in it. Something about a concierge... Her luggage barely fit in my car. She complimented my luggage to the chubby guy. He was ready to compliment me on everything.

3/13/09
Woke up with the song Auld Lang Syne in my head. Looked it up.. had no idea it was Scottish.

I dreampt about working and being able to see a parade from the office window. Everyone was celebrating. I was leaving for lunch and was going to find some nice or special place to go. Then this quieter woman in the office got my attention. A small older black woman. She said the sandwiches in this shop are nice. I cringed on the inside because it looked like a cheap little corner market, but I went inside because I didn't want to hurt her feelings. There were all kinds of white bread sandwiches cut on the diagnal so you could see what kind they were. Ham, turkey, chicken salad etc. but they all seemed to have red jello in them. Then I spotted and egg salad with no jello. I found myself excited to eat it, having forgotten how much I liked egg salad. And then I thought ... what a nice, simple and affordable thing to like.

Then I had a dream ... I remember a dad ... a young girl I was helping.. and walking down stairs..

3/17/09
Had a dream about Sascha (friend from germany). He and I traveling. We saw Daryl Hannah with her mother. I was pointing her out to Sascha. Another about an ex's Dad.. he was smoking pot... Another I was working in a company. Mechanic?... Felt nice... family like
3/23/09
Dreamt that I was in some tiny car on a rail. Almost like a ride or old coal mine. I was with a child and we were heading straight for a wall... very fast. There was nothing we could do. I put my arms around the child to protect it as much as I could and at least to hide its eyes. Just at impact, we rolled some other way, we were fine. I started crying out of being scared/shocked and happy.

3/25/09
Dreamt that Michele (Italian guy) was an Oak Tree and I could felt close to him as a tree and love him. Also had a dream this curly haired blond guy was trying to get me to do yoga saying it was important or things would not go well. And then spiders (2) came after us. Then when I woke up, I looked at my white wall and saw a dark shadow about the sie of a small apple crawl up the wall. FREAKED me out!

4/3/09
Dreamt that I saw Peter (old friend of mine's husband) and was "ok" but funny feelings. And Dan, a guy that worked at Rodgers. I was topping by to say hi and they were looking at me like "get over it"..."move on" ... "We have." (this was after I had been going through a box of old letters and cards)
6/12/09
Dreamt this friend from NYC (d.j. anthony), was trying to get cozy with me and I didn't want to - so he thought I wasn't interested... Another ... was given a blue bird and it was so sweet. It was round and fluffy and snuggled right under my chin. I was looking for a place to put it but there was just a cage with a parakeet and the parakeet was mean. I thought they would fight, but the parakeet became sweet when it was around that bird. ... Another ... some unknown thing was pulling my blankets away but then grabbed me - wrapped me in the blankets and was moving me from one room to the next. I tried screaming and no sound came and then finallyh it did and I woke up. Rare that I can scream in my dreams.

Paintings, play and new sun hat

I think my dream started in some sort of class... but I know there was?? some guy there too.

Then I was walking on the beach at night, flipping through a painting book (like a book you would paint in or something...). I was looking at paintings of scenes in the rain, people in the rain... it was a bit abstract/stylized. I was thinking .. did I paint these??? Then I was meeting my brother and his wife just off the beach to go to a play. These young, hip Japanese people were outside saying... "great play, you should really go..." So we went inside to buy a ticket. I was wondering if I looked ok since I was walking on the beach and in my dream I was unaware of what I was wearing. I looked in a reflection and saw I was in a nice dark plaid wool coat and a wool cap and my hair actually look stylish. Then we went in the building and we were looking for the actual ticket counter since part of the building was a library and part was a museum. The book of paintings turned into a newspaper and I was looking around for where I could rcycle them, but couldn't find a place.

At the end I was with Tessa and I was all excited because I was wearing my new sun hat. It was white and actually fit. It was almost loose... but.. fit. ;) (I just bought one online last night... I have a big head). ;)

Baby food

Dreamt I was moving and my brother was at the same time, somehow from the same place. He wanted to pack stuff in my moving trucks because he didn't plan ahead and get one. I was like..."no, mine's packed." It wasn't but it was getting there. And I was a little irked that I should have to give up a convenience that I worked/planned for when Mr. Grasshopper didn't. My mom was with us and doing some ..."remember this?... and remember that?..." Then I was at the ocean with my dad and step mom. It was very steep to get to the actual water, but it looked so nice and I was excited to be in it. There was one section that the water came up higher in a safeish area, so I went over there to dip my feet in. There were things that would get stuck in these posts that were stuck in the ground. Some old swim suit catalog etc. Then I was with my aunt and she wanted me to help feed this baby (who I guess was my cousin's baby). So my aunt took hot water off the oven and poured it over an adult flake cereal and mixed lettuce. She also had some over ripe apricots cut up... in case the baby wouldn't eat it. And then a bowl of a left over mexican chili bowl, if the baby didn't eat those. Was horrible. The baby wouldn't eat it. I dumped it all in the garbage and was going to make at least just mushy flakes for the baby. I went upstairs to do something... came back down.... and it was like the house was a bit of an office (almost police/fbi). The agents were all over. I worked for them in a way since I worked in the house. My aunt saw me and said she was amazed that I got the baby to eat. I decided to zip my lip. The baby would make it known when she was hungry later. I left on my way... Which ended up being some sort of office in a big building. I shared an office with a couple other guys. T-shirt and shorts wearing, not focussed on work, kind of guys. I was about to leave for lunch or something and one of them followed me. I could tell he wanted to ask me out, which made me want to walk faster down the stair well.... he put me in a headlock and half dangled me over the edge of the stairs and then asked me out. Hmm... I was very stern and said "not funny!" And didn't talk to him the rest of the way down. And was a bit happy inside now that I had the perfect excuse to say no to him. On the way down the stairwell, there were locks on each rung of stairs. They were made by artisans at a local college. We were unlocking each one as we went down. Some girl came down behind us all annoyed. "Do we have to do that now?? I haven't unlocked locks here in 20 years." Then I was even happier and just ran down the stairs to the floor where my car was parked and... woke up.

Shed, bulls and mini-scalp

My first dream ... I saw a group of people (like 4 or 5) all huddled together and they were being pushed together by bulls. The bulls completely surrounded them... A bull from a distance was getting ready to charge the group which would kill them all.. All of the bulls had large horns (that no real bull would ever have). They had the lines of a ram and they encompassed the top part of the head. So the bull starts charging and then a different bull comes up just before he is about to hit, and jumps on top of the group, protecting it and rams the bull away... the people are so squeezed in... one woman comes out of the group from under the bull... and squeeezes out. Almost seems like childbirth... And it is a nice feeling to be free but at the same time a painful one.

Next one, I'm in a town, it is darkish. I group of men are walking down the main street (dirt road). All of the people in the town have already been killed. These men all wore black, long hair, and appeared to be native american... but some sort of dark group/gang. I knew if I stayed where I was behind a building... they would be able to easily catch me and kill me. So I needed to go out across the street and up this hill. In doing that, I would be seen. So I ran across the street...and I could sort of think myself up and fly a bit. So I did this awkwardly up the hill until I reached the top and ran into a house. The main guy was already up there and had me cornered. I knew I was going to die, so we walked towards each other. He was very tall.. I came up to his chest. He pulled out a large knife and said "I apologize that I have to do this" and he took the knife towards my head and cut off a piece of skin and hair... It was all bloody. He had done this to save me.. make it looke like he killed me. Then it was like we (he and I) moved into another world where we traveld together, went to some old market. I was looking at beads and kept rechoosing. Talked to some other people and they were talking about schooling etc. I don't remember much... but it felt like just living ...

The last one was of my highschool boyfriend. I was going out to meet him. I was in his house and he wasn't there... he was outside and knocked on the window for me to visit him in his workshop. I walked in and he had this large workshop... and within it a little raised shed of sorts with sliding glass doors on both sides (almost taking up the whole wall) and windows on either end. He would sit in there and talk to friend, work on little projects.... hide away

misc. boys

I dreamt I was in some sort of cafeteria. It seemed a bit hosipital/retirement home-esque. There was a guy there I was having a bit to eat with. (In reality I have never met this person, but he is some guy that requested to be on my facebook... who I haven't accepted yet....).

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Had another dream I ran across a guy I haven't talked to for about a year (for good reason). When I saw him though I really wanted to say hello and see how he was doing. I didn't get a chance to though.

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Dreamt that a friend of mine (who in reality recently met the man of her dreams)'s boyfriend was seeing another woman behind her back. I was looking for a mutual friend of ours to tell her and see what we should do...

satellite moon

I dreamt that I found out the moon isn't what we think it is. It was a round satellite that was sent out a looooooong time ago... made of metal, hollow.... etc. The surface has collected dirt and so on over the thousands, if not millions of years. It was originally sent out to reflect the sun for our evenings, but before the moon, we had only stars. It was kind of a sad thought for me in the dream. I hadn't realized how romantic and beautiful I thought it was until I found out it was a satellite.

You look way older ......

bits of my dream are left, but towards the end I went to some fancy new dessert place with some friends. They were selling a ? "find grind" gourmet rice crispy type thing. It was like they crushed the crispies first... flavored them.. then did a thin layer on the bottom of one flavor, then the top was another flavor and they cut them in long narrow rectangular shapes. Everyone seemed to like them.. they gave you special spoons etc. I walked over to the counter for some reason and the girl behind the corner and I were talking. We realized we were the same age and she goes "you are?!?!?!???" I was thinking she thought I looked so young for my age and then she said.... "you look soooo much older than me!" Hmph Then she went back in the kitchen because she was embarrassed... and started talking to the blond bearded chef .. and he said.. "say you mean to say younger etc..." And I told them... sorry... heard it, no problem.. and laughed...Then I went out of the place to the rest of the ?? mall ?? or and shopped at a nice store for a suit. I tried it one and it fit so good..... , but then when I went by some reflection it looked like my body changed. I left and went to put the clothes back and leave and then I woke up.

hairdresser and ratios

The night before last I dreamt that I went back to a hairdresser I used to go to. I wanted him to cut my hair. I sat in his chair as we chatted and he stood about a foot or more away from the chair and kept twirling it and would touch and fluff and spray my hair as I spun. It was like I was a lump of clay on a pottery wheel. When he was done I noticed he didn't cut anything... He said he thought it needed to grow.

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Last night I dreamt that I was with my Spanish friend Tomas. We were going on a picnic of sorts. He was driving an older station wagon, something that felt practical but good, and we stopped in the country somewhere. Some open field, grass etc. Then three guys came buy... a blondish guy who was Italian, an older Italian man and then a taller man with dark hair, cut very close but he didn't say much. I only saw his back. The blond guy wanted me to come with them. He was saying we should be together, get married etc., the older man just wanted to talk... , sit, relax, eat and talk some more. I told the blond guy that I wouldnt' go with him. I was here today to have a picnic with my friend. He was disappointed but then left with the tall guy. The older man sat down with us and talked about a discovery. He was talking about the numbers 666 and how all this time we had confused these numbers for something they were not. He kept saying .. they are a ratio... like three dimensional (or something like it) ratio of sorts and that it has a lot of power. He said.. I broke a dish and used 666 to ?? capture/use the power of the breakage...

then I woke up.