A lot has happened in the last few days.. I've worked out a ton... doesn't show on the scale but does in my shape and what I can fit into (and the pain in my muscles). ;)
My roommate has been possessed by a demon.
My neighbor seems to think we should be a couple and live together...
And due to having my plate full (I think...) I really don't have any pull in any direction.
So.... bootcamp... been fun.. but my calves are threatening masculinity... If I don't stop, they may not fit in my boots. Other parts of me are definitely changing for the better though and getting stronger. :) I'm liking the early morning workouts under the stars too. I might go for one more month of this.. then I might need to switch to a pilates trainer or something.. can't do big calves.
Roommate... I think either out of being stressed on his new home purchase.. or that his purchase sealed the deal w/ a new found bf... but he has gone over the top. I tried to help him and a neighbor by linking the two... (matt didn't want to pay the rest of his lease.. plus his new house payment... neighbor wanted our apartment)... Quite the perfect match, don't ya think? The only risk.. I.. (not my roommate or neighbor).. had to risk staying on the lease (so be on two leases) so that the neighbor could get the apartment... and Matt could get some rent. So what is so bad about that?? My roommate thought I must be getting something out of this.. squeazing money out of somewhere.. and away from him. I wouldn't be doing this just to be nice or anything... So since this thought of his.. there have been name calling, accusations, threats, flying coffee cups... all from him to me. Even going to the neighbors as well as the apartment manager and spreading the evil news about myself.. as well as bringing down the neighbor.. boy.. I could go on.. but.. why? Bottom line I move this weekend. :) Unfortunately due to roomie's words re: the neighbor.. he had decided not to move in (which is good since I don't have to be on two leases now).. but is bad because now he is homeless for Oct. and I STUPIDLY offered him a place to stay. Why stupid?? why not just nice and thoughtful?? Well.. he is kind of a handful.. nice guy sure... just never has money, food, etc... is very loud (including late night snoring.. that pierces through walls, floors and ear plugs). I haven't had a good night sleep for 3 nights.. and won't until the 29th of Oct. unless he finds a place soon. Cross your fingers for me.
So.. the no pull in any direction... normally I hate my job so much that I can't stand it.. but for now.. for lately... I've just detached. I workout, work, go home.. see friends... zzzzzz Mind you I have been focussed on paying off debts, selling things, packing, finding a place to live, dealing with roommate, working w/ neighbor... and so on... so I've been busy.. let alone I'm in a zombie state lately due to lacking zzz's ... so maybe that is it.
Trip is a little more planned out now (gasp)... I actually know-ish where I will be on what days and even have things like ferry tickets purchased.. Quite a change from the usual for me.
So.. on the horizon.. move, settle, find new workout thang, travel, pay off travel as well as rest of old debts... sell car?? :-s... or.. and then see what is next.. not sure. :) I'll do some wishful/hopeful thinking.
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