Friday, October 13, 2006

dreams, dear-ness and drama

dream
ok... night before last I had another naked dream. what is up w/ that?
I was in another nice home (architecturally) w/ lots of bare wood, windows, high peaks, vaulted ceilings etc... in the woods or something and there was another home just up a hill from me that could basically look right in to mine. People came over for a dinner or something, all nude again, and my exbf (in the dream) lived up in the other house and was watching. :-s

dear-ness
We have some mentally challenged folks that work in my building. They work in the basement (they stuff envelopes next to the mailroom... we don't keep them in the basement under lock and key or anything). On my way to lunch, a couple of the guys and a girl were on the elevator w/ me yesterday. The one fella (late thirtiesish) said to the other.. "you know Tom....? you are my bessst friend." The other one replied... "I know.. you are mine too... I thought about you yesterday." It was the sweetest thing. I was all warm and fuzzy inside all of lunch. Just being open and nice... no ego, no fear .. anyhoo.. was sweet.

drama
alcohol... mixed with house guest... such bad news. I'm moving him out today at lunch. He got very?? well.. yelling, fighting (verbally) and then physical. I kept feeling like I was just watching a movie, like "I can't be part of this.. this isn't real right?" I should have put my foot down a while ago.. but I have zero tolerance for the physical bit. Soooo.. :) will have my place back this weekend. :)... get my rugs Tuesday, get my life back before my trip. :)

All-in-all... a good experience really.. seeing how someone can blame their circumstances... and never get past it.. not see what they do have... and just throw it away day by day... Good lesson.

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