ok.. so last night's dream
was in a bathroom stall.. cowering.. I had it locked.. feet up on the seat... clasping my purse.. someone was knocking at the door.. It was as if I just became conscious. Like I was drunk and out of it and now just realized where I was but not sure why. I then had a flash back of someone trying to get to me, me running to my car trying to get safe in time... then it not working and running to some public restroom and locking the outside door as well as the stall. When I came out of the restroom the man was there. He had broken into my car searching for something ... I ran.. ended up at some house. I'm not remembering much about this part. I know there were other people there, a female who owned the house.. it was "creative" in its decor... lots of missing walls, ceilings dripping.. etc.. the man was still after me/us (there was a guy there too, another - keep me safe - kind of guy) we set the house on fire so that some ? evidence wouldn't be there and so we could run out.. and tell the insurance adjuster... who just happened to be there as well... nice lady.
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Still can't seem to wake up in the morning. I even came home last night and went straight to cleaning up my place (usually if my place is a mess, I don't want to "be" there so don't get up all perky). House feels better. but something still doesn't feel right. It is a .. need to break away from old habits, patterns, things, .. feel.. and move on to other things.. But maybe like getting rid of a tooth that is just hanging by a string.. you know you don't want it there.. but it hurts to pull it.
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