Maggot hunting and psychic counseling.... :-s

Ok.... first the dream started out like I was watching a new romantic comedy. It was going to star Meg Ryan (older... ) with?? forgot who. It showed her as a hick-type person falling for a more pristine type guy. The beginning of the movie has her in overalls yelling down to her brother (woody harrelson) who is inside this old hollow tree that goes down under ground. She is yelling at him to get out of there and was saying to hold on, he just wanted to eat a few more... he hadn't had these in soooooo long and they tasted so good. They being maggots. :-s..... special kinda i guess. He went down there initially to see where they were hiding so they could exterminate them. The camera panned down inside the hollow tree where you see all kinds of white wriggly things.. and then the back of woody's head and overalls as he is talking and eating. Then he lights a match down there and takes off and the tree burns up. Then I'm following them back to a house. It turns into me walking behind some women that are all dressed in black. A couple in perfect black lace bodices, perfect hair, makeup and so on. They all seem pretty mean. One of them had a tattoo on her back that was hot pink and I complimented her on it (it was unusual). Then one turned out to be Reese Witherspoon. She seemed mean but then had me follow her. Her hair was blond but she had about a couple inches of brown roots. She was a psychic and so was her sister. She wanted me to go to a counseling session with them. I went into a room that was all white with white furry floors. They sat on the floor and wanted me to join them. They kept talking to each other. They were treating me like I was "special." I had picked up something and was pushing the "right" button or something. Then two guys came in and they were also wanting to ask me questions and see what I was made of. It was odd. One was really nice to me and the other one was more into pushing my buttons to see if I would break. It was kinda of strange.

Cat Icons, super power school and new house

First one, a friend of mine was flying a plane around these ruins. The ruins were huge, like tall as skyscrapers and built around rock structures. They were very amazing. then I noticed the statues. They were all of cats, very stylistic. All different kinds of cats. In my dream I was really wanting to get down there to study them and more about the significance of the cats. Penny kept almost running into the rocks and structures though and laughing, so I wasn't sure I was going to make it to ever see them. Then we landed somewhere .. there was water. I was talking to some old man and we are talking about boats. He had me take a look at three that were on the water (like go and be on them and take a close look). I went over and he asked me what I thought of them. I said well this one isn't good but these two are not bad. I could tell because the ship had teeth around the edges (actual teeth) and you could tell that the one boat wasn't cared for. In the dream I meant cared for in a deeper sense. Like not just washed and kept up, but it wasn't loved. The person who owned it was empty.

Then I was in another dream where I was walking in the town I grew up in. I was walking near this park (which is actually where my grade school was). It was really pretty. It had a rock formation and was covered in ocean (although it was all confined to a park). People were out on boats and playing in the water. It was really nice. Then I saw this seal and her pup. They came over to me and hung out with me. Then I had to walk to school. It was a high school of sorts, but the teachers and students had powers or special skills. I was in a prep meeting for the teachers. One of them was new and she was invisible (she was also Glen Close). There was another instructor there that was invisible and as she walked by, he snipped off a piece of her skirt so he could study it and see how she was doing it. Chevy Chase was an instructor there too and he was at the front of the room with all the kids. He was filling his head with air and making it big and small to the beat of some music to make the students laugh. The students all had powers too but were learning to bring them out and/or refine them. I could float around everywhere and knew what everyone was thinking and doing.

Then I had another dream that my mom bought a house, but a wreck of a house. She sold a brand new one she had to buy one less expensive thinking it would be better and she could pay off debts. All it really did was make it so she had to spend more fixing up this place and/or buying things to make her feel happy because she wasn't.

Kitty hugs and 2-story tents

One I was with a little boy and he gave me a hug sort of. But it is like what a cat would do where they rub their face against yours. So he came up and rubbed his cheek against mine. It was sweet.

Then I had a dream that I was going to the beach or camping or... Well first I was on some farm, then a party was going to be held there for my birthday. My dad was there and he said he had a surprise for me. Then all these horses came and he said I could pick one for myself. There was a beautiful horse there that was gray, so I picked that one. Then came the camping thing... I was helping unpack the car. My dad/stepmom etc. were there and some friends of the family... a mexican family. They had two little girls and a boy. The tent was actually a house that you blew up like a balloon or a raft. It was two stories. The bottom floor had a couple rooms and a kitchen and the top floor had 3-4 bedrooms. The floor of the top floor in the landing/hallway was made of clear plastic and so was the roof, so light could be let into the bottom floor. Was kinda neat.

No idea what to call this one... long

was taking some boxes to this antique's estimator person.. and I had one box that was light blue/pink/lacey... kind renaissance-ish with odds and ends in it.. another very plain black box with an old flag and some things in it. She was going to see what everything was worth. Then I thought what a neat job to find old things and do the research of their history. Then I was seeing some guy. We were at the pool behind the house and there was white wool shag carpet all around the pool. The guy I was seeing was blond. He walked over with a bottle of red wine and poured a spot on the carpet near me on purpose to see if we could get the stain out (to see how careful we needed to be with the wine). Then I was telling him how to get the stain out. It finally all came out. Then we were swimming in the pool and there was a cartoon movie playing on the wall next to the pool (huge) and he was going on and on about how special this cartoon was to him and what the real meaning was behind the cartoon (which I don't remember). Then he had two kids all of a sudden and I was watching his kids at the pool. They were saying (now the pool had people all around it) that this lady had taken my towel, adn some other things of theirs. So I went over to confront the lady and she said.. boy that movie you were just watching.. that is worth hundreds and hundreds now.... I would sure like to borrow it. (she was really creepy and manipulative). Then I went into the house to get my boyfriend and in looking for him to tell him to make everyone leave the pool, it started another part of the dream. The house was huge. It used to be his parents. Lots of antique type things. The kitchen was really old, but the finest of everything at that time -type old. THere was an updated part of the kitchen and then I went around the corner (I was going to steam some potatoes) to look for a big pot and there was even an older kitchen with an aga (one of those ovens that stays on all the time). I came back out and there was an old man sitting and eating w/ the llittle boy kid. The little boy was eating bacon and sausages. Then there was a knock on the door and it was a woman wanting to be hired as a cook/maid/nanny. She seemed nice enough but there was a woman behind her that was miming her every move and at first had weird clown clothes on but then they turned into renaissance clothes. She was kinda like the woman at the pool. She was really cooky and we wanted her out. Ends up she was my bf's sister (which my bf changes later too). THen the next part the kids are walking home from school from across the street. There is a woman again (I think the same just dressed different) and I think she is like a cross walk attendant of sorts and a mom or teacher from the school. I see her daily and then one day the kids come in crying. This woman was telling them that if they don't find jesus and promise themselves to god they would go to hell etc. etc. So I went out and gave the woman what for...etc. Then there is sort of a gathering/party in the livingroom. All you guys are there and my brother and jean-luc and and and... and my bf is now a longer haired Tom Cruise ( I probably feel about tom cruise how you do about bill pullman). So everyone is sitting on this big couch (kinda like the ace hotel) and there is a huge almost imax screen in front of us and we are watching one of those "earth" nature films. It was really cool on Imax because it felt like you were falling off the edge of teh water fall.... or bobbing in the river and stuff. Jean Luc had us all stand on the couch so we would feel even more "there." and he would bump us in parts where it seemed appropriate. My bf went in the kitchen and I went in after him. He seemed to have the same affliction of his sister and he started going a little nuts and was trying to stab me with porcelain knives and then about any one he could find. No one was coming in to help, but then this old black man did. I ran to get more help and then the black man came out and said everything was ok. He had punched him in the stomach which woke him up a bit. THen he came back out in the living room trying to be all normal again, but he gave me the creeps. Whew.. that's it.

real estate

I had a dream last night that I was being driven around to look at homes for sale. This one was supposed to be magnificent and somehow in my price range. I went to go look at it and it was in a nice old neighborhood, up off the street and old and beautiful. Then we went inside and the whole thing had been gutted and turned into some sort of spa but.... not in a pretty way. I was kind of disappointed and was looking to see if I could turn it back to its original condition. A business was still going on in there and so I was also thinking maybe I should just leave them there and rent it as before and hold on to the property. They were all talking about the biz owner there and how wonderful she was. Like she had a magical personality and was an excellent manager. I saw her and she was a bit hippy-esque. Sparkles on her cheeks, a bit of a bud-induced-grin and she was in a dreamy state cleaning all the glass surfaces. It seems that she was checked out but she was actually going with the flow and her gut on most of her decisions and not worring about a thing and that is how it all went so successfully.

Inner Outer

Ok.. before I went to bed last night, I was thinking about how sometimes with people I don't know well, I can knee-jerk into people pleasing mode. Not in a servant, what can I do for you - kind of way, but in a... I can see how they think, know what they like, put myself in their shoes... and so I put my opinions on hold and kinda see their way for a while. In doing this, no one really meets "me." That is not why I do it, but that is an unfortunate result of it, besides spending a lot of time not being me.

Soo... my first dream I was in the late 17th century (going by clothing etc.). I was not low society, but not high society... I could mingle with the higher ones, and was friends with the lower ones. It seems in this dream I left my lower ones and grabbed the hand of a man that I would meet only to gain social status. But when I walked with him and talked, he was wearing scrubs and he ended up being someone I was very close to. He said things to me that were things we used to talk about years ago. It really touched me to where I started crying (and it actually woke me up). It was the kind of thing that was so touching and sweet that it made you cry.

The next dream I was with all these actor types. We were at some fun park of sorts or resort. All of us were staying in hotel rooms. I was the "dork" of the group. I wasn't as pretty, thin, witty, etc. etc. I was reacting off everyone and so was bobbling around never quite feeling myself. Was kind of a miserable feeling. Trying to see what they might like or want and catering to it... while on the outside, being myself.

So these dreams were kind of photo-negatives... the first one - my actions where against who I was, but I was completely steady on the inside. The next dream - my actions were who I was (in the dream) keeping to myself etc... - but I was all a jumble trying to see where I fit - on the inside.

Hmmm....

rock house

First I had to be in the lobby to make sure people were greeted when they came in the building. This was a boring job. Then I saw this girl that worked for us (in real life, I went to first grade with her, then again in 6th grade - she wasn't a nice girl). In this dream she had a medical condition that made her stomach get big. Then I was at an outdoor ?? festival/concert of sorts, but it was at a strip mall and in the street. We were talking about concerts that we had been to lately, and I said I went to Joan Jet and the Blackhearts. Then I needed to drive in a truck somewhere and a guy in a skateboard showed up behind me holding on to the back of my truck. Ended up I knew him. He was someone I went to high school with. I saw him in my rear view mirror. We had instant chemistry, a very nice warm feeling. Then he got in the truck and wanted to show me something. So we drove kind of out in the country, but it was more like the desert hills. We drove up to this house and went inside, it was a different kind of house. It was built into the mountain and rock, so that the inside walls against the mountain side were actual rock. It was pretty. We made out a bit and then his mother and brother and little cousins (little girls about 2 and 3) showed up. We got up quickly to make it look like he was just showing me the house. The mom started talking to me about her son, and why did I ignore him when I was in high school. I told her he had a bad reputation etc. She was trying to get us together. Then I looked around the house and they had this christmas tree that looked a little scraggley. It was where the whole family would come to spend Christmas... that was it.