Ok.. I had a dream I was driving a car then realized it was my car.. then realized it was a very nice car and then was kind of coming to reality that my life has changed.
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I was driving back from ?? somewhere in the Atlantic Ocean I guess, because next stop was NY driving west from the road. I had driven this trip several times (in the dream)... and was remembering I part enjoyed it... and was partly dreading how long it was. Then I tried to stop that thought and thought... just focus on each moment and enjoy it. Then I went off the path a bit adn there were all these tree branches etc. I thought.. the car can't make it down here, I must not go this way normally. I explored a little. There were these strange orchids that had pod feet that you could stick to any surface and they would grow. They were quite pretty. Then some strange alligators and man eating fish that were about the size of an oblong Frisbee. I turned to leave. Then I was in a house and clearing out the rest of my stuff. Odds n Ends like at the end of a move, but it was where someone else lived as well. I found some things I thought I had lost. I could tell the person was anxious for me to get my stuff finally and get moving. I told him about the fish and he shrugged and said.. those things are everywhere.
Friday, May 28, 2010
Sunday, May 23, 2010
space ship, acorn hunting, train and song...
I was in the area where all of the spaceships were.. (little fighter ones)... I realized the bad guys had secretly infiltrated out troops as our troops.. I knew I had to run into one of the ships and start blowing up all of our ships. Normally I think I would have checked in with people... , gotten their backup, feedback, support, confirmation etc... but I knew I had to just do it and deal with the ramifications. So I got in the ship and started spinning it in circles and shooting everything.
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I was shopping with my friend Matt for my friend Penny's birthday. I saw an acorn that was sparkly and white and wanted to get her that one.. then I saw a bronze one .. then some christmas decor. My friend Matt saw what I picked out and he wanted to give her the white one.. he was upset that I had picked it out.. I shrugged and said well there is also the bronze one and the xmas decor?? But you can have the white one if you like..
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I was on the train with a lot of people on some journey... It was kind of an open train. Not much seating, big windows and open air in some places. Also a bar along the windows so you can stand there. We went by a train going in the opposite direction. There was a circus/carnival type group on it and the cars had no walls... they saw us coming so as we rode by each other, they performed for us. We all yelled out thank you soooo much...
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woke up with this Styx song today
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I was shopping with my friend Matt for my friend Penny's birthday. I saw an acorn that was sparkly and white and wanted to get her that one.. then I saw a bronze one .. then some christmas decor. My friend Matt saw what I picked out and he wanted to give her the white one.. he was upset that I had picked it out.. I shrugged and said well there is also the bronze one and the xmas decor?? But you can have the white one if you like..
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I was on the train with a lot of people on some journey... It was kind of an open train. Not much seating, big windows and open air in some places. Also a bar along the windows so you can stand there. We went by a train going in the opposite direction. There was a circus/carnival type group on it and the cars had no walls... they saw us coming so as we rode by each other, they performed for us. We all yelled out thank you soooo much...
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woke up with this Styx song today
Lady lyrics Lady, when you’re with me I’m smiling Give me all your love Your hands build me up when I’m sinking Just touch me and my troubles all fade Lady, from the moment I saw you Standing all alone You gave all the love that I needed So shy, like a child who has grown You’re my lady of the morning Love shines in your eyes Sparkling, clear, and lovely You’re my lady Lady, turns me on when I’m lonely Show me all your charm Evenings when she lays down beside me Just take me gently into your arms Your my lady of the morning Love shines in your eyes Sparkling, clear, and lovely You’re my lady Lady of the morning Love shines in your eyes Sparkling, clear, and lovely You’re my ... lady
Monday, May 17, 2010
french toast ear muffs
working at a job
gym
wrong gym.. couldn't find cardio.. although had just been doing lunges on a treadmill, but there was supposed to be another floor. Left the gym and was in a large complex of white buildings with bridges to each other and was looking for the other gym floor (maybe to change clothes or something).
I had some baby twins (not mine). We were walking by this cartoony looking building. I think it was supposed to be an advertisement for milk etc. There was some person looking out a window dressed in a plush cow costume. I had already got the twins some free plush cows. Then there was some large lady with french toast ear muffs. I said... could they get some of those? She was all rhyming with her answer, but more or less saying no. But she gave me some other things. The twins were holding on to them and we had to get back. Then these other little kids and mother started coming after us. They wanted our goods. Now, instead of a building, we were outside. I was running down narrow trails with sticklery branches trying to get myself and the twins away from these little monsters (no real monsters... the kids). So I saw we were running on ice, so I ran and jumped on my hind end to see if we could slide faster down the trail. Then we were in a big line of people. It was like I was in some sort of game, but a real life one. We all had to go through these trials and tests to get out. I was with someone else. I guess he was part of our group. He did this really hard test. Jumping from one pipe to another... having to disarm anther pipe by hitting it with a rock. and then he was gone. I thought he did that for our "team.".... I was thinking... am I supposed to do this while carrying twins??? NO way. I then saw him running in the line to meet up with someone he knew (I was far away but could see him I guess for the story's sake). He ran to find his buddy in line who was submerged in mud. They all were... in the line to leave. He was excited saying he got out. His buddy said "and where are the rest of them?" He replied, "Still back there." He yelled at him saying we were supposed to do it together etc. Then all of a sudden (no joke) That dog from that movie (can't remember) but very large dog that could fly... realized the news and was angry.. was in the air... he looked much older now and scraggly. I think he was coming to get mad at the guy... but then to come save us. And I felt better. ;)
gym
wrong gym.. couldn't find cardio.. although had just been doing lunges on a treadmill, but there was supposed to be another floor. Left the gym and was in a large complex of white buildings with bridges to each other and was looking for the other gym floor (maybe to change clothes or something).
I had some baby twins (not mine). We were walking by this cartoony looking building. I think it was supposed to be an advertisement for milk etc. There was some person looking out a window dressed in a plush cow costume. I had already got the twins some free plush cows. Then there was some large lady with french toast ear muffs. I said... could they get some of those? She was all rhyming with her answer, but more or less saying no. But she gave me some other things. The twins were holding on to them and we had to get back. Then these other little kids and mother started coming after us. They wanted our goods. Now, instead of a building, we were outside. I was running down narrow trails with sticklery branches trying to get myself and the twins away from these little monsters (no real monsters... the kids). So I saw we were running on ice, so I ran and jumped on my hind end to see if we could slide faster down the trail. Then we were in a big line of people. It was like I was in some sort of game, but a real life one. We all had to go through these trials and tests to get out. I was with someone else. I guess he was part of our group. He did this really hard test. Jumping from one pipe to another... having to disarm anther pipe by hitting it with a rock. and then he was gone. I thought he did that for our "team.".... I was thinking... am I supposed to do this while carrying twins??? NO way. I then saw him running in the line to meet up with someone he knew (I was far away but could see him I guess for the story's sake). He ran to find his buddy in line who was submerged in mud. They all were... in the line to leave. He was excited saying he got out. His buddy said "and where are the rest of them?" He replied, "Still back there." He yelled at him saying we were supposed to do it together etc. Then all of a sudden (no joke) That dog from that movie (can't remember) but very large dog that could fly... realized the news and was angry.. was in the air... he looked much older now and scraggly. I think he was coming to get mad at the guy... but then to come save us. And I felt better. ;)
Sunday, May 09, 2010
learning to read...
Initially there was a dream with a woman in it. It seemed to be the early 1900s...
Then I was with an exbf. We were in bed talking. I had a wine glass in my hand that had held grapefruit juice. He was telling me someone was coming over.. I was thinking... shouldn't you leave? you are married. I sneezed and the glass shook. The liquid had formed a pattern that was kind of interested. I was looking at it and wanted him to see it. Then I said.. isn't it strange how this grapefruit juice almost looks like milk? It was milky pink. He said.. It's the resin.
Then I was in a room with some guys. We were working on some project or something? One (a guy I went to highschool with) was all worried about learning to read or learn a language or something. He picked a subject that he wasn't fond of to learn with and he was struggling. I said....I think it would be helpful if you picked something you were excited or passionate about to learn what you need to learn. You would be more enthused to learn the words etc.
Then I was with an exbf. We were in bed talking. I had a wine glass in my hand that had held grapefruit juice. He was telling me someone was coming over.. I was thinking... shouldn't you leave? you are married. I sneezed and the glass shook. The liquid had formed a pattern that was kind of interested. I was looking at it and wanted him to see it. Then I said.. isn't it strange how this grapefruit juice almost looks like milk? It was milky pink. He said.. It's the resin.
Then I was in a room with some guys. We were working on some project or something? One (a guy I went to highschool with) was all worried about learning to read or learn a language or something. He picked a subject that he wasn't fond of to learn with and he was struggling. I said....I think it would be helpful if you picked something you were excited or passionate about to learn what you need to learn. You would be more enthused to learn the words etc.
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
shoppping and scary loft and mands
I was shopping with my family at some special warehouse sale. My step mom wanted to buy a game. it was a dvd that was a historical movie but it was a game. You had to look for clues in the movie... could be the words, could be pictures... or could be if images would create a symbol .. (like if you blurred your eyes... you would see that the people in the film created the shape of a cross or something although not meaning to for the story).....
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then had a dream that my friend sascha wanted to video cam.... he turned it on ,but forgot.. so I saw him and his girlfriend in ways I shouldn't... her flirting and so on.... I felt very uncomfortable... then I saw where I was living... a loft in an old building but there were skeletons etc.. carved out of wood as the beams of the roof.. was very scary. I needed to concentrate on other things...
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I was sitting with a guy I went to highschool with... He had thought I was having a conversation with someone regarding how well a guy is endowed. The guy had a small frame and tiny hands. I wanted to dispute the idea of the size of the hands vs.... etc. So he said... Mands (man's hands put together) really can be all sizes and so on... I just thought it was funny his use of the word "mands." Then I was recalling a dream in the dream. I had been kissing someone and it felt sooo real. Was strange. Then I went into my bfs (this guy I have no idea who he is)... room. I noticed he had video taped me while dreaming and I was actually making faces like I was kissing someone :-s... and then I noticed he had copied my journals and notes and so on and went through all of my things. I think I was so upset and disappointed that I was beyond getting mad somehow. It was as if my feelings just went to not being upset to feeling empathy for him wondering how he must feel to do such a thing.
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