Wednesday, October 27, 2010

weight loss program, blue robots, and a tree house

I was in a room with a bunch of girls from highschool. The naturally thin, perfectly cute ones etc......
At first I thought I was just hanging out with them then I realized that I was being paid for a study to see if a product would work on me so I wouldn't be so fat and could look more like them (I'm not fat, but I think I always thought they were perfect at the time and because I wasn't thin... etc. etc.). They were the "control" in the study who would eat the same way I ate. I had to live with them etc. :P  They were all in bikinis looking perfect and I hadn't seen a real perfect body up that close before etc. I was just thinking...wow.. how nice to not have extra slabs of skin etc. A friend of mine was there, he was kind of like their Charlie (Charlie's Angels), and he was kind of shaking his head at me. He was saying ... yeah... she might be able to lose the weight, but she still won't be like you guys.... she'll still look big and he was taking his hands and blocking out my shoulders from his vision to see what I might look like if i wasn't so big. J Lo was the manager of the project.



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had another dream ... there were these small blue computer type chips. I was kidnapped by this motorcycle type guy (but sporty, blue and white bike and he was clean and not kidnapper type). He was working with this women. They were agents of sorts and they wanted something from me. I was surprised though because they put me in a room where I could easily get out. They also walked in and out of the room and talked to me as if a peer. There was a bowl on the table that had tiny blue stones, some with wires. I realized they were little robot things that could get under your skin. Eek.... Then I saw a woman.. she was Mrs. Coulter from Golden Compass. She was riding away on a motorcycle with a swami. I was thinking to yell for her but didn't understand why she was with the swami (in my dream the bad guy). She was a good guy initially in my dream. Then the kidnappers where saying... Yeah... I knew it... there she goes. So in actuality, they were saving me from her.... not kidnapping me. 


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another dream.. some sort of giant tree house, family there, some formal function, but it was sort of ornate and ?? fantasy version. Preparing in a room or something....?? isn't clear. 

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