Friday, October 29, 2010

race track

I dreamed I was at some film location. They were in the midst of filming a scene. I didn't quite feel like I belonged there or that maybe I was supposed to be doing a job I didn't like so was skirting my duties. There was an open empty building, sheets or fabric hanging from the ceiling. Not sure if this was to make small rooms to work in or if it was part of the scene. I walked by the snack bar, the makeup station,etc. etc. I started talking to one of the stars. He was kind of a big guy, chubby and tall, with a nice face. He was chatting to me for a bit. I had a feeling of neat and then... he doesn't know who I am not... as in not really with the film. I thought if he knew, he wouldn't be chatting to me. Then I remember a bus or...??? Then I was at a track (as in track and field). I was dressed up in a cheerleader uniform, but not a cute one. It was wide and made out of unattractive fabric. I saw a reflection of us. There were three of us walking around the track doing our cheer. I looked horrible. They were cute and thin and I just looked big. I wanted to hide but then I thought... everyone has been seeing you like this. Just because it was a shock to you doesn't mean it is to everyone else. So I kept to my duty and cheered.

No comments: