Wednesday, December 28, 2011

blind leading

I dreamt that I was "given" some people to help. I was kind of nervous because I didn't feel like I was ready for this and didn't know what to expect. But I was also very excited to help people solve their problems and had faith that answers would come. The first man that came to me was in his early 50s. He looked deflated... like he had been on a very long journey, had not given up hope, but had also lost his way and was tired. I asked him what I could help him with. He replied.. "I have never known what I wanted to do..." Ugh.. how could I help him with this??? This was my problem. But I knew I was gifted at helping people find what they need so I started in on questions. I asked him if he had ever done anything in his past that he would get lost in... even if it was as a little boy playing in the mud. I thought we could start there... and maybe recreate that feeling. The expression on his face didn't look fruitful. I felt like he had spent so much of his life looking outwardly and forward for his answers... that he had detached from himself.

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