Sunday, February 12, 2012

getting ready

I dreamt I was at (GH)'s house. In the dream his house was near a Disney ride, The Nutty Professor (the older version, not the new one). I was going to a little shop to help them prepare for some event. It felt old, like it had been there for years and so had their traditions. The inside was filled with little treasures, antique's, tchotchkes, clothing, etc. It was set up in a winding ornate way where one thing led you to the next. There was also an outside area. I went to the outside and moved things around to set them up. GH was there too. I felt like we were both playing parts. Part of that felt good and sweet, the other part felt forced and empty. I liked the idea, not the reality.That is how the store felt too... wonderful treasures that you want to keep, but at the same time held you back from the freshness of now. Some of the older "tea" type ladies came out. They were helping me with my skirt as it needed to be refitted. I realized I had grown somehow and so it needed to be let out. I was sad that it was being let out a bit although I accepted it as part of life. It was a light antique blue netting... delicate, but strong in its own way.

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