Saturday, April 06, 2013

horse buggy

I dreamt I was at a house. I think at first it felt like mine and then no. There was an underlying stress feeling like I had to be out at some time, yet at the same time I had a feeling of freedom? power?

I was cleaning or doing something and some friends came over. Then they were gone an older man was there. Older... maybe late 50s early 60s. He was very fit, had on red shorts and a red running jacket. It seems he was interested in me. I think normally I would have been put off, partly by his age, partly his clothing... but he was very alive, very energetic, very excited about life and what he was talking about. Nothing about him seemed old. I liked him.

Then it was time to go. I got in a horse carriage and was on my way. It was a bit more like a caravan of people. We were all going through the mountains. I think others were in normal cars or vans. I was in the horse and carriage with a couple of others. I was able to stand outside the carriage like one of the men who waited on the rich did. We were driving in the mountains along cliffs. It was exhilarating and beautiful to be able to see from this vantage point. I was a little scared, but I had my elbow locked around a pole, so I knew I was safe. Then a semi truck was driving in the opposite lane. I needed to pull my body in the carriage but I wasn't fast enough. I looked up at the driver... he knew it would crush me if I didn't pull in. He looked down and smiled. Not an evil smile, but like a grin... of "I know you are there, this is uncomfortable, I won't hurt you.... but you need to experience this.... you'll get through it."  An all knowing grin.

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