Friday, April 12, 2013

seagreen ladybugs


I dreamt that RVB was coming to visit as a surprise. I was in an upstairs apartment. My curtains were open and he and a couple of BW's friends peeked in. I wished that I had closed the window and locked the door. I really didn't want company. They came in and all were nice. I was to go with them all to a party that my friend AS was having. I was kind of happy to see her as I hadn't seen her baby yet. There were many people there, all nice. I went outside for a second. Ladybugs had landed on my shirt sleeve, a pale sea green one with black dots and a lavender one. They were pretty and unique... almost felt like pets. I went back inside. I  could find RVB. I figured he was tired from his flight from the Netherlands and so was taking a nap. I saw his clothes laid out on a bed and realized he was showering. I went back in the room with the others and he finally came out all clean. We were to go to an address where we would stay during his visit. It was in a different part of town. AS seemed to know the place and people that lived around there. I never did see the baby.

I panicked. I realized I had missed a dinner (one I am actually having tonight) do to all of the commotion. I didn't even call him, so he must have been waiting at the restaurant. I didn't have one good excuse. I woke up actually feeling panicked that it really happened.


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