Monday, May 26, 2014

ex camping

going camping or on a trip

I was with m y ex's parents. They were happy and helping me and seeing if I needed anything. We were all going to meet up later.
I called MT, but accidentally got benoit, I hadn't spokent to him since college.It was nice and he asked if I wanted to talk to JBDS and I laughed and said no no.... then I was talking to Cendrine... all friends from that time. It was strange and nice.


midgets and easter eggs

I dreamt that I was living in a new place. I seemed to be roommates with a friend. She seemed like a newish friend. Someone I was an acquaintance with, but never knew really well. She was dating a guy, a very short and stout one ...and then there was this other guy, not as small but also very short. The two bedrooms faced each other with no real wall in between, although it still felt ok. I thought the other guy was someone's boyfriend, but I guess that was past tense. As started randomly making out. I'm not sure why... it was like.. well food is here, may as well eat it. I didn't feel horrible about it, but I didn't like that I was doing it either. The new roommate was now someone else, a good friend of mine, a bit more conservative friend. I thought I was going to have to watch myself, my behavior.. I couldn't make out with the random roommate guy in the house. Normally I wouldn't like someone cramping my style, but I liked this. I thought, it will make me think, plan, get more specific about what I really want instead of just being a tumbleweed and taking what is available. The girl roommate started going through a door (I didn't know the apartment too well), that seemed to go to the back. I expected to see a parking lot, but there was a large backyard. It was nicely manicured, beautiful soft green grass. I was so excited to have a place to be outside. I didn't realize how much I missed it.



Then I was in the store next door. I saw these east chocolates and realized I needed to get my mom something. She was there too and was looking at the same things to get for me. I stopped and asked if we could just let one cancel out the other. I really didn't want chocolate eggs, she didn't either... so let's just know the thought was there and call it a day.