uncouth

I dreamt that I was at a wedding. All of my step cousins were there and extended family. I didn't feel completely part of them, but I didn't feel completely excluded either. The wedding was held outside and in tents and small buildings, each for a different use... some coat "closets," others places to change, hold food, dance, etc. I felt like I was having a good time, but part of me felt self conscious as if possibly I was being uncouth in a small way. There was a very small baby there that I was holding, a step cousins new baby. It was tiny and sweet. I think I was initially holding it to help someone, but then carried it with me, partially looking for someone else to take it, but partially not minding holding it. Someone finally took the baby. I think I was overly self conscious because I was now worrying if they took the infant due to my behavior. Although I was doing nothing wrong.