carving life

I dreamt I was watching over kids of a family. It was a large home in the country. They all seemed different some how. They were all blond, very bonded, maybe I was different.  I went upstairs to check out the place. The family would carve the names of the children into the vaulted walls when they were born. It was very ornate and they carved decorations around them. It was kind of beautiful.  There were carvings all continuing around it denoting their life.  RVB showed up and I was showing him the carvings. He kissed me and we were starting to get intimate and then noticed all of the children had been hiding up there. We quickly got up and followed them to what we thought was their meal time, but then there were many many children and teens and young adults. They were all there at long tables outside. It felt more like a camp, a hidden camp. There were going to be some activities, like musical chairs and drawing contests. It seemed like a fun time for them, but I felt a bit confused. I walked by some chaos at the musical chairs and by then had lost RVB. I went to go get my art supplies case and decided to join in on the drawing contest. I couldn't find it. I looked and looked and then saw that someone had taken it all apart. They were willing to give it back to me, but I didn't want it now. Have of the pieces were broken and it was a mess.