woke up to Roll Out The Barrel in my head

Roll Out The Barrel

(Beer Barrel Polka)

There's a garden, what a garden,
Only happy faces bloom there,
And there's never any room there,
For a worry or a gloom there
Oh there's music and there's dancing,
And a lot of sweet romancing
When they play the polka
They all get in the swing

Every time they hear that oom-pa-pa,
Everybody feels so tra-la-la
They want to throw their cares away,
They all go lah-de-ah-de-ay
Then they hear a rumble on the floor,
It's the big surprise they're waiting for
And all the couples form a ring,
For miles around you'll hear them sing...

Roll out the barrel,
We'll have a barrel of fun
Roll out the barrel,
We've got the blues on the run
Zing boom tararrel,
Ring out a song of good cheer
Now's the time to roll the barrel,
For the gang's all here

checkout

I dreamt that I was at the store buying odds n ends. I decided to go through the do it yourself checkout line. I was feeling bumbly and dropped something, then continued and was less than graceful about the whole thing. People in line were waiting, which made it a little more awkward. I then took out my card to pay but first I didn't recognize which card to use. Was I on something? I felt out of it and in control of not one part of my body or brain. I finally found the right card the first swipe didn't work. Then I noticed the screen went back to a home screen when my hand brushed it. Great, now I have to re-scan everything, I thought. But then I just tried my card again just in case and it went through, and it did. And I wanted to go right what ever was wrong with myself.

woke up to this song in my head Wish You Were Here

"Wish You Were Here"

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

Did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
Did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

meditation

I dreamt that I was meditating... there was music... a bit native american-esque. First I was irritated. I didn't like the music or the visions I was getting... I was on dry cracked dirt, dry crackling trees, dry grass.... then I started feeling it... I was in space or the stars or whatever you like to call that area where you can float around. I was slowly spinning in the sky. It was ok for a bit until I started thinking about what a star really was... a rock... and then I was on a rock in space and the fun ended. I tried again... then Robert Downy Jr. showed up.. he was trying to teach me how to float fly... to not effort... To not just float, but not try to fly. It was a pure letting go and just enjoying the experience without concerning myself with direction, goals, how am I doing this?  Then a friend showed up, DH. He floated to me and we were forehead to forehead. And zoom... I was beyond beyond. I felt high and amazing and like I was on some happy gas from the dentist's office. This lasted a while until he was gone and so was I. I just felt good.... no body.... just good.

dusk

I dreamt that I went outside at dusk. It was like I entered a world that humans normally don't get to see. There were a bunch of lilies growing and the flowers and the leaves were bio-luminescent. Then two white owls flew down on the grass to hang out for the evening and there were humming birds darting in and out of the trees singing.  It was beautiful.