apartments malls etc...

I had a dream that I had married a guy I went to highschool with. No one I had dated in the past, just a guy that was in some of my classes. I was visiting my mom and she was living in some sort of house/apartment where the back of her house was next to a walk way that went around a lake. It was pretty nice. There were lots of ducks. Then the place was kind of mine, and I kept wanting to show them this one spot in the lake where I had put a cute tiny lobster and some other cute fish and for some reason they just stayed in that little area like they were family. The first time I showed it, I jumped in the water. Not right at the edge, but jumped far so I was in the middle. The water was warm and nice. The next time I showed the area, I was having a harder time finding it and then it was like it was connected to a very very fancy mall. Only high end stores and a store per brand instead of department type stores. I walked up to one and the outside had a table with a cabbage and a knife. I picked up the knife and was able to chop the cabbage very easily and I really wanted the knife. Then this old man was next to me started giving me advice. Saying it wasn't the knife, it was how you use it and then how you take care of it. Then I started walking through a baby clothes store and I could hear my mom and a friendn talking, so I kept walking to be a little ahead so they wouldnt' find me (not sure why). I was still thinking about the idea that I was just married and was very unhappy about it. Why had I married him? I didn't want to and now I wanted out. I was thinking immediate divorce. My mom told me that if it is within 4 days of the wedding, I could just sign a thing and would be divorced. Then I just had to do it and tell him. He had already planned to move into my place, and then I had this other gal living there too. No one I really cared for. It was a nice apartment and I had a closet where I could actually hang bras and underwear (it was kind of nice really). And I started to go through old lingerie that I had never worn and decided to give some of it away. THen this friend of mine was asking how the to women (the one staying at my place and another that had just shown up) were getting along. I really didnt' care, nor did I want them in my place. I decided to move. THis move would take me farther away from downtown, but would get me away from having roommates. I was kind of excited. Then I talked to the landpersons about it and then I didn't want to move. Hmmmmm.... that was about it.

April 07 dream...

moving paintings around for a painting exhibitone guy/dad like figure was saying paint , be creative.. paint down what ever comes up in your mind...so at the same time.. he was painting an apple.... and the guy right next to him was painting a very similar picture w/ a diff medium (chalk on suran wrap)..;)
he said something like ...unless you are happy, you never reach full peace... which it is this energy that you want to spread.

Then there were parts about Ken (artist friend).... him visiting another blip of a radio saying.. check to see if he knew her number before.. blah blah blah ... this girl there saying thank you to me for being a good friend, moving around "pin" boards to place the art on. I was organizing... everyone else was painting

Song in head on awaking - April 07

I woke up with this song going on in my head ... and the same thing happened another day

Tongue-tied,
(I'm) short of breath,
don't even try Try a little harder Something's wrong,
you're not naive, you must be strong
Ooh, baby, try Hey girl, move a little closer.
You're
CHORUS:
Too shy shy Hush hush, eye to eye
Too shy shy Hush hush, eye to eye
Too shy shy Hush hush, eye to eye
Too shy shy Hush hush

Modern medicine falls short of your complaints
Ooh, try a little harder
You're moving in circles, won't you dilate
Baby try Hey girl, move a little closer 'Cause, you're

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This one on another day...

Come take my hand
You should know me
I've always been in your mind
You know that I'll be kind
I'll be guiding you
Building your dream
Has to start now
There's no other road to take
You won't make a mistake
I'll be guiding you
You have to believe we are magic
Nothin' can stand in our way
You have to believe we are magic
Don't let your aim ever stray
And if all your hopes survive
Your destiny will arrive
I'll bring all your dreams alive
For youFrom where I stand
You are home free
The planets align so rare
There's promise in the air
And I'm guiding you
Through every turn
I'll be near you
I'll come anytime you call
I'll catch you when you fall
I'll be guiding you
You have to believe we are magic
Nothin' can stand in our way
You have to believe we are magic
Don't let your aim ever stray
And if all your hopes survive
Your destiny will arrive
I'll bring all your dreams alive
For you

other planets... and floating

Ok.. I guess it has been a while since I have written down some dreams.

1
I was on another planet with a coworker. We were both digging in the soil looking for signs of life on that planet. He wasn't coming up with anything but I found a cookie tin and other things... Then a man showed up... he told us to follow him back to ??? I told him we were not from there. He looked at us funny. I said we were from Earth... He didn't seem familiar with it. So we follow him back to what seemed to be building... almost like a business park. We went inside and there were all of these researchers, some computers, lots of windows etc. A very nice feel in the office. There didn't seem to be a ?? well... no competition, political stuff going on. Everyone was working towards the same goal peacefully. It was nice. So I talked to another guy who looked like Seymore Hoffman. I told him we were from Earth and had he heard of it. He said yes... just some of the people there were not and had never been. This planet was being used to grow crops etc. and either be a resource in the future to Earth or a place to move to in the future. BUt it was very controled and protected. They were doing tests on what could grow there and what couldn't etc. I offered to help and they were going to give me some paper work to do. Then I ran into my old choir teacher from grade school. I said ... Mrs. B@@@@!! Is thatyou? She said no.. must be someone else. But I was sure it was her. Even had the same Boston accent. I didn't feel like she was lying but it was almost like her past was erased.

2
Another dream that I was going to take a ship up to another planet. We were all getting schooled on how to "be" there etc. Others were almost ?? "followers" of sorts. They believed something would happen to them (good) on the planet. I wasn't one of the followers and was asking for proof and facts of these good happenings. Then I woke up.

3
Had a dream I was floating out of my body. It felt really real. I was floating from where I was at the time of the dream. I could see myself sleeping in my bed, it being dark etc. I kept trying to get back to my body. It was a very scary feeling. I finally made it then I woke up.

4
I dreamt that I was shopping with some friends and then we went to the very top of this sky scraper. We were going to have lunch up there. Then I felt the building move. I asked if they felt it adn they said no.. that I was just probably dizzy or something. Then it happened again where the building swayed and they noticed it. Then the swaying became more and more dramatic to where we felt like the building would collapse. The building's top was getting close to the ground so I took a chance and jumped and landed in the river. I thought it would be better to risk hurting myself falling then with the building collapsing. I made it fine etc.. don't remember the rest.

School and Work

I dreamt that I was a nanny or house manager for this couple. They were a nice couple with one child. All with dark shiny hair. I was doing things well and they liked my work and me. At one point I was sitting on their bed with them and we were all calling a number to have something fixed.. the guy leaned over to pick up the phone but it also made it so the wife could not see my face and he kissed me. I quickly jumped up and said I had to attend to something else and left the house. When I left I was near some chain link fence near a school. It was the first day and I did not sign up for things correctly or missed something so that the day of school started and I wasn't prepared. I was running around wanting to figure things out, where to sign up for classes, where the classes were located, etc. Then I saw a class going on by a swimming pool and thought.. I don't know what my class is, but this one looks nice so I will just sit and take it. Maybe later I could change my morning class to that one. I sat there on the cement next to the pool and watched the instructor on the far side of the pool. He was instructing the class to do different floor exercises. I didn't much care for the instructor, but I was enjoying the atmosphere and people using their bodies. Then an instructor's helper came buy. A blond guy with not the shortest hair, but not long either.. he seemed like an energetic and happy person. I saw that he kept doing things with the pool and always around me. Then finally he sat down on the cement and did the exercises we were doing but kept looking over to me to see if I was admiring his skills. It turned out he liked me. I was thinking .. why me out of all the women there. So then somehow we are (him, myself, another couple, some other people) all at a house and going to stay there for a holiday. And he is very sweet to me, listens to me, plays and snuggles, etc. Was a nice feeling.

Then the next dream, I was on some sort of retreat with the people i work with. It was at a very fancy hotel in vegas (but nothing that exists). The hotel was beautiful and dark. Lots of dark red velvet, beautiful wood work, old style furniture etc. Our team would meet downstairs daily in this parlor. We had chairs all in a circle. We were given a project to come with a disertation? on a problem that needed a solution. We would meet for dinner regularly, have scotch after dinner in the cozy parlor, it was all very nice. We were in the dining room at one point and I needed to leave to use the bathroom. I went to the bathroom and it was all marble. All the stalls were busy though it seemed and all had men in them... and they were showering. So I thought I would try the men's room and found the same. So I went back and decided to go up to my room. I needed to go up a large staircase (very wide) but they were currently doing a fashion show/dance presentation on it. If you waited on the side you could be allowed to go up between dancers. The dancers were all very regal and confident, even the very young ones. A girl in a green dress went up successfully before me, but when it was my turn, it seems more dancers kept coming. I tried going up the side behind a man in the tuxedo who seemed to be in charge of the presentation, but for some reason my legs were not agile enough. I finally was able to go up because one of the dancers grabbed my hand to pull me up. He left his performance to talk to me upstairs. He spoke with a russian accent and wore a green full body suit with swirls of color on it and had a painted face. He was seemed unfulfilled in his work and then he looked out our hands. He said that hands were one of the oldest languages. That you could understand and communicate so much through the hands, but people have forgotten and they try and use intellect instead, which doesn't work as well. Then we spoke of things he could do to bring awarness back about hands. Later I went back to the parlor. There was another group meeting next to us that were all very nice looking men and all gay. One looked just like Tony Curtis and I wanted to tell him he should really play him in a movie. So I went to sit down with my group. Fritz (a current coworker) was supposed to be there, but he was on the second story of the room looking out a window and had some campy hat on. I didn't really recognize the others at first. I was sitting next to an older woman and she was very helpful and had good advice. She was also very calm like she knew herself well enough that no request of her was about failure or success, she would do what she her abilities would allow and that had to be ok. If it wasn't, it wasn't her problem. None of this in a rebellious or stubborn way, more of like it was a "truth." Later Kim (another current coworker) came down and she was very very nice. Also in the same mode as the women, but less so. Then I woke up.

landing on my feet

I was in some building and a guy was doing a performance. He was pretending to be a ventriloquist's dummy. He was very strange. Then I need to escape because I realized I was with bad people. I started to run and they ran after me. I picked up something that had fire on it and threw it at them and they guy said "great... now look what you did, it is too late now..." and I saw that there was gas leaking in places and the whole place was seconds from exploding. In my dream I felt like I was about to die... but I ran anyway. I ended up making it out of the building but then right out into more chaos. There were people running everywhere. I think the explosion caused some sort of damn or something to break and a wall of water was coming our way. Again I felt as if I was about to die but I ran anyway. I kept running over piles of broken pavement and rocks and I made it. Then I was running beside everyone else and there were these two girls I guess I was partnering with. We stopped and I took out a syringe. They looked at me and said.. I knew you were going to poison us. I was thinking .. huh?? But there was some agreement that two of the three had to die, we were going to choose who on the way and it was just accepted.. but I ran again... and made it.

Bombed building...

Old dream I found on some scrap paper...

I was in an old bombed brick building being taught a class. I was sitting on broken dishes and on pillars. We were watching a film through a broken wall. We were "inside" and we were looking through the wall to the outside where the film was projecting. I had to move material that was hanging from the ceiling out of the way to see the film. We had a bathroom break, so I went to use it and was in the handicapped stall. There was a security camera in there that was for in case anyone was hurt while in there...

. . . .

I was in Venice ... floating on a slab of cement in the canals. I didn't have much control of how I was floating or where. There was a floating ?? memorial of sorts. It was draped in curtains and there was a coffin inside. I didn't want to flow through because you were so close to the coffin and the dead girl inside. This girl was saying I had to go through it. .. yeesh.....

dream from 12/6/05

first I had a dream that we knew the world was ending... something about the sun... it had either been orbiting at an unmeasurably slow rate that we didn't notice and was just getting closer... or something similar... not everyone knew though... my first thought was to get a hold of some sort of drug to kill myself before it got here.. it would dry up crops first (quickly) as well as make the air unbreathable etc....
then I had a dream about another person from the ex's group... kind of the group ?? idiot?? he was sweet though and married a little gal that was fitting.. but anyhoo.. saw him and her in my dream in an Irish sort of pub and had beers with them... was nice
then had another dream where I could fly.... I would hold on to my soccer ball?? (or maybe it was a volleyball) and just think in a certain area and would go right to it. If I doubted my abilities or thought about it too much... like how it worked etc.. I would fall... but if I just focussed on the end point.. would make it there no problem... I flew up first and saw two different games going.. one soccer game.. but some sort of ultimate soccer .. HUGE field.. something like 4 teams.. for different goal nets etc... then another that was a huge soccer ball, smaller court... and like 2 players... then I flew towards the hills.. trees, forest... between homes... villagers...etc. landed near this home... walked by these motor cycle riders (that in the dream were my friend Matt's ex's friends)... then into an old victorian house... saw a woman there and she asked if I wanted a 9 card reading.... thinking she just wanted money... I passed.. and said I would like to rent a room. So I went into the room with pillows.. blankets etc.. took a little rest and then a visitor came.. a man who was a travelor.. I knew him from something and wanted to know more about his travels and who he was... then I left.. (and woke up I think)

Dream I had 7/8/05

these zombies.. as long as you fed them or kept them busy on an acitivity.. they wouldn't eat you.. but they would lose track a lot so it was constant attention.. so I decided to leave.. and went down the street.. and realized no one else was taking care of their zombies like I was... so they were all pretty focussed on attaining my brains I guess... so I was running.. and this gal falls off her bike and has blood running down her forehead.. so I thought she was a zombie and was about to shoot her and she screamed not to.. so I didn't
then this other gal.. a jogger (and I think her friend) was walking up.. and the gal didn't see her.. and I saw she was going to be a zombie at one point or other (and she looked high maintenance)... so I shot her in the neck... (very good shot I might add)
so this jogger gal.. was holding her neck and making gurgly noises... and her friend walks up to her and goes.. oh... man I had that same thing happen last week (having no idea that she was just shot and thought she was having flem issues)
I actually started laughing in my dream...

dream I had 1/25/05

one I was in the army or service of some sort.... was at a gathering thing... with my old boss and this big guy comes by and is checking in on us.. he seems very macho/authoritative and so on... dressed a little different etc... he had on tennis shoes with a copper color in them.
at one point he is getting after us... for something... always disappearing at certain times...
then I get someo sort of flashback.. someone was killed in the water.. he jumped in the boat taking his place (not being part of that regiment)... and just lived off the base ... posing as a soldier ... anyhoo

another one I was in some magical seeming place... was a hotel.. but very modern, lots of glass... the bathroom was HUGE... many different kinds of tubs and showers and spa type things in it.. and the actual toilet was in a completely different room... all blue, green, clear and frosted glass.... my dad was staying there.... or something... then someone had a baby and it was no bigger than my little finger... was very strange... then I was walking through some ritzy mall... and some woman was a cleaning lady but stealing boots... then walked through another area.. adn they had actual sleeping babies as the display decorations (strange)

exploding heads, flower heads, roses for bunnies

Ok.. couple nights ago had bit of a disturbing dream... was in a bar with some people... everyone had a little too much. I think we were waiting for someone so we could get going and then we heard this man in a little area next to us. We thought he was throwing up, but it ended up that his head kind of imploded or exploded... I guess im.... since his skin structure was still intact, but his head was like a deflated balloon.. ugh .. it was awful...

Then I was with this guy.. he was eastern european.. he was trying to hit on me in a perverse way. We drove up to some park that had a firepit in it and I was sitting on a log and he stood up and exposed himself.. Oh thrill... I was trying to think of a good response. One that wouldn't get me stuck alone at night with no ride home, but one that was clear I had no interest. Then he moved and his penis was like a multiple... kind of like a flower... many of them all attached to the end.. ack! So that was an easy out... ugh..

Last night I dreamt about some country or island I was visiting. The people were nice, very tradtional, tight families etc. I visited one of the daughter's homes what was part of her parents' property.. It was a neat octagon house and she had lots of feminine yet whimsical things in her house... She had these cat figurines that were calle??? something cat... don't remember really.

Then I left there and was going to get my hair done. One gal was going to wait for me while I did it, then it was like all these people were waiting for me in a truck outside the salon. I needed to use the restroom so I walked in and it was one of those holes in the ground with places for your feet.. :-s... But I had first walked into the men's room and left. I was still waiting for my appointment and one of their displays was all a mess, so I organized that while waiting. I also so these swatches of hair and color.. and I saw the one that I was and thought it was good.

Another part of my dream I was in some mall. I worked in one tower if it and it was connected to the other tower via different rooms. I checked out this one place for an appointment. There were a lot of fun people there I had never seen and we were getting on well. I was thinking oh.. these could be some new people to hang out with. Then they had these freebies on the counter. I took the whole pile of chasmere scarves... I dont' know why I did... was thinking I could give them to other people I worked with and saved them the trip, but at the same time it felt wrong to do. I even said outload to them... I don't know why I just grabbed all of these and left. I stopped in another area for breakfast.. and one of them saw me and snickered to a friend and I knew they were talked about me taking all the scarves. It felt awful..

Then another part of a dream I showed up to work and there was a huge bouquet of pale yellowish pink roses. I couldn't think of who they would be from, but felt nice either way. Ends up there were from some bunny rescue place and I had sent some emails around and found this one a home. They were very grateful so sent me roses.... I was a little disappointed. Wanted them to be from a boy. ;)

Games, planes and purpose

I dreamt that I was getting ready to go see a movie with a group of my brother's friends. They were all going to see Sex and the City. Before the movie, everyone was playing board games (something my brother is in to). Then it went from being there to me catching a plane. I was trying to get to the plane, but there were some issues with enough space. Finally this man let me on the plane with my friend from Philli. We had to climb up a pile of gold couch cushions to get to the door. Then once on the plane, it was kind of cramped and uncomfortable. I was next to this older woman. She was still attractive and took good care of herself, kind of classy. She asked if I had a boyfriend and I said no, I just kept meeting guys that I would help get to their next situation. She said that was my lot in life. I left feeling partly relieved and partly upset. Nice to know the reasoning behind my life, but at the same time sad to think I would never be with anyone.

Nice dresses and sex offender

Ok.. first had a dream that I was with some girls and we were in our late teens/early twenties. We were all preparing to go to some event that was girl related and/or association realted. We were all in nice dresses but more like from the 40s or 50s. I was wearing some flowery green and blue dress. We had some sort of head mistress person who was in charge of getting our group together. We stopped some where on the way (I think we were traveling by bus) to get some breakfast or something. The building was very white inside. Everything was white... that is about all I remember.

Next dream was involving women again but older. I was in some sort of hospital and we found out this one guy was a sex offender. All these women in the hospital had been his victims (coincidentally enough). One doctor was gathering all the women in this one hallway. She wanted him to be confronted by all the woman at once to see if it would shock him or change/fix him etc. They finally all gathered in one spot and the doctor had them all go in a room to wait. Then I woke up...

gallery

I had a dream about a friend of mine last night. I was in this big shopping center and she had a gallery in it. It was small, but open space, so felt larger. It was after hours and she was doing two huge paintings. The canvases were both on the floor and that was how she painted. She was talking about some gal that had a store next door. Kind of an artsy/nature-ee/whimsical type. She was about to have to close down her shop. My friend was saying, ... really, all you have to do is the basics, show up, be dependable, etc. and you can keep a shop alive, but she wouldn't show up to her shop half of the time. Anyhoo.. one of my friend's paintings was purple, red and black and the other was blues, yellows, greens and white - both abstract.

Fish....

Had a dream last night that I was sitting on the floor with a group of women. One was asking everyone their signs. I felt like I had just joined their conversation, so was the last to be asked, but I also knew that most of them that had answered had said pisces. She asked me and I said my sign as well as dob and time.. since this seemed to mean something to the woman. She wasn't very friendly... kind of assuming and ?? wasn't how you might normally feel around a bunch of fish.

I had another but it was that I went to the gym (have been trying to get myself out of bed to go)... so only really went in my dreams. :-s

New Office

Ok.. in reality, the company I'm working for is moving office in a week. So last night I had this dream that I was going to some warehouse, although some of it felt like a place maybe you would have a half outdoor/half indoor wedding or festivity/corp. workshop. Everyone was going to station #1, which was kind of set up like the odds n ends department at Ikea. They were all running around getting the parts they needed (screws, washers, tools, pieces) and it was like they knew what they were doing. I felt a little out of it, not even knowing I was supposed to be there, let alone what I was supposed to be searching for. Clarence (love that name), one of our youngest engineers asked me what the other thing was he needed with a bolt and nut, and he needed a 5/7ths size (??)... I was like washer? Yeah, that's it. At that one moment I felt helpful and that maybe I could catch up to everyone else on their unknown project. I still had no idea what to search for, so I was looking for a reference list or something and followed my coworkers into the next room. Two of my old officemates were in their own section building desks. (in reality, we just learned how our desks would be in the new place, and honestly, it stinks...). They had those things mechanics use to roll under cars with and they were under their desk hammering and screwing in bits. I felt even more lost at this point and it was getting close to evening where people were leaving so I figured I would work on it another time.

Had another dream I was having a get together at my place. In my dream it was sort of my mom's place too but she was on vacation or something. I had candles burning everywhere, drinks, dim lighting, lots of folks, everyone having a good time. I was a little anxious though because I felt at any second she would come home (mind you I'm 36). My brother was there too and he was messing with stuff and I was trying to get him to just visit with people, I needed to keep the place together as well as I could in case she arrived. There were 4 or 5 leather purses on this table behind my couch, all my mom's. and I was dumping them out for some reason to see what was inside... out of curiosity and boredom more than anything... Then I think she showed up.

Been a while....pirate ship

Had a cool pirate dream a while back. I was on a ship in the ocean and there were maybe 3 to 4 guys manning the ship. We were very close to the coastline (in reality, impossible) and we needed to turn the ship around quickly (also in reality impossible). I was holding on to a rope and hanging out over the ocean. The ship spun around so fast that it whipped me around and I kept swinging out and crashed through waves. I was yelling at the guys to help me, but no one paid attention. Then I saw this woman in a black dress walking on the shore. She was a ghost... and the story went that if you see this woman on the coast.. you would be the next to die. Then the next "scene" we were walking on the sand and looking for a pirate friend that had been captured. We were going to find him and free him. We walked up to some crates and he was inside.. there was a monkey too.. and in the dream I was thinking.. oh good cgi...

Anyhoo..

random ireland

Had a dream about a friend (last name ireland) last night... I'll be seeing him in London. I had a transam of all things and he asked to park it in the house. It was greasy underneath and I was worried a bit about the mess, but it seemed rude to not let him park inside the house (as odd as that sounds). His car also had an OR license plate, although he is a UK fella. Hmmm so we met, we ?? I really don't remember the rest, but that I really felt like he was in the room with me.

Dream before this, I was camping in an odd camp site. Each site had a little fence around it, a metal shed and grass. I was packing up my stuff and some guys that were macho was telling me I was ticking him off... and I needed to leave or he would mess up my stuff. He thought I was a gal named Amy (who is someone I work with in my new job). I said that I wasn't her and why was he mad at her? (she was coming to the campground next and I wanted to give her enough warning) He said he was mad at her because she made wigs... I asked what from? He wasnt' sure, so basically he was just angry. I was worried about Amy and also that Amy's brother might come too and want to beat the guy up. I didn't mind if the guy would get beat up, he just had a lot of guy friends there and her brother might get hurt. I went to go pick up some crates that were full of food and bugs were crawling all over them and I just dropped everything and tried to get out of there.

archeology....

Ok.. so was aware the dream mid-story. I had a metal object in my hand and was cleaning a groove of a wood box with it. It looked like the inside of a pen.. the metal part that holds the ink, but it was thicker and had a weird triangular shape at the end. I picked up another box... some relic... it was odd shaped, had some cut outs on it and I figured out that the metal object was a key. Although they were using it like a tool and?? a something that could be thrown away. I put the metal object down a long hole in the box and turned it.. the box openned and flat metal pieces of gold fell out. They were stamped into different shapes. They were images of gods or ?? god or ?? I was thinking it was spanish... so christian/catholic.. maybe jesus. I knew what ever it is I found, I wasn't supposed to have found. The box had been locked for a reason etc... the objects had some sort of message with them.. (not written).. but you knew what it meant. Something that would reinterpret religions of today... A mang started coming after me (think someone that looks like a musketeer)... I ran across a creek and tried to get away (oh, this all happened outside)... and that was the end.

I had another dream that I was selling my house (one I owned before) and that my ex wanted half of the $$. I was trying to figure out how much he actually paid on it, if any.... but I remembered that he helped work on it.. . it was stressful. Kind of an ... I owe someone something that I didn't feel like I owed thing.... hmmmm

couple of older dreams...

I haven't written my dreams in a while. I have had a few, but I don't remember them all. I have been jogging a lot more, getting up earlier, so maybe I'm not having more normal dream time.

1/4/08
I had a dream a friend (Sascha) of mine was going to his work or class or something and he kept stalling and/or forgetting things. I was looking through a pile of papers that we had both worked on. But they were all paintings, not good. Then I turned into an invisible person.. people were going through this house that was mine and my family's (but it wasn't my "real" family). I think I was one of the parents and not sure if I was the father or the mother.

1/6/08
The last part of my dream I was choosing bread. Then a guy came up and looked lost with the bread so I was showing him the different kinds I liked. I think I had many other dreams though. Oh. I remember another dream. I was on a bus or something with a group and we were going on some field trip. There was a guy there I was in love with and he with me. Then I told him some things that I was reading about. I think they were mystical etc. and he didn't like that I was even thinking about reading these sorts of things, and he thought I was odd, so he quit talking to me. I was very upset and hurt and just ran away and hid. Then once they were gone, I just kept walking.. through the streets, then I found an outdoor market of sorts with artists and things. I walked around for a bit and then was looking at this woman's art and accidentally spilled water on the table. It didn't hurt any of the art, but it just made me feel worse. Another artist and the floor near her made glass snails. I decided to sit down on the steps...