orchard spaniels

I dreamt I was at my grandpa's orchard that he used to have. I could see a man out working in the orchard and two spaniels dancing around his feet. The man had a dark energy about him. He felt heavy, weighted and anxious. It was as if his soul left him, and all that kept him going was to get to point B. He had that feeling of thoughts spinning in your had of all you "had" to do and get done and that had encompassed him. I didn't want to go near him and I wanted him out of the orchard. I took a closer look at the spaniels, who felt more like joy and love. They were prancing around the man's feet, but I could tell they were starving. I felt an urgency to feed them, but I wasn't sure I had the power to do so. At that moment, the man held one of the dogs heads down and shot the dog in the head several times. I screamed out at the man to stop with every bit of energy I had.

Good lesson.... feed your joy before you become dead inside.