Monday, September 03, 2012

no food

I dreamt I was working on a project in a mall. I think I was in a foreign country and my project started as the stores were closing. I was so hungry though. I looked over and a restaurant was just closing. I knew they had bread and specialties as well as chocolates at register. A little girl was sitting in the doorway. She was told to watch the door as they didn't want anymore patrons that evening. I went to ask her if there was anything I could buy. She said... "bread maybe... but that is downstairs and I can't go downstairs"... it was as if she was tempting me with things just a hands length away, but couldn't stop playing with her doll to help. I really didn't have a solution, but for some reason I couldn't stop searching through the window of the place for a possible something I could buy.

Then I was home and my mother was showing me all of these special treats she had purchased. All things she was saving for a special dinner and knew that I couldn't eat any of them because I was on a special diet. I think I thought the hell with it and opened the fridge to see the food I couldn't have thinking I could sneak something. All of it was carefully stacked and packaged. I couldn't touch anything. 

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