Tuesday, February 05, 2013

tribe and apartment on the canal

I dreamt I was part of a tribe from long ago. We lived near a river and a rain forest. Our clothes were mainly of grass skirt type things, arm bands and head dresses. I did something by accident that offended the tribe. I didn't know it was something wrong to do and I felt like they were mistakenly interpreting my action. They were going to put me to death, and something told me it was going to be long and painful. They didn't fear I would run, as it seemed that people in the tribe accepted their duties and rules. I on the other hand was looking for a way out. I took the boat down the river, but still within the village, looking for someone to help me. An exboyfriend of mine (JBDS) was there and I was asking him for help. I could see that he felt the same as the tribe, not that he didn't care, but the rules were the rules. I kept going down the river hoping that something or someone would pop up in my mind that could help me, even if it was just more humane way of killing me. I was also thinking of how I could possibly flee, but that wasn't ideal. I wanted them to understand that it was a mistake, I just didn't know. As I was rounding a bend in the river to a little island in the middle, I saw that someone, no one I knew, had gone to the elders about my case. I could feel that they had gotten through to them and I had hope.

I dreamt that I was moving into a new apartment. There were three rooms, one larger than the other. I was to get the larger one as I was appointed some sort of manager or something. My exboyfriend (BW) was to be one of my roommates and some large woman who was a bit of an alpha. I was glad that I was appointed and that it wasn't to be questioned, because I think she would have been difficult to deal with otherwise. I saw a bird's eye view of the place first. It said it was a lower lever apartment, which at first I wasn't happy about. But then I saw it was also near water. I walked into the place and it was beautiful. All of the rooms were rather large, with ornate woodwork, domes with intricate moldings, high ceilings, a library and so on. I went to the back of the apartment to the patio and we were on the water. There was some grass and then a canal. It was beautiful, more so than I could have imagined. I felt very lucky and excited to experience this place. 

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