Friday, August 22, 2014

over booked


I dreamt that I was at a restaurant. It felt like it was one at a vacation area, like the coast, casual, comfortable and at ease. I was there to meet a guy for a date. I was kind of excited, he was someone new. The place was crowded, everyone gathering for brunch on a sunny morning at the coast. Everyone and everything felt nice and light. I saw people I knew... seems everyone knew someone there. I looked up and realized I had another date at the same time with a guy that was walking in. One was funny, the other had another good point about him. I saw a girl I knew and she said hello. She was leaving with some people to go on some yacht or something. Some old thoughts flashed in my mind lightly... negative ones... maybe jealous ones, but just as soon as they came in, I sent them back out. I knew these thoughts were no helpful, not worth my time or energy and were not "real" .... just old thoughts. I felt better and said some niceties and she was on her way. I focussed on my dates and what to do. I felt like somehow I could manage them. Just then, a car pulled up... another date. oops... This one was older, looked like Robert Redford a bit. I felt so clear and so at ease. I knew what to do now. The other dates didn't matter, I wanted to be with him. He felt like ease, calm, knowing, we fit.... Sure the other guys were nice, funny, smart, exciting.. but this one was just right. 

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