fisherman man

I dreamt that I was at someone's home. It felt a bit festive. I was with some strangers that were fun. I didn't know many of them, but we were all there for similar reasons it felt. It was rainy outside, so it felt cozy and fun to be indoors. There was a man that had come in with crazy brown hair and a beard. There was something about him that was attractive. He was there for a bit and left. I spoke to an older lady there. Someone that felt grandmotherly and seasoned. I guess I had told her that I had a crush on the man. The rest of us became busy with this and that and time had passed, possibly a day had gone by. Then the man returned... the bearded one I had a crush on. He was wearing a yellow raincoat and hat, as if he was an old fisherman. The older lady was letting him know about my crush and I could tell he was happy about the news.  While this was happening, I took another look at him. He didn't look the same... his nose was large and red as if he liked his drink. His demeanor wasn't quite the same. I had a feeling of panic. Did I like him??? What had I been thinking?  Then I calmed myself. Why not just see ... he can't be all bad.