Tuesday, November 25, 2014

body language


I dreamt that I had been creek walking with a friend (SA). It was as if there was an upper and lower creek and our paths would cross from time to time. Sometimes he was ahead of me, sometimes I was ahead of him. We ended up in a small town, dirt streets. We both wanted something to eat. He ordered and I got a seat. There were a few patrons already in the place that were midway through their meals.  My friend scooted in next to me in the half circle booth. His hand moved near mind and I flinched away knee-jerkedly, but he held it. He leaned in and kissed me. It felt so nice. Why hadn't I been interested in kissing him before? I realized then I had been unknowingly putting off signals that I wasn't interested, and his vibes responded to mine.. hence no past interest. It was nice to be aware that I had been messing it up all along.

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