Full Bill

I dreamt that I was at a sauna place. Everyone was naked and it was just normal. They people were nice and nothing was strange. I thought about putting a top on, but instead of seeming like somethng prudent, it was almost the opposite and seemed more risque. I decided against it, as I didn't want people to think I was trying to be sexy. I went in for a bit with friends and then we left to get dressed in the locker room and then to go to a bar.

The bartender was a nice man, a bit of a care taker for some of us. I ordered a Manhattan and sat at a table waiting for a girlfriend. When she finally came out, my drink was finished. She offered to get me another drink that she liked and I said sure. We sat at the bar and I started feeling woozy. I told her that I had better not have another and I asked for the bill. He gave us the bill and it was short a drink. I thought Yes!  a treat, I would just tip extra, but pay less in the end. Then I turned and saw the waitress's face.  A face that said she would not get her full credit on sales. I felt a pang of guilt and made sure that the receipt was righted and I paid in full. 

roady

I dreamt I was was on some sort of boat or even an ice block, although it wasn't cold. I was drifting through other small island type things. Some no larger than a boat, some the size of a small restaurant and others more island sized, but they were closer to a mainland. I think I liked the freedom of floating around and not being connected to the other pieces of inhabitance, although I knew I still wanted to be with people. It just felt like when I landed on them, things became more complicated then I felt they needed to be. I wasn't going to harm, hurt or interrupt anyone, so couldn't I just go about my way? I ended up on one of them, I think it was an Asian restaurant. All of the food seemed foreign and I didn't recognize what to order.

Then I dreamt I was walking up to a concert. I think I was supposed to be doing something there? but maybe just watching. Two of us were picked out of the audience to go to the stage. One of them was already up at the front and up on stage, I lifted up my arms and allowed myself to be body surfed over the crowd. It was a nice feeling. I was sent to the side of the stage while they talked to the other girl. She had to give a little speech on why she was there. I kind of wanted to avoid that so was happy to talk to the band's makeup/producer/?? person on the side of the stage. She was young, about 25, but acted much older. I was older, but felt much younger. We were talking about career and freedom. How we both liked go from thing to thing instead of committing to one career. I wanted to follow my interests in a light way. Kind of like you would imagine a wolf in the snow... following a mouse around out of interest instead of hunger. The band was Aerosmith. The girl and I continued to talk and realized we had some friends in common that were producers and photographers and so on. Then Steven Tyler walked by and said "ready to give it a go?"  I looked at her eyes were asking for confirmation if I wanted to go travel and work with the concert. Part of me was very ready and my mouth was saying yes, and then part of me was wondering if this was just a knee jerk reaction. Going on to the next thing when the current thing was getting challenging. She then asked me if I knew this one guy. That his dog had died recently and he was really sad. He showed me a photo, I didn't think I knew him, but he reminded me of people from a group of friends of my boyfriend's.  I felt bad for the guy, I also felt envious that he had felt this deeply and others felt this deeply about him to give him notice.