Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Maggot hunting and psychic counseling.... :-s
Ok.... first the dream started out like I was watching a new romantic comedy. It was going to star Meg Ryan (older... ) with?? forgot who. It showed her as a hick-type person falling for a more pristine type guy. The beginning of the movie has her in overalls yelling down to her brother (woody harrelson) who is inside this old hollow tree that goes down under ground. She is yelling at him to get out of there and was saying to hold on, he just wanted to eat a few more... he hadn't had these in soooooo long and they tasted so good. They being maggots. :-s..... special kinda i guess. He went down there initially to see where they were hiding so they could exterminate them. The camera panned down inside the hollow tree where you see all kinds of white wriggly things.. and then the back of woody's head and overalls as he is talking and eating. Then he lights a match down there and takes off and the tree burns up. Then I'm following them back to a house. It turns into me walking behind some women that are all dressed in black. A couple in perfect black lace bodices, perfect hair, makeup and so on. They all seem pretty mean. One of them had a tattoo on her back that was hot pink and I complimented her on it (it was unusual). Then one turned out to be Reese Witherspoon. She seemed mean but then had me follow her. Her hair was blond but she had about a couple inches of brown roots. She was a psychic and so was her sister. She wanted me to go to a counseling session with them. I went into a room that was all white with white furry floors. They sat on the floor and wanted me to join them. They kept talking to each other. They were treating me like I was "special." I had picked up something and was pushing the "right" button or something. Then two guys came in and they were also wanting to ask me questions and see what I was made of. It was odd. One was really nice to me and the other one was more into pushing my buttons to see if I would break. It was kinda of strange.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Cat Icons, super power school and new house
First one, a friend of mine was flying a plane around these ruins. The ruins were huge, like tall as skyscrapers and built around rock structures. They were very amazing. then I noticed the statues. They were all of cats, very stylistic. All different kinds of cats. In my dream I was really wanting to get down there to study them and more about the significance of the cats. Penny kept almost running into the rocks and structures though and laughing, so I wasn't sure I was going to make it to ever see them. Then we landed somewhere .. there was water. I was talking to some old man and we are talking about boats. He had me take a look at three that were on the water (like go and be on them and take a close look). I went over and he asked me what I thought of them. I said well this one isn't good but these two are not bad. I could tell because the ship had teeth around the edges (actual teeth) and you could tell that the one boat wasn't cared for. In the dream I meant cared for in a deeper sense. Like not just washed and kept up, but it wasn't loved. The person who owned it was empty.
Then I was in another dream where I was walking in the town I grew up in. I was walking near this park (which is actually where my grade school was). It was really pretty. It had a rock formation and was covered in ocean (although it was all confined to a park). People were out on boats and playing in the water. It was really nice. Then I saw this seal and her pup. They came over to me and hung out with me. Then I had to walk to school. It was a high school of sorts, but the teachers and students had powers or special skills. I was in a prep meeting for the teachers. One of them was new and she was invisible (she was also Glen Close). There was another instructor there that was invisible and as she walked by, he snipped off a piece of her skirt so he could study it and see how she was doing it. Chevy Chase was an instructor there too and he was at the front of the room with all the kids. He was filling his head with air and making it big and small to the beat of some music to make the students laugh. The students all had powers too but were learning to bring them out and/or refine them. I could float around everywhere and knew what everyone was thinking and doing.
Then I had another dream that my mom bought a house, but a wreck of a house. She sold a brand new one she had to buy one less expensive thinking it would be better and she could pay off debts. All it really did was make it so she had to spend more fixing up this place and/or buying things to make her feel happy because she wasn't.
Then I was in another dream where I was walking in the town I grew up in. I was walking near this park (which is actually where my grade school was). It was really pretty. It had a rock formation and was covered in ocean (although it was all confined to a park). People were out on boats and playing in the water. It was really nice. Then I saw this seal and her pup. They came over to me and hung out with me. Then I had to walk to school. It was a high school of sorts, but the teachers and students had powers or special skills. I was in a prep meeting for the teachers. One of them was new and she was invisible (she was also Glen Close). There was another instructor there that was invisible and as she walked by, he snipped off a piece of her skirt so he could study it and see how she was doing it. Chevy Chase was an instructor there too and he was at the front of the room with all the kids. He was filling his head with air and making it big and small to the beat of some music to make the students laugh. The students all had powers too but were learning to bring them out and/or refine them. I could float around everywhere and knew what everyone was thinking and doing.
Then I had another dream that my mom bought a house, but a wreck of a house. She sold a brand new one she had to buy one less expensive thinking it would be better and she could pay off debts. All it really did was make it so she had to spend more fixing up this place and/or buying things to make her feel happy because she wasn't.
Monday, December 17, 2007
Kitty hugs and 2-story tents
One I was with a little boy and he gave me a hug sort of. But it is like what a cat would do where they rub their face against yours. So he came up and rubbed his cheek against mine. It was sweet.
Then I had a dream that I was going to the beach or camping or... Well first I was on some farm, then a party was going to be held there for my birthday. My dad was there and he said he had a surprise for me. Then all these horses came and he said I could pick one for myself. There was a beautiful horse there that was gray, so I picked that one. Then came the camping thing... I was helping unpack the car. My dad/stepmom etc. were there and some friends of the family... a mexican family. They had two little girls and a boy. The tent was actually a house that you blew up like a balloon or a raft. It was two stories. The bottom floor had a couple rooms and a kitchen and the top floor had 3-4 bedrooms. The floor of the top floor in the landing/hallway was made of clear plastic and so was the roof, so light could be let into the bottom floor. Was kinda neat.
Then I had a dream that I was going to the beach or camping or... Well first I was on some farm, then a party was going to be held there for my birthday. My dad was there and he said he had a surprise for me. Then all these horses came and he said I could pick one for myself. There was a beautiful horse there that was gray, so I picked that one. Then came the camping thing... I was helping unpack the car. My dad/stepmom etc. were there and some friends of the family... a mexican family. They had two little girls and a boy. The tent was actually a house that you blew up like a balloon or a raft. It was two stories. The bottom floor had a couple rooms and a kitchen and the top floor had 3-4 bedrooms. The floor of the top floor in the landing/hallway was made of clear plastic and so was the roof, so light could be let into the bottom floor. Was kinda neat.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
No idea what to call this one... long
was taking some boxes to this antique's estimator person.. and I had one box that was light blue/pink/lacey... kind renaissance-ish with odds and ends in it.. another very plain black box with an old flag and some things in it. She was going to see what everything was worth. Then I thought what a neat job to find old things and do the research of their history. Then I was seeing some guy. We were at the pool behind the house and there was white wool shag carpet all around the pool. The guy I was seeing was blond. He walked over with a bottle of red wine and poured a spot on the carpet near me on purpose to see if we could get the stain out (to see how careful we needed to be with the wine). Then I was telling him how to get the stain out. It finally all came out. Then we were swimming in the pool and there was a cartoon movie playing on the wall next to the pool (huge) and he was going on and on about how special this cartoon was to him and what the real meaning was behind the cartoon (which I don't remember). Then he had two kids all of a sudden and I was watching his kids at the pool. They were saying (now the pool had people all around it) that this lady had taken my towel, adn some other things of theirs. So I went over to confront the lady and she said.. boy that movie you were just watching.. that is worth hundreds and hundreds now.... I would sure like to borrow it. (she was really creepy and manipulative). Then I went into the house to get my boyfriend and in looking for him to tell him to make everyone leave the pool, it started another part of the dream. The house was huge. It used to be his parents. Lots of antique type things. The kitchen was really old, but the finest of everything at that time -type old. THere was an updated part of the kitchen and then I went around the corner (I was going to steam some potatoes) to look for a big pot and there was even an older kitchen with an aga (one of those ovens that stays on all the time). I came back out and there was an old man sitting and eating w/ the llittle boy kid. The little boy was eating bacon and sausages. Then there was a knock on the door and it was a woman wanting to be hired as a cook/maid/nanny. She seemed nice enough but there was a woman behind her that was miming her every move and at first had weird clown clothes on but then they turned into renaissance clothes. She was kinda like the woman at the pool. She was really cooky and we wanted her out. Ends up she was my bf's sister (which my bf changes later too). THen the next part the kids are walking home from school from across the street. There is a woman again (I think the same just dressed different) and I think she is like a cross walk attendant of sorts and a mom or teacher from the school. I see her daily and then one day the kids come in crying. This woman was telling them that if they don't find jesus and promise themselves to god they would go to hell etc. etc. So I went out and gave the woman what for...etc. Then there is sort of a gathering/party in the livingroom. All you guys are there and my brother and jean-luc and and and... and my bf is now a longer haired Tom Cruise ( I probably feel about tom cruise how you do about bill pullman). So everyone is sitting on this big couch (kinda like the ace hotel) and there is a huge almost imax screen in front of us and we are watching one of those "earth" nature films. It was really cool on Imax because it felt like you were falling off the edge of teh water fall.... or bobbing in the river and stuff. Jean Luc had us all stand on the couch so we would feel even more "there." and he would bump us in parts where it seemed appropriate. My bf went in the kitchen and I went in after him. He seemed to have the same affliction of his sister and he started going a little nuts and was trying to stab me with porcelain knives and then about any one he could find. No one was coming in to help, but then this old black man did. I ran to get more help and then the black man came out and said everything was ok. He had punched him in the stomach which woke him up a bit. THen he came back out in the living room trying to be all normal again, but he gave me the creeps. Whew.. that's it.
Friday, December 14, 2007
real estate
I had a dream last night that I was being driven around to look at homes for sale. This one was supposed to be magnificent and somehow in my price range. I went to go look at it and it was in a nice old neighborhood, up off the street and old and beautiful. Then we went inside and the whole thing had been gutted and turned into some sort of spa but.... not in a pretty way. I was kind of disappointed and was looking to see if I could turn it back to its original condition. A business was still going on in there and so I was also thinking maybe I should just leave them there and rent it as before and hold on to the property. They were all talking about the biz owner there and how wonderful she was. Like she had a magical personality and was an excellent manager. I saw her and she was a bit hippy-esque. Sparkles on her cheeks, a bit of a bud-induced-grin and she was in a dreamy state cleaning all the glass surfaces. It seems that she was checked out but she was actually going with the flow and her gut on most of her decisions and not worring about a thing and that is how it all went so successfully.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Inner Outer
Ok.. before I went to bed last night, I was thinking about how sometimes with people I don't know well, I can knee-jerk into people pleasing mode. Not in a servant, what can I do for you - kind of way, but in a... I can see how they think, know what they like, put myself in their shoes... and so I put my opinions on hold and kinda see their way for a while. In doing this, no one really meets "me." That is not why I do it, but that is an unfortunate result of it, besides spending a lot of time not being me.
Soo... my first dream I was in the late 17th century (going by clothing etc.). I was not low society, but not high society... I could mingle with the higher ones, and was friends with the lower ones. It seems in this dream I left my lower ones and grabbed the hand of a man that I would meet only to gain social status. But when I walked with him and talked, he was wearing scrubs and he ended up being someone I was very close to. He said things to me that were things we used to talk about years ago. It really touched me to where I started crying (and it actually woke me up). It was the kind of thing that was so touching and sweet that it made you cry.
The next dream I was with all these actor types. We were at some fun park of sorts or resort. All of us were staying in hotel rooms. I was the "dork" of the group. I wasn't as pretty, thin, witty, etc. etc. I was reacting off everyone and so was bobbling around never quite feeling myself. Was kind of a miserable feeling. Trying to see what they might like or want and catering to it... while on the outside, being myself.
So these dreams were kind of photo-negatives... the first one - my actions where against who I was, but I was completely steady on the inside. The next dream - my actions were who I was (in the dream) keeping to myself etc... - but I was all a jumble trying to see where I fit - on the inside.
Hmmm....
Soo... my first dream I was in the late 17th century (going by clothing etc.). I was not low society, but not high society... I could mingle with the higher ones, and was friends with the lower ones. It seems in this dream I left my lower ones and grabbed the hand of a man that I would meet only to gain social status. But when I walked with him and talked, he was wearing scrubs and he ended up being someone I was very close to. He said things to me that were things we used to talk about years ago. It really touched me to where I started crying (and it actually woke me up). It was the kind of thing that was so touching and sweet that it made you cry.
The next dream I was with all these actor types. We were at some fun park of sorts or resort. All of us were staying in hotel rooms. I was the "dork" of the group. I wasn't as pretty, thin, witty, etc. etc. I was reacting off everyone and so was bobbling around never quite feeling myself. Was kind of a miserable feeling. Trying to see what they might like or want and catering to it... while on the outside, being myself.
So these dreams were kind of photo-negatives... the first one - my actions where against who I was, but I was completely steady on the inside. The next dream - my actions were who I was (in the dream) keeping to myself etc... - but I was all a jumble trying to see where I fit - on the inside.
Hmmm....
rock house
First I had to be in the lobby to make sure people were greeted when they came in the building. This was a boring job. Then I saw this girl that worked for us (in real life, I went to first grade with her, then again in 6th grade - she wasn't a nice girl). In this dream she had a medical condition that made her stomach get big. Then I was at an outdoor ?? festival/concert of sorts, but it was at a strip mall and in the street. We were talking about concerts that we had been to lately, and I said I went to Joan Jet and the Blackhearts. Then I needed to drive in a truck somewhere and a guy in a skateboard showed up behind me holding on to the back of my truck. Ended up I knew him. He was someone I went to high school with. I saw him in my rear view mirror. We had instant chemistry, a very nice warm feeling. Then he got in the truck and wanted to show me something. So we drove kind of out in the country, but it was more like the desert hills. We drove up to this house and went inside, it was a different kind of house. It was built into the mountain and rock, so that the inside walls against the mountain side were actual rock. It was pretty. We made out a bit and then his mother and brother and little cousins (little girls about 2 and 3) showed up. We got up quickly to make it look like he was just showing me the house. The mom started talking to me about her son, and why did I ignore him when I was in high school. I told her he had a bad reputation etc. She was trying to get us together. Then I looked around the house and they had this christmas tree that looked a little scraggley. It was where the whole family would come to spend Christmas... that was it.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
oil slick and shoes
I had a dream I dressed up as an oil?? well more like the rainbow colors of oil for Halloween. It was kinda pretty.
Had another dream that I moved into some sort of living situation where many people lived in one building. You had rooms, there was management, curviews, etc. My mom worked there but she and I no longer acted like relatives. The walls of the rooms were all movable (sliding) and kind of like rice paper, but a little stronger. She had moved this guy next to me who in real life liked me but turned kinda sour since I wouldn't date him. He was kind of a pain in the dream. Later my mom dropped off a pile of shoes (shoes I guess I had left at her home a long time ago). Some were pretty neat, but all of them were too small. Some kind of?? less than classy gal came by my room and wanted all my shoes. I knew they would fit her and not me, but something about her thinking she could just have them bugged me. At one point I was taking a shower and was still on shampoo mode when they turned off the water. I wasn't even able to rinse. ....
hopefully today goes better than my dreams
Had another dream that I moved into some sort of living situation where many people lived in one building. You had rooms, there was management, curviews, etc. My mom worked there but she and I no longer acted like relatives. The walls of the rooms were all movable (sliding) and kind of like rice paper, but a little stronger. She had moved this guy next to me who in real life liked me but turned kinda sour since I wouldn't date him. He was kind of a pain in the dream. Later my mom dropped off a pile of shoes (shoes I guess I had left at her home a long time ago). Some were pretty neat, but all of them were too small. Some kind of?? less than classy gal came by my room and wanted all my shoes. I knew they would fit her and not me, but something about her thinking she could just have them bugged me. At one point I was taking a shower and was still on shampoo mode when they turned off the water. I wasn't even able to rinse. ....
hopefully today goes better than my dreams
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Foot Long Penne
I was getting ready to go on some trip. I know I needed to pack, but I had no clue what time my flight was the next morning (not very me). I had a ride.. gal from my last job. I was in the bathroom taking my last pre-trip shower. I felt something in my nose and it was some penne pasta sticking out.. took up the whole circumference of my right nostril. I pulled on it and it kept going and going. When it all came out, in one piece, it was about 1 foot long and covered in some cooked spinach (ack). Then I saw something in my eye. It was spinach again (this time fresh) and I kept pulling out lettuce leaves, enough to make a side salad. Was kinda nutty.
Then I was hanging out with this guy that was an ex-boss (and my best friend in highschool's bf). It was kind of magical. Not romantic so much, but we just could sit and talk and we got each other.
Then I was hanging out with this guy that was an ex-boss (and my best friend in highschool's bf). It was kind of magical. Not romantic so much, but we just could sit and talk and we got each other.
Monday, November 19, 2007
Sara Jessica Parker
Dreamt that I was either driving to NYC from the west coast or driving to the west coast from NYC. Sara Jessica Parker was my good friend and she was giving me all these going away gifts (perfumes, trinkets, clothes, etc.). I kept looking at my watch because it was getting towards noon and I didn't want to be driving so late.
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Another dream. I was at my brother's house (but not really his house). He was having a couple friends (both girls) over for dinner and games. We were talking about who we knew in common.
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Another dream. I was at my brother's house (but not really his house). He was having a couple friends (both girls) over for dinner and games. We were talking about who we knew in common.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Babysitting
Dreamt about a family gathering of sorts. I remember my dad, step-mom, his brother and sister, a field and organizing dates...
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Had another dream where I was watching a friend of mine's dog (a little min-pin-mix that looks like a chunky chihuahua). The neighbor woman (I was on a 2nd level of a low-income apartment plex) was Mexican and a single mom who had a little girl about the age of 5. Her daughter was supposedly scared of the dog, but turns out she did it for attention. I ended up watching her daughter for a bit and she was fine with the dog when her mom left. I wanted to keep her busy so was going to have her watch a movie while she colored (what a way to promote ADD eh?). I had a video of the Parent Trap (the original version) or some Disney cartoons. I decided on the movie because I don't think I could handle all the signing on the toons. She wasn't interested in watching it but was happy with the coloring. I played with her hair a bit and was twisting it on top of her head. She had the kind of hair you find on cheap off-brand Barbies... Bangs with a lock of long hair just glued to the perimeter of the forhead. I said "I should probably put your hair down so your head doesn't get cold huh?" and she nodded. ;)
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Had another dream where I was watching a friend of mine's dog (a little min-pin-mix that looks like a chunky chihuahua). The neighbor woman (I was on a 2nd level of a low-income apartment plex) was Mexican and a single mom who had a little girl about the age of 5. Her daughter was supposedly scared of the dog, but turns out she did it for attention. I ended up watching her daughter for a bit and she was fine with the dog when her mom left. I wanted to keep her busy so was going to have her watch a movie while she colored (what a way to promote ADD eh?). I had a video of the Parent Trap (the original version) or some Disney cartoons. I decided on the movie because I don't think I could handle all the signing on the toons. She wasn't interested in watching it but was happy with the coloring. I played with her hair a bit and was twisting it on top of her head. She had the kind of hair you find on cheap off-brand Barbies... Bangs with a lock of long hair just glued to the perimeter of the forhead. I said "I should probably put your hair down so your head doesn't get cold huh?" and she nodded. ;)
Friday, November 16, 2007
Victorian Days ...

I think it was in the Victorian days. It was summer and people were wearing white (men white suits or shirts and pants, women white dresses). I had a boyfriend although I don't think I saw his face. He was blondish. He was in college and finishing things. He also had a masseuse "permit" and he hadn't massaged enough clients so it expired. He was unhappy about that. We didn't get much time alone probably partly due to his schooling and partly due to not being married and our financial status. This day we were having a nice time kissing and he told he had rented a room in a nice inn in the country for us. I asked if we needed train tickets and he said that we would roller blade instead - it was only 5 hours! I asked if he was joking, but we kept on roller blading and then realized it was a place that was very close. It was a big white house with different rooms you could rent. You also had an insurance fee that made it expensive. They said though that now that the government was paying some expenses it would be less. We had a room on the top floor and it was tough to get up there. ...
Monday, October 22, 2007
Feeding baby
I had dream that involved a baby again... Hmmm I think it was someone elses. They were trying to get it to eat and it wouldn't, but I got it to eat all of its food. I broke apart a hamburger into little bits for it (hmm it seemed ok in the dream). Totally knocked him out after, so I could take him out, clean him up and put him to bed. I know there was a ton of other stuff going on. Another person there, guy trying on outfits. ummm???
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Fairies

I had many dreams last night. Some were about some things/rules/procedures I had to follow and how my life would change if I just followed them.
One was I was part of this group that was supposed to set up this stage. One curtain needed to go up and they were looking for things to weight the other side of the rope with so they could lift the curtain up and down. I was kind of the mechanical person helping out. It seemed like it was my job.
I had other dreams that I was with this group of people. Almost like in a class. They were nice people and we had to do all kinds of things that stretched our comfort zones. First we were all sitting at tables waiting for the instructors. We were put into 2 teams and we were going to be on stage to answer questions like a game show sort of thing. I kept having to take gum out of my mouth that was stuck in there that filled my whole mouth. It was like I chewed the gum too much so that it was?? too soft so it was hard to keep together and take out. Was not fun. At one point people are trying to settle down, I felt good feelings about the people around me.. and they felt good feeling about me. It was a very nice feeling dream in that way. At one moment the game paused.. we were laughing and having jokes with one another. We were also all in costume. Then I walked over to these women while we were waiting. They were all chatting and then these tiny blue lights came flying in ... and I said "oh the fairies are here."..One woman - those aren't fairies! there isn't such a thing! Me and the other girl - have you ever seen one photographed? have you ever seen these "bugs" before? (she answered no). We were like.. - They are fairies! There was lots more that happened. Like people being there for each other in a kind and caring way and that sort of thing. Was a really nice experience if only in a dream. ;) Then I was walking along trying to remember the name of this guy they were talking about. I had gone to school with him. They said, the one that dressed up like Luke Skywalker in Highschool. I just couldn't think of his name. Then I saw some Mexican women and their little girl in the bushes. They came out and followed me back to the group. The little girl had a costume on that made her look like a little horse. Was cute and she was very happy about wearing it.
Oh had another dream that I was in this house with some friends. This guy from college was asking me to marry him. I was trying to avoid him asking me so I wouldn't have to say no to him. That was a strange one.
Oh had another dream that I was in this house with some friends. This guy from college was asking me to marry him. I was trying to avoid him asking me so I wouldn't have to say no to him. That was a strange one.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
hmm big long dream
Had one dream where you picked out your hairstyle by different criteria. You could say.. I want business casual hair, curls and.. blah blah blah, then they would give you a list of hairstyles to choose from that fit that criteria.
Another was I was working. My brother started as a contractor for the company. He wasn't my boss but he had a higher position than me and was kinda ordering me around. Was ticking me off. I would more or less ignore him or explain why it was ok to do it as I was doing it. He wanted me to get orange juice for some people (temps). I said they are temps.. they dont' need OJ, they are here to work. (mind you in real life this guy from work wanted to come over today and bring mimosas... but I don't think he has work in mind). Then I was feeling funny anyway because I had no work to do, so I went back to my desk which was kind of in a cube but I had no ceiling so I was kind of outside. Then I was still working but at a hotel. I was talking to this girl from work about her and her boyfriend. SHe was saying how they broke up but he still comes by from time to time to do this or that (basically was using her when he wanted her around). She is such a sweet girl and really pretty. I was trying to give her advice on moving on from him. So partly we were in this hotel and partly in a townhouse she was sharing with another gf. Her exbf was a lot older too. Then I was "working" around the hotel. I felt like i was an event person and somewhat of an investigator. I went into the hot tub at one point and this gal had just done a summersalt in the air and landed in the hot tub. It was pretty amazing. She did a great job. She wouldn't take her clothes off that covered her swim suit though. Either would the other girl. Then I left out of the front of the hotel and my dad and step mom were there and they were going to help some old lady home. So we were trying to show her where to take her. I was like .... see that huge elvis statue that towers over the other building? That is where we are dropping you off. We ended up finding a shortcut where she just had to walk through a chainlink fence and a parkign lot to get where she needed to go. Then this dream melded into another dream that I was with this HUGE family. One of those ones that starts with 9 brothers and sisters, then they have 4 kids, and they have kids.. and so on. They were all going to one of the kids house (who was an adult now). His dad had some kind of cancer that ate away at his skin. I asked how he ws doing and he said his dad was good. He was keeping busy all the time doing things he just enjoyed doing. I was around sooo many of them, the totallypacked the house. Everyone kinda needed to use the bathroom, so the women were in one line and the men in another and we had to wait at the bottom of the stairs until the next person came out. The guy I had talked to earlier, this was his dad's house, but he was going to move into it. Each floor was set up like an entire house (kitchen and everything), so it was like he had his own place. I had brought bread for the evening and set it on the counter and some other edibles and then a ton of hand mits for the oven. :-s One was like a big sock. They were not too pretty.
Then I think I woke up.
Another was I was working. My brother started as a contractor for the company. He wasn't my boss but he had a higher position than me and was kinda ordering me around. Was ticking me off. I would more or less ignore him or explain why it was ok to do it as I was doing it. He wanted me to get orange juice for some people (temps). I said they are temps.. they dont' need OJ, they are here to work. (mind you in real life this guy from work wanted to come over today and bring mimosas... but I don't think he has work in mind). Then I was feeling funny anyway because I had no work to do, so I went back to my desk which was kind of in a cube but I had no ceiling so I was kind of outside. Then I was still working but at a hotel. I was talking to this girl from work about her and her boyfriend. SHe was saying how they broke up but he still comes by from time to time to do this or that (basically was using her when he wanted her around). She is such a sweet girl and really pretty. I was trying to give her advice on moving on from him. So partly we were in this hotel and partly in a townhouse she was sharing with another gf. Her exbf was a lot older too. Then I was "working" around the hotel. I felt like i was an event person and somewhat of an investigator. I went into the hot tub at one point and this gal had just done a summersalt in the air and landed in the hot tub. It was pretty amazing. She did a great job. She wouldn't take her clothes off that covered her swim suit though. Either would the other girl. Then I left out of the front of the hotel and my dad and step mom were there and they were going to help some old lady home. So we were trying to show her where to take her. I was like .... see that huge elvis statue that towers over the other building? That is where we are dropping you off. We ended up finding a shortcut where she just had to walk through a chainlink fence and a parkign lot to get where she needed to go. Then this dream melded into another dream that I was with this HUGE family. One of those ones that starts with 9 brothers and sisters, then they have 4 kids, and they have kids.. and so on. They were all going to one of the kids house (who was an adult now). His dad had some kind of cancer that ate away at his skin. I asked how he ws doing and he said his dad was good. He was keeping busy all the time doing things he just enjoyed doing. I was around sooo many of them, the totallypacked the house. Everyone kinda needed to use the bathroom, so the women were in one line and the men in another and we had to wait at the bottom of the stairs until the next person came out. The guy I had talked to earlier, this was his dad's house, but he was going to move into it. Each floor was set up like an entire house (kitchen and everything), so it was like he had his own place. I had brought bread for the evening and set it on the counter and some other edibles and then a ton of hand mits for the oven. :-s One was like a big sock. They were not too pretty.
Then I think I woke up.
Friday, October 19, 2007
cross country skiing and chocolate mint ice cream

ok.. first dreamt that I was with a group and we were going cross country skiing. This guy (who in reality was this metal's class instructor that I had - he was kinda good, but not very organized so his class was all over the place). Well, the ski class was all over the place too. It was taking forever for everyone to get all in their skis etc.. By the time everyone was ready and he knew where we were going, I looked down and one of my skis had broken. I could feel the tension in everyone thinking.. ok.. now we need to call someone, find a ski, get it fitted etc.etc... and I just said please go on without me. I was wanting to go skiing but at the same time, much preferred to be away from the disjointed group.
Then there was some dream where my extended family was around. My brother, dad and stepmom were there, but so was my dad's cousin (who I've maybe seen once in my life) some aunts and uncles, cousins I don't see normally etc. They were talking about me getting married to a cousin. I was like "He isn't my cousin! He is way down the family tree somewhere, but we don't even share the same bloodline!" Not sure who "he" is.. but. Mind you this was all in jest, they were just giving me a hard time. I think I needed to say what I said to convince myself more than them.
Then I remember riding a bicycle out of this suburban neighborhood (a very nice one). I was riding along feeling very out of place (the kind of out of place I feel around a bunch of corporate types, women w/ their business coifs, all put in that sort of package, personality and so on... while I've got my crazy curly hair, curvy body that doesn't quite fit right in a boxy blaze
r and mind set that really doesn't fit in the building). ok.. so riding down this hill outside of the neighborhoood. I didn't want to go too fast since I hadn't been on a bike in a while. I had the breaks on but it was still going kinda fast.. thenI stopped and was talking to this guy that worked on my floor (my job that just ended last week). We were flirty ?? I guess... or kinda seeing each other. We both fell asleep sorta on this bed. Then I had some chocolate mint icecream on the night stand. I wanted him to try it and then he finally did... umm and it was a little umm cozy as well.
That was about it.
Then there was some dream where my extended family was around. My brother, dad and stepmom were there, but so was my dad's cousin (who I've maybe seen once in my life) some aunts and uncles, cousins I don't see normally etc. They were talking about me getting married to a cousin. I was like "He isn't my cousin! He is way down the family tree somewhere, but we don't even share the same bloodline!" Not sure who "he" is.. but. Mind you this was all in jest, they were just giving me a hard time. I think I needed to say what I said to convince myself more than them.
Then I remember riding a bicycle out of this suburban neighborhood (a very nice one). I was riding along feeling very out of place (the kind of out of place I feel around a bunch of corporate types, women w/ their business coifs, all put in that sort of package, personality and so on... while I've got my crazy curly hair, curvy body that doesn't quite fit right in a boxy blaze

That was about it.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
pop quiz
Was in a class or something and the instructor told us to be ready for a pop quiz. He wanted us to state which of the things we have discussed are theory and which are law. I thought it was easy and went to a vending machine on break to buy some crackers. THen I couldn't figure out which # to push in and someone came behind me and pushed what they wanted and took it. THen I tried again and got my crackers. Everyone else in class was stressing over the quiz and were studying. I wanted to explain to them that it was simple etc., but then I figured they would just stress more. THis one gal was reading in her books. She had two books for the class when I only had the one. I said. well I'm sure you will do good etc..
Monday, October 15, 2007
Baby beaver, Allen Town...
Ok.. trying to remember my dream..still early..
Did wake up to "the cars" song "you might think."
Part of the dream a guy from work, Paul, was showing us pictures of him and his family going camping in NY. It was somewhere near Allen Town and he had a picture of some baby beaver they saved or something. Was kinda cute. We were at some function at a house. Like someone's birthday. Hmmm.... dunno
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Kinda had a ? awake dream last night. Hmm trying to remember if I was awake or??
Last night I really did watch "darby O'gill and the little people." I hadn't seen it since I was a little kid (and when I was little, I loved it). So, I sat through the whole thing... and .. again I don't know if I dreamt this or did this, but I got up to go to the bathroom or something (not the important detail) and it was like I flash backed to my mind set as a kid. Not the.. oh can I go outside to play type thing, but more of... as if I had become an adult directly from that time, with no hurts, scars, tramas, etc... and how I would be without those experiences. It felt very stress free, light, feminine, enjoyable... Part of me felt like I missed my "edge." I'm not sure though if I missed it because I was scared to be without it... or was it really a better way to be. Hmmm
Did wake up to "the cars" song "you might think."
Part of the dream a guy from work, Paul, was showing us pictures of him and his family going camping in NY. It was somewhere near Allen Town and he had a picture of some baby beaver they saved or something. Was kinda cute. We were at some function at a house. Like someone's birthday. Hmmm.... dunno
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Kinda had a ? awake dream last night. Hmm trying to remember if I was awake or??
Last night I really did watch "darby O'gill and the little people." I hadn't seen it since I was a little kid (and when I was little, I loved it). So, I sat through the whole thing... and .. again I don't know if I dreamt this or did this, but I got up to go to the bathroom or something (not the important detail) and it was like I flash backed to my mind set as a kid. Not the.. oh can I go outside to play type thing, but more of... as if I had become an adult directly from that time, with no hurts, scars, tramas, etc... and how I would be without those experiences. It felt very stress free, light, feminine, enjoyable... Part of me felt like I missed my "edge." I'm not sure though if I missed it because I was scared to be without it... or was it really a better way to be. Hmmm
Sunday, October 14, 2007
school and spiders
I know there is more to this dream but it hasn't all come back...
I remember it being dark out and driving into this parking lot. There was a man directing traffic into it and telling you where to park. It was an icky feeling for some reason... knowing what he was asking before you got there, reading his mind almost and knowing where he was going to tell you to park before he even did, then having to follow his orders. I parked and was going to park a little differently but had all eyes on me, so just parked. I got out of the car.. i was going to check this school out although under the guise that I was actually attending. At one point I went between some bushes. I'm not sure if was trying to hide or if I was just trying to avoid people. I went under one bush that sort of formed a canopy. I looked up and it was coated in spider webs. I took a deep breath so not to panick and then found a stick to wave all the webs and spiders away... then realized there was plastic sheeting under the bush's branches, so peeled that back so I could get out from under the bush web free. Hmmm... there is more and there were strong feelings from this dream that I didn't like so much... oh well. Got me up and out of bed to jog. ;)
I remember it being dark out and driving into this parking lot. There was a man directing traffic into it and telling you where to park. It was an icky feeling for some reason... knowing what he was asking before you got there, reading his mind almost and knowing where he was going to tell you to park before he even did, then having to follow his orders. I parked and was going to park a little differently but had all eyes on me, so just parked. I got out of the car.. i was going to check this school out although under the guise that I was actually attending. At one point I went between some bushes. I'm not sure if was trying to hide or if I was just trying to avoid people. I went under one bush that sort of formed a canopy. I looked up and it was coated in spider webs. I took a deep breath so not to panick and then found a stick to wave all the webs and spiders away... then realized there was plastic sheeting under the bush's branches, so peeled that back so I could get out from under the bush web free. Hmmm... there is more and there were strong feelings from this dream that I didn't like so much... oh well. Got me up and out of bed to jog. ;)
Friday, October 12, 2007
Wormy veins, scrap book...??
OK.. a few odd dreams last night.
The first set are vague. I did dream about a guy from work that just asked me to coffee the other day. I usually don't dream about people I know, so that was interesting. He was just helping me with something, being very kind and polite (which doesn't seem like his personality in reality).
I had another one later (only remembering pieces). One part I had a little bump on my arm but it just felt weird. Like not just a mosquito bite but that it extended on the inside up my arm. So a scratched it a bit and it broke the sking. Then I saw a tube/vein, kind of like you find in your chicken sometimes that is kind of flat.. It was severed and I could look in it. Inside were tiny little worm like things (mind you they looked more like that hair rice pasta stuff). I pulled on them until they came completely out.. in doing that I found more.. and then more.. and then more... I kept pulling them all out of my arm wondering how I could have lived this long w/out knowing they were there, then wondering... ok.. in health class did we ever learn about this? am I taking something out that is supposed to be there? I thought and then couldn't recall it supposing to be there, so I kept on taking them out. Then I found a small octopus in my arm and took that out too. My dad and stepmom were there and I was telling them about it as they were going about their business. Then they were talking about this family that lived in a motorhome. It was this guy that wrote about it that was a comic strip writer. He, his wife and five kids all lived in this motor home and they were fine and "normal." I was trying to work out in my head how they could pace showers throughout the day with it not being a headache. The kids didn't attend school either, he home schooled them. Then I was looking for a plate to put a candle on. My friend Penny was in the dream and she said there was some china in a drawer in the dining room (not exactly what I wanted.. but). So I go to the drawer in the dining room and there were all kinds of fun things in there. There was a really neat scrapbook that I looked through with pictures, scraps of material, misc. things.. I found out later it was my brother's. My grandma was looking over my shoulder at them with me. Overall, nice feeling dreams.
The first set are vague. I did dream about a guy from work that just asked me to coffee the other day. I usually don't dream about people I know, so that was interesting. He was just helping me with something, being very kind and polite (which doesn't seem like his personality in reality).
I had another one later (only remembering pieces). One part I had a little bump on my arm but it just felt weird. Like not just a mosquito bite but that it extended on the inside up my arm. So a scratched it a bit and it broke the sking. Then I saw a tube/vein, kind of like you find in your chicken sometimes that is kind of flat.. It was severed and I could look in it. Inside were tiny little worm like things (mind you they looked more like that hair rice pasta stuff). I pulled on them until they came completely out.. in doing that I found more.. and then more.. and then more... I kept pulling them all out of my arm wondering how I could have lived this long w/out knowing they were there, then wondering... ok.. in health class did we ever learn about this? am I taking something out that is supposed to be there? I thought and then couldn't recall it supposing to be there, so I kept on taking them out. Then I found a small octopus in my arm and took that out too. My dad and stepmom were there and I was telling them about it as they were going about their business. Then they were talking about this family that lived in a motorhome. It was this guy that wrote about it that was a comic strip writer. He, his wife and five kids all lived in this motor home and they were fine and "normal." I was trying to work out in my head how they could pace showers throughout the day with it not being a headache. The kids didn't attend school either, he home schooled them. Then I was looking for a plate to put a candle on. My friend Penny was in the dream and she said there was some china in a drawer in the dining room (not exactly what I wanted.. but). So I go to the drawer in the dining room and there were all kinds of fun things in there. There was a really neat scrapbook that I looked through with pictures, scraps of material, misc. things.. I found out later it was my brother's. My grandma was looking over my shoulder at them with me. Overall, nice feeling dreams.
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