Saturday, August 17, 2013

Little Girl

I dreamt that I was in a building and was a bit lost in its corridors. There was a swimming pool, other people, possibly students. It was a building of learning of sorts. I left the building and seemed to be going through the woods and ended up at a river. A little girl was with me, as well as my mother, and a friend of my mother's. The friend asked me "was your mother nice to you?"  I answered her not vindictively, not as a victim, but in a matter of fact manner, "no she wasn't." I could tell that the woman knew this, but she was giving me an opportunity to have it in the open with a witness (her), my mother and myself. It is blurred what happened next. I think the woman was gone and it seemed my mom either was too, or turned into a Native American man. Not just any, but she was the one in Last of the Mohicans that tries to kill the people at the end. He was going after the little girl. He had a very long spear, but it seemed to be all metal. I went to go stop him, but part of me felt like I ...hmmm  maybe she was supposed to die? or maybe I knew I couldn't really help her? I'm not quite sure, but the result being that I could not do this by myself. I heard noise behind me and there were a large group of other Native Americans that were running through the river over to us. They gave off a light and they were running to come help. They killed the one man and then they disappeared. The little girl and I sat on a log. I realized at that moment that she was me. I asked her if she was a ghost, although I knew she was me, I didn't know "what" she was. She smiled and said "something like that."  She said that she has been with me all along. She was very confident and sure of herself. 

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