I dreamt that I was at a nice hotel at some resort. I was in one room and SA was in another. I almost felt like we were there for work and were collaborating on something. I had a guy friend..?? boyfriend?? in my room and he didn't know about it. He wanted to meet really quick before we checked out, so I met him in the lobby. I was a little anxious to get back to my room and pack up before we had to check out. We talked about this and that and he had to run off to somewhere else. He had left his phone book? and some other item. I grabbed them to give to him later and I went to pack up. All the while, feeling anxious.
Then I left to go meet my family. They were at the same resort area and going to stay in a nice hotel just down the road. I wanted to see if CC had reserved our room. I saw her on the walk over and spent the whole time saying all of the excuses why she had not done it on time... and not really answering my question. Then I went into the hotel and we had the last suite of rooms. They were all connected, very fancy but there was not enuogh froom for us all. My aunt and uncle had one room, my brother another, my dad and step mom another and the one room left, my dad had his weights and laptop in for an office. Which ever space I would sleep in would not be my space. I wasn't very happy about it.
I started walking back from the other hotel... I went through the lobby doors and there was an older couple walking beside me. They were chatting and laughing together and still very much in love with each other and life. I took a peek at their faces... There was no shred of evidence left of their youth or what their faces may have looked like in the past... all leathered, spotted and heavily lined, but still a lot of life left in their eyes and their hearts.
Then I continued to walk down the cobbled path and started walking on the stone fence... It became more and more steep on the one side and a sharp edge on the side closest to the driveway. I should just jump off into the grass and walk... or jump to the cobblestone... I didn't like either option and leapt forward and into the street. It felt freeing.
Then I left to go meet my family. They were at the same resort area and going to stay in a nice hotel just down the road. I wanted to see if CC had reserved our room. I saw her on the walk over and spent the whole time saying all of the excuses why she had not done it on time... and not really answering my question. Then I went into the hotel and we had the last suite of rooms. They were all connected, very fancy but there was not enuogh froom for us all. My aunt and uncle had one room, my brother another, my dad and step mom another and the one room left, my dad had his weights and laptop in for an office. Which ever space I would sleep in would not be my space. I wasn't very happy about it.
I started walking back from the other hotel... I went through the lobby doors and there was an older couple walking beside me. They were chatting and laughing together and still very much in love with each other and life. I took a peek at their faces... There was no shred of evidence left of their youth or what their faces may have looked like in the past... all leathered, spotted and heavily lined, but still a lot of life left in their eyes and their hearts.
Then I continued to walk down the cobbled path and started walking on the stone fence... It became more and more steep on the one side and a sharp edge on the side closest to the driveway. I should just jump off into the grass and walk... or jump to the cobblestone... I didn't like either option and leapt forward and into the street. It felt freeing.
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