dark glass

I dreamt that I went outside and the world had changed. Certain ones of us had to keep our existence hidden. We would slip between buildings to go unnoticed, although sometimes we could be amongst the people if we held the right attitude, carriage and clothing.

A man and I were trying to take some boxes to recycling. On returning, we walked through a tall dark glass building. There were stairs going up, corridors that slanted to different levels and elevators, but everything was glass. The only place you could really hide was where the glass curved causing layers of black blue glass to create a sort of dark area.

The man and I went there to rest and maybe sleep for the night. The place was busy with people, but we seemed to be able to be unseen when they were in their mode of thought that was on a different level than ours. We felt safe.

Later in the dream I went to go find my friend WW. He was living in a tent city in the outskirts of the city. He was close enough to be near supplies, but far enough away to not be bothered. He wanted to go on a trip and wanted to borrow my backpack, which was quite large and best for a long journey.

shadow dying

I dreamt that I was dying. A few people in my family already had died. It was some strange sickness. It wasn't painful or scary. It just started overtaking your body, like a dark shadow. You pretty much knew when you had it and how much time you had left. My dad had already had it and the shadow had already taken half of my body. The other half of the phase went quicker, so I was telling my brother good bye. I wanted to give him a hug or something symbolic of .. hey this is it... see ya. He was preoccupied. So I figured this was it... on my way out and uneventful. I was a little disappointed... like a major milestone birthday being forgotten.

emotions in a box

I dreamt several sessions of dreams last night. I would wake up between each seeing the dream clearly for one second. Then the memories were gone and I was just left with residual feelings and a shape. The shape felt like a cube, like the whole dream scenario somehow fit in a cube. Like you could look through all sides of the cube and see what was going on inside and none of that happened anywhere but in that cube. Maybe that cube being the dream, or the idea or the feeling. I'm pretty sure my feelings were good. Like things I really wanted to happen were about to happen or were happening. But there was also a feeling of anxiousness. Not sure if it was .. the fear of it not happening or the excitement of something new and unknown. 

cobblestone fence

I dreamt that I was at a nice hotel at some resort. I was in one room and SA was in another. I almost felt like we were there for work and were collaborating on something.   I had a guy friend..?? boyfriend?? in my room and he didn't know about it. He wanted to meet really quick before we checked out, so I met him in the lobby. I was a little anxious to get back to my room and pack up before we had to check out.   We talked about this and that and he had to run off to somewhere else. He had left his phone book? and some other item. I grabbed them to give to him later and I went to pack up. All the while, feeling anxious.

Then I left to go meet my family. They were at the same resort area and going to stay in a nice hotel just down the road. I wanted to see if CC had reserved our room. I saw her on the walk over and spent the whole time saying all of the excuses why she had not done it on time... and not really answering my question. Then I went into the hotel and we had the last suite of rooms. They were all connected, very fancy but there was not enuogh froom for us all. My aunt and uncle had one room, my brother another, my dad and step mom another and the one room left, my dad had his weights and laptop in for an office. Which ever space I would sleep in would not be my space. I wasn't very happy about it.

I started walking back from the other hotel... I went through the lobby doors and there was an older couple walking beside me. They were chatting and laughing together and still very much in love with each other and life. I took a peek at their faces... There was no shred of evidence left of their youth or what their faces may have looked like in the past... all leathered, spotted and heavily lined, but still a lot of life left in their eyes and their hearts.

Then I continued to walk down the cobbled path and started walking on the stone fence... It became more and more steep on the one side and a sharp edge on the side closest to the driveway. I should just jump off into the grass and walk... or jump to the cobblestone... I didn't like either option and leapt forward and into the street. It felt freeing. 

exposure

I dreamt I was in a hotel room. I had gone for some event that had to do with rodeo or horses. There were others around that I had went with in other rooms. I felt this need to hide so I could get ready. I felt that I wouldn't be given a chance to get ready or that I would be criticized for what I was doing, as I was doing it. I found a room where someone had already checked out and went in there to finish up. I was hurriedly getting ready when someone walked in. It was a maid. She asked if it was my room and I was honest and said no, but that I had been staying in another room and decided to use this one instead as I knew the person that had checked out from it. She decided she need to call authorities, so I packed up and left... the whole time feeling anxious and exposed.

Then I dreamt I was in a retail store. I think I worked there. They sold clothes. I felt very watched and although I was doing a good job, I felt under scrutiny...

Then I dreamt I was getting ready again, this time in a friend's basement where I was staying or renting to work in or?? I felt I had to get ready in hiding again. It didn't feel good. Then someone came to my door. It was a man that is an actor in Hell on Wheels, the Dutch guy. In my dream he was a hypnotist that I know (British guy). He came in and I felt uncomfortable. Why was he here? I had nothing for him. Maybe he was here for my friend. I opened the door and he said he was there to learn and experience more psychic ?? stuff. I was confused as I thought he was very scientific and not into it at all. I in the dream I was a kind of expert on it, but my friend upstairs felt she was too. Part of me wanted to just send him to her. What if he was just asking to poke fun?