Fassbender

I dreamt that I was starting a business with my friend SA and Michael Fassbender. Michael was kind of an ass, but I knew he was sharp on what our business was about, so I was glad to have him. We were meeting at some giant McDonalds type place. It had a library, a coffee shop and a business center. We chose to sit on some sofas around a wooden coffee table. SA had some website setup for our company, but it was overly complicated. I suggested we just do a free site where they have the handy software to put it together and PayPal if we needed it. Michael said we didn't need it really. He was curt, but again I didn't mind. I liked getting straight to the point and moving forward. He was excited as well as he could tell I was a go getter.

wedding cake

I dreamt that I was at a wedding. The guests sat conference style, with long tables facing the front. I was sitting next to a woman. A server came by with cakes. Instead of just one large wedding cakes, they had several different kinds, like chocolates. She wanted carrot, I looked and saw that they had it so I gave her that piece and was glad that she was happy with it.  I chose a chocolate piece, but I wasn't thrilled about my choice. Then I saw that there was tiramisu and I liked that choice better. I think I just didn't care about cake. It was just a tradition and I needed to leave the wedding.

I left and was in a car going to another hotel. I was out of gas. There was a large heavy plastic bag and I fell asleep on it and fuel was all over. I guess it was meant for carrying fuel and I was going to use it to fill up my car. I didn't know how to work it and asked my brother for help. He gave me very little information and then left. I had carried it most of the way and I was worried if it had holes in it.

woke up to : cry little sister

"Cry Little Sister"

(originally by Gerard McMann)

A last fire will rise behind those eyes

Black house will rock, blind boys don't lie

Immortal fear, that voice so clear

Through broken walls, that scream I hear

Cry, little sister - Thou shall not fall

Come to your brother - Thou shall not die

Unchain me, sister - Thou shall not fear

Love is with your brother - Thou shall not kill

Blue masquerade, strangers look on

When will they learn this loneliness?

Temptation heat beats like a drum

Deep in your veins, I will not lie

Little sister - Thou shall not fall

Come to your brother - Thou shall not die

Unchain me, sister - Thou shall not fear

Love is with your brother - Thou shall not kill

My Shangri-Las

I can't forget

Why you were mine

I need you now

Cry, little sister - Thou shall not fall

Come to your brother - Thou shall not die

Unchain me, sister - Thou shall not fear

Love is with your brother - Thou shall not kill

woke up to: have you never been mellow

have you never been mellow lyrics

There was a time when I was in a hurry as you are
I was like you
There was a day when I just had to tell my point of view
I was like you
Now I don't mean to make you frown
No, I just want you to slow down

Have you never been mellow?
Have you never tried to find a comfort from inside you?
Have you never been happy just to hear your song?
Have you never let someone else be strong?

Running around as you do with your head up in the clouds
I was like you
Never had time to lay back, kick your shoes off, close your eyes
I was like you
Now you're not hard to understand
You need someone to hold your hand

Have you never been mellow?
Have you never tried to find a comfort from inside you?
Have you never been happy just to hear your song?
Have you never let someone else be strong?

new pub

I dreamt that I walked across a long bridge. It was not a normal thing to do as it was very long and meant for cars. I could have car pooled with the others, but this felt freer. When I arrived at the other side, I took a pic that included a bit of the bridge and a view from across the river so that I could send it and they would know where I was.  I texted the photo and then asked where next. I wasn't sure where this pub was that we were supposed to meet. It was a new place that a friend of ours was just opening. I kept walking around buildings and down alleys and ran across it by chance.

The place was partially full with a weekend lunch crowd. It seemed to be doing well and then I noticed that they had decided to have their niche be that all appetizers were free, always..

I wasn't sure this was the best idea. They assumed that people would eat the salty and savory items and buy more beer to balance it out. It seemed to be working so far, but I was concerned with their future.

The bar on the same street was barely full, probably due to the curiosity this new place created. I wanted my friend to alter their idea a bit. Maybe not give it all for free. They had about 5 main appetizers. I thought they could give 5 away per table, one at a time and only serving the next if requested. Once the five were served, then they pay. It wasn't much better, but it was a start.

puff peas

I dreamt that I was working in a clinic. I think I was a nurse, but not quite sure. I think we were wrapping up our day, but still had some duties. I was near beds with privacy curtains between. It must have been my station, because I felt like I had to stay there. I think there was to be a celebration that night as people were talking about what they would make and bring. I was just waiting. I looked up at the curtain hooks, I saw that someone had created a white plastic triangle that hooked at the top that looked like a nurses cap, and it was followed by a white plastic circle that was supposed to be a head, and some other shapes that made the rest of the body. It was cute and a nice light hearted thing to see in a clinic. I kept trying to point it out to my mother, but she was never quite paying attention.

The shift was done now and it was time to go to the event. I walked into the place of the party and it was beautiful. It was like a very large garden room, windows everywhere, dark wood, little tables, flowers... As my mother, brother, JH, PC and I walked through the tables, I saw many fancy desserts. I realized each individual party created their own items for that evening. It was a neat idea and it was fun to see the variety. My mother had provided ours and her first dessert was very inventive. I was surprised. It was spicy and sweet with herbs. It was very good. My brother and I got up to look into the next room. There was an upper echelon group in there. They seemed annoyed that anyone was walking in their area, although it was open for everyone.

I returned to our table. JH had put his coats, a scarf and his pile of things on the chair next to him. I moved everything over to his chair... he always brought too many things.

The next dessert was a puff pastry that was cut out in a round like a small pizza. The edges had another layer and other bits of puff pastry were twisted to crisscross the top. The topping was made of peas.. well, whole peas and lightly sweetened with a filling of ricotta. I was happy about this one as I don't like overly sweet desserts and it sounded very pleasant.

My brother returned and he was upset. He was told to leave their circle from the other room. I was surprised he was upset as he usually doesn't care what others think.

sand hole

I dreamt that I was at a building. It seemed to be a bit remote in that there were no other buildings around, although it was in a town. It was a normal rectangular shape, cement color and a chain linked fence around its border and a gravel parking lot. A friend of mine wanted to buy the building and tear it down to start fresh and maybe build something more pleasing. A woman, CM's mother, was upset and resistant and wanted it to just be updated.

I got on my bicycle to ride around the grounds. It is grassy and mushy from a recent rain. I rode to the back and there was a wooden boardwalk around a sports field.  I rode around this. A small group of people were at one corner. One guy looked up at me thinking I'm going to go their way. I think he was looking forward to a distraction from what ever they were doing. But I keep on the perimeter of the field until I competed it.

It was time to leave. I could go back to the road by the school, or via a path I see in the sand. I'm not quite sure where it goes.  My tires on my bike are almost flat...and the metal of the wheel has gone through one tire. It might be a tough ride to go through the sand, but I want to see what is out there. So I start riding in the sand. It doesn't seem terribly tough and I'm enjoying it more than I expected. I see a wind out ahead that is blowing up sand. I'm thinking it will either cover the trail or it will blow me in the face, or both and that I should find cover. Instead it gathers together and blows straight up in the air and then straight down and blows a hole in the sand. It almost looked like the wind moving up actually sucked up a hole from the sand, but I wasn't sure from where I was standing. Either way I wanted to go see it. I get to it and look through the hole, only expecting it to be a large divot in the sand, but it is more like a tunnel. I look closer and it is like another land. I see statues of beings in the sand. I say beings because they looked human until you saw their faces. They had eyes, noses and mouths but not the same shape as ours. They were close enough in appearance that you could understand their expressions, although frozen.

I straightened myself and looked back from where I had come, then down through the tunnel again. It seemed that they were in the same place but they were not. I couldn't understand how they could both exist at the same time and both be receiving daylight although one was underground.

Timber Wild

I dreamt that I was taking a class. A friend of mine and I, a cross between SP and Nikolaj Coster, were taking the class. We had a long standing friendship and had fun in situations like these. We thought a lot alike, so could enjoy even boring things when done together. We were there before the rest of the class and the instructor. The lights were off in the classroom and we were milling about, setting up our desks, find the right spot to sit and so on. Our chemistry was so strong that the air felt thick. It was a wonderful feeling. We didn't have to do anything but think and we would feel this heavy connection.

The instructor came in. He was a tall sheepish fellow with glasses. He had brought some special doughnuts of the season from a local bakery. He was cheerful and proud to have brought this gift for the class. The class started and we sat next to each other a few rows back from the front.

Class was over and we walked out of the room into a main area. There was a table a level down from us that was full of a group of men. Then a very tall lumberjack looking man passed right in front of us. He didn't look real with how massive he was. I then looked a little closer at the far off table. It was the Baldwin brothers all talking with strong east coast accents. They said they were purchasing this part of the building and were going to have a pizza joint there calld Timber Wild and Sons.

gray helmet

I dreamt that I was at a charity event with my mom. There were folding chairs lined up, activity.. more of the preparation for the event and planning than the event. My mom was sitting at a bench, she kept leaving stuff and I needed to remind her to take her things with her. She was being social, she was enjoying some limelight and seeing and being seen. We left and for some reason both laid down on a mattress out in the grass. There was a blanket over it just by a few inches, like a little low tent. My boss DP was coming out and he had a helmet on (a very cool looking helmet where the main part was a dark gray wooly look and the visor was a matt black that appeared to be leather). I was trying to keep my mom quiet because I didn't really want to talk to him. But he chatted a bit, talked about his daughter and was on his way.

beach path

I dreamt that I was riding my bike to work. I seemed to have moved to a smallish coastal town for a new job. It wasn't a small town company though. I think they did some high tech research. It was nice, we liked what we did and believed in what we did. A good group.

I came to a fork in the road. I could go the quick way on the pavement as I usually had done, or I could go down a small sea grass lined path down to the beach, get some nice hot cocoa from a car there and then take a scenic and more extensive ride.  It was a cold morning and being bundled up and stopping for something warm sounded wonderful, and I was thinking I should be enjoying these small pleasures of different pathways... Guilt crept up in my stomach.. but shouldn't I make sure I'm on time? just get to it?

I don't know which way I chose.

hotel meeting

I dreamt that I was at a hotel. I was in a special room for guests only. It was like a small theater to watch complimentary films and they served food and beverages as well. I was there for business and I needed to get to my meeting.

I walked over to a smaller ballroom/conference room, It was ornate, chandeliers and floral wall paper.  I was getting shown construction items. My boss, DP, was telling us about them. He is getting detailed in his descriptions and so I cut in and asked, "So what you want us to do is either promote this or?? So that we can purchase the items through these companies at  discount etc.?" I wanted to get to the goal. He replied with a long winded "yes."

I was excited, I could totally do this and do it well. I tell them that friend of mine, MB, already has connections. That he is in NYC remodeling a test kitchen, lobby etc..." The information falls flat, but anyhoo...easy to do.

Waiters come buy with food on their way to the complimentary room. DP tries to have some and the waiter gets annoyed. He says it is for the x room. Only paying guests can't have it.

garage sweep

I dreamt that I was in my garage. I was sweeping it and the landlords side as well, they didn't seem to clean much. I wanted to do it while they were away to make sure I could get it done.  It was raining as well, and I wasn't sure it was the best idea. If I swept the leaves and debris to the opening, everything would just stick.. I started sweeping around their cars, they  had a few in there. Then neighbor's girlfriend came in unexpectedly. She started backing out cars. I seemed she was moving them around. I was excited to see that she was taking a couple out for good. That meant more space for me in the garage. But then she took my car. I said outloud to ?? some other person, I don't like lending my car out.

two husbands

I dreamt that I was at someone's home. We had all just returned from somewhere and were emptying our vehicles. I felt a bit like the odd man out, but not in a horrible way. I just felt like they were speaking a different language, all being mothers, married and being ladies who lunch. I was the single person hopping along through life. I had seen this house before. I wanted to point out the interesting architecture to the women, but they didn't seem interested. They were talking about husbands, children and recipes. We walked into the home.. the ceilings were vaulted and most of the walls and ceilings were a warm wood with exposed beams. The master bedroom could be seen if you stepped to the right of the inside of the front door. There was a landing and then if you walked down some stairs, down an hall and up some stairs, the bedroom was almost its own structure, only connected by the hallway. Half of the ceiling was exposed with just windows carrying on down to the walls, with a view being of the woods. It was amazing.

I went to the attic, I guess I had some things up there that I had forgotten. I went through some boxes and found the antique clay bowl that I had been missing. I felt relieved as I was thinking I had imagined it existed. Then I found another set of gray blue bowls more shallow and modern, and yet another set. I don't think I needed them all, but it was nice to know that if I did... I had them. I went through some more boxes and realized I needed to get back out with the people.

I went out to the front driveway. There was a truck or SUV parked on the gravel part of the drive. One of the husbands was working on it. I was interested in mechanics, so stuck my head under the hood to see what he was up to. Another one of the husbands was intent... not sure on what. He was going to help the other fella, getting him supplies, keeping the women busy with other things. He seemed to not care for the other women, not sure why. He was ok with me, as we had been old friends.

Then with no evidence.. more of a knowing, there was a feeling that the woman were in danger. Someone was after them. Not maliciously, but if they didn't exist, it would be better. I looked at the window of the SUV, there was a heart drawn in the dew of the window. It had been my friend... he was in love with the other husband. He was the danger...

hover vehicle

I dreamt that I left to female coworkers to run some errands on a business trip. It was evening and I didn't know the area. My vehicle was a low air filled things. It was oval shaped, not long enough to lay flat on, but you could sit on it just fine and it was about 6 inches off of the ground. It was fast and small, so it was kind of fun to drive, although I did feel a bit vulnerable so close to the ground and with not protective shell. I was supposed to get supplies and get food for us. I was looking for a good place that had take-out in the evening and felt clueless. I was giving up hope when I stopped by a restaurant that had outdoor seating and asked one of the patrons. A short haired blond told me to go to a pizza place. I had seen it earlier, the first place I came across of course. I guess they had other things besides pizza and it would just have to work.

I texted the girls to see what they wanted and I think I just ended up getting something and going back.

I was back at work and the office had an open plan that was two stories. The second story had offices around the perimeter and open railings with a view of the first floor. Obama was my coworker. He was talking to employees, trying to gather information and help them. This wasn't in line with the president's ideas of what should be happening in the office. Obama was sharing information that would change the environment for the company president (DP).  DP yelled from the second story balcony across the main floor "Obama, when you are done there I need to speak to you!"

Obama was clear in his vision though and didn't seem faltered

Lady Voice

I dreamt that I was with some people traveling. I’m not sure if we were doing anything in particular, more that we were doing something as a group. It seemed like it was the late 1940s or early 50s in how we were dressed and how we composed ourselves. It actually felt nice. Delighted by simple things, and not bitter with the world and everything in it.  Some of the ladies had had lunch and I still had not. I was also supposed to meet my dad and step mom in a shop before I returned to the rest of the ladies. I walked down the street, it was curved, short and paved with cobble stones. I liked being there, although I knew it wouldn't take long before it wasn’t new, quaint and cute due to how small it was. I walked by the shop where we were supposed to meet and they hadn’t arrived yet. I decided to walk a little farther. There was a shop that sold local farmer’s goods. They happened to have some puppies in there that were adorable. I played with them a bit, but I had my eye on the time. I think I heard their voices saying I wasn’t there, so I ran out of the shop over to see them. I guess we did what we needed to do and I was going to return to..?? 

Now the ladies were not what I was returning to, but someone’s house. I went to the house and was looking for my key. My friend SK was there. I’m not sure whose house it was, but he seemed to do business out of it. I heard a lady knock and I went to get him. She was beautiful in an old movie way. Fair skin, dark lips, etc. Her voice was soft and feminine yet still strong. The way she carried herself and spoke, … it seemed as if nothing negative could ever happen to her. I wasn’t sure if I liked it or not. It was pleasant for sure, but was she being authentic? Was she limiting herself? Was this forced? And act? … I was a bit torn on which seemed better.

Woke up to - Uncle Albert

Woke up to this in my head:

"Uncle Albert / Admiral Halsey"

We're so sorry, uncle albert,
We're so sorry if we caused you any pain.
We're so sorry, uncle albert,
But there's no one left at home
And i believe i'm gonna rain.

We're so sorry but we haven't heard a thing all day,
We're so sorry, uncle albert,
But if anything should happen
We'll be sure to give a ring.

"we're so sorry, uncle albert,
But we haven't done a bloody thing all day.
We're so sorry, uncle albert,
But the kettle's on the boil
And we're so eas'ly called away."

Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh,
Doo-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh,
Uh-uh -

Hands across the water, heads across the sky,
Hands across the water, heads across the sky.

Admiral halsey notified me,
He had to have a berth or he couldn't get to sea.
I had another look and i had a cup of tea and a butter pie.


"couldn't put it in something else
So i pulled it in the pie, alright!"

Hands across the water, heads across the sky,
Hands across the water, heads across the sky.

Live a little, be a gypsy, get around,
Get your feet up off the ground,
Live a little, get around.

Live a little, be a gypsy, get around,
Get your feet up off the ground,
Live a little, get around.

Hands across the water, heads across the sky,
Hands across the water, heads across the sky.

Woke up to - Riders In The Sky

I woke up with this song in my head:

"Ghost Riders In The Sky"

An old cowboy went ridin out one dark and windy day
Upon a ridge he rested as he went along his way
When all at once a mighty herd of red-eyed cows he saw
Plowin through the ragid skies and up a cloudy draw

Their brands were still on fire and their hooves were made of steel
Their horns were black and shiny and their hot breath he could feel
A bolt of fear went through him as they thundered through the sky
For he saw the riders comin hard and he heard their mournful cries

Yippie i ohhh ohh ohh
Yippie i aye ye ye
Ghost riders in the sky

Their faces gaunt, their eyes were blurred
Their shirts all soaked with sweat
He's ridin hard to catch that herd
But he aint caught em yet
Cause they got to ride forever in that range up in the sky
On horses snortin fire as they ride on hear their cries

As the riders loped on by him he heard one call his name
'if you wanna save your soul from hell a-ridin on our range
Then cowboy change your ways today or with us you will ride
Tryin to catch the devil's herd across these endless skies

Yippie i ohhh oh oh
Yippie i aye ye ye
Ghost riders in the sky
Ghost riders in the sky
Ghost riders in the sky

Stewart & Merchant

I dreamt that I was walking outside a building.. I felt really good.  I looked through the large window into what looked like a waiting room and saw Jon Stewart in there with Stephen Merchant. They were both wearing white doctors coats. . Jon looked older and tan. They waved me in. They were super nice, fun, and it was nice talking to them. I asked Jon why he was changing careers to be a doctor and he held up a rubber replica of girl parts and said this thing right here... He wasn't meaning sexual, but that it was interesting and made him curious, the mechanics of it all... and so he decided to pursue what made him curious, and Stephen's answer was similar. 

 Jon and I were going to go outside for a sec to chat. I left my purse behind a half wall because I didn't want to carry it. When we came back in, the office was filling up with people. I looked down and saw that my purse had been taken. I looked up and saw the girl who had it and ran after her and grabbed her. The office happened to have a police desk in it ... and I turned the girl in. There was a police lady taking down the information. I said sorry to the thief person... saying hey, sorry for turning you in, but I need this .. I don't have a lot.  The police lady was going to take my purse as evidence and I said.. I have nothing else.. this is the only purse I have. She looked at me and said nice purse.. do you think you deserve it? She repeated that about deserving it a few times... do I deserve it. I couldn't say yes... I said "well I only buy a purse about every 4-5 years..." She then said.. well ok then, you can take it. :-/

goat cart

I dreamt last night that I was visiting A and TS. I snuck out early in the morning and walked around their neighborhood. Someone had left a goat with a cart that had squashes in the back. I borrowed the goat and cart and rode it out through town. It was nice, but I knew I needed to get it back to the owner before anyone woke up.  The ride was really nice and going back to the house didn't feel good, it just felt appropriate.  I ended up getting off the cart before I returned it. I had seen some people in the street and didn't want them to see me with it. I felt bad because I didn't return it, but I knew it was a small enough town that it would be returned to the owner easily enough.

When I returned to the house A, T and their kids were up. They were having a breakfast of some sort and the kids were playing with toys. I went outside and someone had kittens. I picked one up. It was white with black spots. I wanted it. Then I picked up anther, black with white spots. The feeling of wanting didn't feel good. I couldn't have cats at my house and I was allergic. It didn't feel good wanting something I couldn't have. Wanting something to change that I had no control over. It felt how I feel at work, wanting circumstances to change that won't and making myself miserable. Not sure why people do that to themselves.